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I mean literally, what the f*ck are they know

You can't even imagine how much I want to have super powers, when I think about all of these people who are having entities as their guides, and I see what I'm missing, the best question then is what do they know that the rest of the population and even the people here don't

Nope, it's one of the most fascinating and mysterious books in the world

It would be great to have a super power which would allow to manifest things as quickly as in the lucid dream

Because if everyone would think logically and rational there would be no conflicts, because what's the point of the conflict, there would be just peace and happiness and pleasure, because everyone would want to live only in the positive world and emotions, every conflict would be thinken through, and there would be logical and rational solutions to everything, everytime that there would be a conflict people would just think about the best solutions

So if everyone would also focus on pleasure and peace there would be no negativity

I mean this more powerful stuff, like channeling, spirits, powers, etc

But non of the people on this forum knows how to interact with spirits and attein paranormal powers, so this is ironically a bad place for getting such information

I read the Red Book and Am mostly interested in spirituality because of this siddhis and powers etc of course I love phylosophical and scientific questions about the universe etc, but spirituality is not so interesting as questions about the universe, if there was nothing that I can accomplish here I wouldn't waste my time, nothing angers me more than this gurus and yogis etc who don't want to talk about it, like I've said I would hired some agents who would travel the world and get the most practical knowledge for me about how to do it from all of the gurus and yogis and mystics, and make this the most practical and scientific for me to use, because that's how you do it, you filter all the bullshit and get only clear substance, like if you read the book, all the knowledge from thousands of years can be in one book, and the same way here, I would not waste so much of my time, all of them would just tell all they know about how to do it practically right here and now

Exactly ! And I would do anything for getting such power, I would literally do anything and sacrifice anything for getting such power

Logic And Rationality is the best way, science is on of the best stuff which allows you to rationalise everything

So in the end I can use my science and logic and rationality to justify anything that I do, I know that but, but my logic and rationality is always fully based in truth, there is no rational or logical reason for negativity over pleasure, but like you've said not so many people can think so logically and rational

So there is this popular believe, that when you don't mastubarte or have sex and keep inside your semen you are not only more healthier, because of keeping inside your vitamins and minerals, but also more spiritually attuned and better at meditation, what is your opinion about it ? For me there is not so much difference, even I would say that when I don't have any sexual contact for more than two weeks or don't mastubarte I think about it during meditation and it distracts me, so I would say that key to good meditation is having all of your needs meet before your meditation practice so that all of distractions are limited

Bungee Jumping for becoming less emotional and becoming a better at taking risk can be a pretty good tool, because when you do it and then find yourself in a situation which requires "just do it" mentality you can go back to it and think that if you did a bungee jump you surely can take the risk at this situation

Like I've said it it so complicated that it's impossible for people without it to understand it and we can only come to that conclusion, so again that's all that I have to say about it, the goal of this topic was not to talk about it but to share my funny story and goal for this year, so wish me luck

Share here all of your questions about reality, about consciousness, about the self, about perception, about the universe, about anything which really is interesting and without answer

I don't identify in this sense with them, if I have a psychological of phylosophical conversation I've literally see myself as them and use all of my knowledge from this identities to have a conversation, for example when I read I have a picture of myself as reading da Vinci, I've only identify with my imaginery identity when I accomplish something really big, then I feel so much rush of megalomania that you can't have it without some substances

Consept, I think I am here for my phylosophical side, I really like this type of stuff from actualized.org, plus I am here to learn more about human psychology, and when I am listening to Leo I can see myself in him and then as you can see I am even using the same kind of speech patterns on this forum as Leo does, even when I meditate I see myself as being a Leo or I've also use image of some Buddhist Monk or sometimes I identify myself with Eckhart Tolle, so I guess that my identity for this psychological and phylosophical stuff is Leo, so when I talk with someone about psychology or phylosophy Leo starts to emarge and I am literally seeing myself as him having a conversation, and for other stuff I have different identities but all of them serve my imaginery self, and it so happens that the aspect of this self likes psychology and phylosophy, so there you go I've just gave you pretty clear and brought explanation

StardewValley, Sam Vankin talks about it greatly, about our lack of Ego, you see when you talk about this with ordinary folks they cannot grasp this because they have never experienced it, and it's literally impossible for them to experience this, so they literally think that it's something that can be healed or something, but that's literally the dogma of people on this forum, they cannot grasp the fact that someone can be wired differently, but if someone is narcissistic from nature like I am for example then even our physiological responses are different, our Ego just doesn't develops and our body is in a sense made for Narcissism, Our Ego doesn't develops there is no Ego, it's like having dissociative identity disorder without amnesia and in a little bit different form,maybe secondary narcissists can be healed, but secondary narcissism isn't really a narcississm, the truth narcissist have no Ego, but cmon man, you clearly don't expect the people who are dogmatic in their way of looking at narcississm to accept the fact that it cannot be fixed, they literally believe that if they say something towards individual without ego who is this way from being 4 year old,just from birth, that it will somehow change our physiological responses and develop a real ego :D, it's literally like the M.C asher painting, I would say that if person who doesn't have it should think about it like dissociative identity disorder, or schizophrenia, or even enlightenment because it's very very far from their ability to comprehend and understand what it really is, just like the Leo likes to say- we are not so far away from dark ages, and you can even see in a way that I use my vocabulary that it's more like a Leo vocabulary, what do you think is the reason for this

Stage Orange has the most power over physical reality because we are ultra rational, ultra scientific, and see reality as it really is, all of the other stages live in delusion and can be easily destroyed by stage Orange because our power is physical reality and scientific facts which can be used to our own advantage, stage yellow has also some of that power but don't use it that much, stage red is dumb and not so scientific, but stage red is still better than stage blue, stage blue should be on the bottom, but ultimately Stage Orange is the best and I will never leave this beautiful stage, For me stage Orange is beyond every stage, it is the stage of the Devil (Ego), I love absolutely everything from stage orange, I love the people who are at the stage Orange especially stage orange Elite, I love the material things from stage orange, just everything, I am walking stage Orange and my stage Orange is so extreme that it's really amazing, I am 100% stage Orange, I have absolutely all of the points of stage Orange, of course sometimes I have some points from other stages too

Once again, If I have a lot of supply I feel like God, right know my life is great and beautiful, And this year will be the most adventures year maybe of my life, I will go back from vacations and will be going to a lot of castings while going to high school and having more sexual contacts than in my first year, a lot of people provide me with supply, how great I am, How much knowledge I possess etc, especially when I am on the casting and with the beautiful people who are more like myself or on some other Tv event, only couple times a day I fell panic if someone thinks about me something which isn't how I would picture myself, but that's their fault because the project their own worthlessness onto me, because they live in delusion of their stupid worlds, but really this year is my last battle for becoming which I should become, and it will be really a great adventure so really wish me luck and we will see but the times where my supply was low are now history and I will never go back to that place, all right I've already said everything which had to be said, and this year will be both my last chance and also incredible adventure

And I am very interesting individual despite my controversial lifestyle, I am a very big philosopher, I meditate a lot, I even read The Red Book from Carl Jung Un this month, so I am pretty big into self actualization

Feel Good thinks that If he tells me how bad I am, that it will break me but he doesn't realise that I don't really care about what he says, I would post here my masturbation session and it would show him a perfect example about my attitude towards him

Exactly, there is nothing to fear, I have the opposite even the night after sexual contacts, no matter where I am for example in my high school or at a casting or even at any random place and I see a good looking girl I just can't stop my erection because of my fantasies, especially if some girl presses my fetish buttons, then I usually start to flirt with her or stare at her body part which makes me horny for her to see this, usually it really works pretty nice

Outer posted a very great video about this, it really does explain it pretty great, and btw this therapist is just a tool for me which I use for a drug prescription, so please don't think that some tharapist who is not in my special people category has any power over my psychology, I am just myself very aware of myself and can be honest here because you all don't see me in real life and are far away so you clearly don't present any danger so this is just like my commonplace book or journal so you can be sure that I say the truth about myself in here