Cortex

During my meditation which happend just a moment ago, I became aware that identification with the body mind etc is only stopping me from my full potential, because when I am achieving some big things, or when I am very creative, those are the moments when I am not so attached to myself

What if I am not this body which is separate from the outside world but I am the outside world which is separate from this body

NoSelfSelf, I really begin to see that, I am starting to become aware of the fact that this identification is stopping the flow of the river of unlimited potential, during my meditation which happend just a moment ago now I became even more aware of it, and I am starting to become more and more aware of this, I think that if there was no identification I would truly reached my full potential, and all of this insights would become even more powerful

Because you can't do anything you want, not everything is possible in this reality, you can't fly, you can't materialise objects, you can't materialise your thoughts, you can't just be like a god, sometimes this physical reality pisses me of so much that I want to scream for it to go fu*k itself, because when I think about it I literally feel like a slave of physical reality, this dumb laws, this dumb f***ing laws, I don't know why I feel this way sometimes, but sometimes I am sick of all this limitations that physical reality is projecting on me, maybe it is something spiritual

Leo-Tzu, mostly during my meditation, and also they are the part of my thinking, but when I meditate they start to show up, and then I have even more of them because of my meditation practice, and then again

Well, it could be, who knows, not just with supernatural abilities but maybe a lot of other things

But of course, my main focus in this spirituality game will be meditation as it always is, because this experiences can show me that there is something more, but not necessarily in a way that I want

Yesterday when I was meditating in the evening, I started to feel a bit afraid, and then I saw something very scary in my vision, It will be very difficult to explain, so I was meditating and then I started to feel this great wave of fear, and then I saw myself as not sitting in my chair and meditating in my room, but as being on the stairs and going upstairs to my room but not as myself but some sort of entity, it only lasted for maybe 2 seconds, like some sort of a out of body jump scare, just quick and completely different, as if you had a nightmare and then woke up from it, but it was not a nightmare, because it was during a meditation, this shouldn't be so scary because it was only going upstairs on my stairs, but once I realise that I am not in my body but in some other body and I am going upstairs it became very very scary, maybe it was some sort of out of body experience, it felt like it, but it was only around 2 seconds

Exactly ! That's the point, you know what ? I will not stop my interest in this stuff, we will see what happens, I am so sick of this physical reality which only bounds me that I will try to break out of it no matter what, what can happend ? Maybe I will die, but death is one of the things which I want the most so that would be good, so really I am in no danger, I will not stop, fuck it, all the spirits in the world can have me, all of this experiences can just show me that there is something more than the physical reality

That's pretty good question, I understand of course that I am not my body etc, but understanding it and being it are two different things, today everything is all right, but I can't put in words what happened yesterday, but I think that I shouldn't be so afraid of paranormal anyway, it's still better than the physical pragmatic reality

Exactly, it's time to focus on a meditation, we will see what will happen next, but right know it got into pretty dark place

Mikael89, All of them, but mostly dark entities, demons, spirits, and that kind of stuff, the most interesting, and today I was having weird dreams, and the best thing is that I didn't woke up in my natural way but because I've heard that someone is screaming my name, and no one was around to scream it, I just need to stop to think about it, that's what they sey is the best way to do it, I hope so, I didn't expect that it can turn against me

After my scary meditation experience which I've had yesterday, I understand that fooling around with this dark paranormal stuff was really really dumb, today really weird stuff are happening to me, I've been fooling around with this stuff for the last week, especially the last few day, like really,and I mean super really, and now I am feeling that I've truly made a mistake, and I am afraid now, because today really unusual stuff had been happening, and I know 100% that they are unusual, and definitely not very glamorous

Buba, I am now meditating for over 4 months and always more than 20 minutes, I can meditate over an hour couple of times in a week, maybe I am more sensitive to this stuff because I meditate at that age that I have,I always when focusing on my body have interesting experiences, sometimes I cry because of beautiful visions, and I've also wrote about this that the more I meditate the more I lose track of time for example I was thinking that it was 25 minutes but it turns out that it was 45 minutes, that also means that I do it right they say, I also do yoga, I of course care a lot about my health etc, and I am very interested in this paranormal stuff, but last week I've been practicing this dark stuff, I've been always thinking about it, I've been faking it, I've been visualising it, I've been watching paranormal stuff, just everything dark that you can imagine, I wanted to see for the sake of my curiosity what will happen, and yesterday really really unusual stuff been happening in my house, and great vawe of fear was present within me and today I've had really dark dreams that I am running from I don't know what it was, and the best part is that I didn't woke up in my natural way today but because I've heard as someone is screaming my name, and no one was there to scream it

I just didn't expect this

Even stuff that I do for my self image are now fuck*d today, and that never happens I mean literally never f***ing ever, if this will continue for today, I don't know what I will do

Empty, it's difficult to explain, I've wrote a post about my scary meditation experience which happened yesterday in the evening, and after this today everything is fuc*ed, and I mean literally, I know just in 100% that this is unusual, not only that, I feel great fear right now, very intense unusual fear, when I think about this vision I feel fear as if I was dying, everything is now just fuc*ed, I mean literally everything, I am not sure if I want to even go to sleep today, I will probably not

Hundreth, for the last few days I've been fooling around with this stuff, like really, I've been faking this paranormal stuff, I've been practicing it, watching a lot of paranormal, imagining it, like really, and today I am afraid, and I am not kidding, I am literally saying that I am afraid after what is happening today, I just wasn't taking it really seriously, and now I am afraid to even be in my house alone, I hope it will pass but I am literally full of fear right now

No I am talking seriously right now, I literally swear that I am not kidding, I can't even meditate now properly because I start to feel fear and I feel this fear in me right now as I am typing this, I am literally afraid now to be alone at home after what is happening today, I wanted to play around with this stuff and for the last few day I've been doing this stuff, imagining it, faking it, practicing it, watching a lot of paranormal, and just everything that you can imagine for the last few days, and now I am really fuc*ed, I just wasn't taking it really seriously

Mikael89, All right I think that you are truly right, for the past few days I've been fooling around with this stuff, like really, from now on I must stop this, even today weird stuff been going on, and now I feel like if I am truly fu*t, and I am not kidding, I am talking really seriously right now

Mikael89, you scared me even more, maybe I should stop this interests in this dark paranormal stuff

It's literally like you just said in terms of feeling

CreamCat, not just rules, but absolutely everything, and not being bounded by this physical reality

The world in which absolutely everything is possible is the world of freedom, not this pragmatic physical reality with it's physical laws I am sick of the physical laws

Because everyone is different, and because of that what may work for me may not work for you so I never give any advices unless I know someone very well or his situation then I can give advice but not from myself but just because I can see what will be the best for that person in a particular situation, I of course never ever receive any advices, I just learn and learn from the most of the sources possible and see that everything is different, what may work for me may not work for you, and what can work for you may not work for me, also every situation is different, so what worked once may not work twice, everything is just always different and giving Advices is like a dogma, like some kind of rule, there is no such thing in the entire universe which could work in every place, in every situation, and with every individual, so being flexible and more like a chameleon is a way to go rather than holding to some dogmatic rule of someone who is completely different that you and been in a completely different place than you and in a different situation than you