Tony 845

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  1. @Nahm 3 locations total one of the locations is a Deli/pizza combo but yes 4 businesses, I do have partners but that would very unfair to them.
  2. @Nahm I own 3 Delis & 1 Pizzeria, appoximatly 90% In still heavily involved/ hands on. now do see my concern, I work anywhere between 55-75 hours a week & yes I like it.
  3. @Nahm mainly so the businesses still function & that my kids are fed, I've spent the last 13 years building these businesses, gotta still function. I can't sit on a park bench for a year like Echart, I still need to function.
  4. @PsiloPutty beautifully said & yes it was a little scary/blissful, I'm scared of potential phscosis, I'm sure I could sit for 3 hours, just scared of loosing my shit..like I said, I still have a family to feed & businesses to run, the pain I can deal with, I'm a tough dude, just worried about my mental state cause I will push my limits phsyaically.
  5. @Amanaki I should've gotten enlightened 1st then started my life, didn't know about all this stuff till a year & a 1/2 ago, woulda, coulda, shoulda
  6. @Aaron p I've heard anything from 1 day to 40 years to never, good luck SDS sits & self inquiry are some of the fastest paths, good luck.
  7. @Serotoninluv thank you, you're the only one who answered my question, "science can't prove it on there end"
  8. @Amanaki my kundalini & 3rd eye are both opened already, the next step for me is enlightenment, I was wondering on a scientific level what changes in the brain occur at that moment if there are any changes ?‍♂️ Just a question..
  9. @SoonHei I saw the there is "no brain" thing coming as well ? We've all seen Leo videos guys lol
  10. what comfirmed cases of death have happend through Kundalini energy? I've heard of physcosis, but not death & from the research I've done the only time that happens is if you fight Kundalini symptoms, if you just let them do there thing you'll be fine, I'm currently going through kundalini, in all the books it says just don't fight it..it's smarter then you're ego.
  11. @SBB4746 I haven't cried in years, last night I balled like a 2 year old boy, I knew once it starterted it was all kundalini related stuff, it's purging shit which is good, one step closer to enlightenment..my 3rd eye has been throbbing everyday the past 6 months, anyone have or know any advice on this one? I'm also reading enlightenment through the path of kundalini as we speak, it's pretty good if anyone is dealing with kundalini stuff..
  12. @Joseph Maynor I did an sds sit about 5/6 months ago, when I hit about the 2 hour & 10 mintute mark "I" stoped fighting the pain Completely & just let it be, at that exact moment without knowing anything whatsoever about chakras or kundalini. (I was trying to attain enlightenment) my crown chakra blew the fuck open! It felt like energy was pouring out of my head for about 2 minutes! I sat in a state of complete bliss, no insights just happiness. The event was so earth shattering I thought I was enlightened (I've heard Adyashanti had an a similar experience) so I got up, shortly after my ego came roaring back in, it wasn't the real deal, but I have never been the same since. Ive been deeling with kundalini ever since that day, my 3rd pulasates all day long, when I do any form meditation I feel like I am spinning, if I don't stop it it'll go for 20 mintutes no problem, my eye lids & chest have uncontrollably pulsated through mediation as well. Many times after I couldn't sleep & no it's not anxiety it's is its own energy. This energy is clearing our chakras. everything is heightened with kundalini, my states of bliss are states of bliss! My anxiety or stress are higher as well, loud noises get more irritating than normal, when I get horny i get very horny. They say once you're kundalini is opened you have a much better chance on enlightenment will see??‍♂️ As or today I've never done an pyscadellic, nor do I plan on doing any till till more people come out say they are full blown enlightened through them, they way I figure it thousands of people have become enlightened without them ?‍♂️But ya never know...
  13. @Beeflamb little did I know about my self, kundalini is a stage prior to enlightenment & (some people even have some after enlightenment) i was just try to get to enlightenment! I didn't even know what Kundalini was! The energy preps the body for a full blown enlightened state, some people pass over the state, some go through Kundalini, I'm currently dealing with it my self, you still need to do self inquiry, you just tasted Enlightenment a little, or the ox tail as they call it. Great job though! Any questions PM me, mine opened up on a strong determination sit about 6 months ago as well. I'm currently reading enlightenment through the path of kundalini as we speak! ?
  14. @PsiloPutty I feel the same way, once you start getting into that 1-hour & 45 min range it starts fucking with you, like fuck is my phone dead or did I set the clock right (even though I set 10 alarms) ?? damn ego ?
  15. @Shin 30 minutes is nothing with all due respect, once you creep into that hour/ or hour & 15 minute mark you start dealing with some other shit...they are right though take it nice & easy, to go up 5 minutes seems like nothing, but it's everything...
  16. Some people say they are the same, some people say they are different, personally I feel they are different. I feel like awakening is when you are on a journey to become enlightened, you are a seeker of the truth & you can feel it deeply within, that there is no self or "I" or maybe you are in a kundalini stage of the game that I'm currently dealing with. just wish us seekers & those who are enlightened could all get on the same page with this topic. it tends to get confusing, especially when talking to people in this line of work. Its also hard because enlightenment/awakening/liberation is such a deep rabbit hole, so really who the fuck knows...?‍♂️?‍♂️ So what are you're thoughts, the same or different??? I think leo may have told me once they are the same, but I could be wrong..
  17. @Joseph Maynor it's more of an understanding of what they are saying thing for me. Let's be honest it's a little confusing.