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The more and more I meditate the more minutes are there that I didn't even notice had passed, for example while ending my meditation I think that it was 25 minutes but then it turns out that it was 45 minutes, this happened to me today, and it happens more often, but today was the one of the longest times, what does it mean

Well, it will probably be the same as it was before you were born, but who knows, I like to wonder about that, there are hundreds of options, we will see

cetus56, actually I feel better after meditation than sleeping

So what is the point of enlightenment, it will just limit your survival abilities, and to survive and to live and get the most pleasure from live requires great ego and will to be the best and squeeze the most out of live, I will be enlightened for billions of years after my body dies, therefore I don't see the point in wanting to be enlightened, If I have this 100 of years of live to maximise my pleasure then that is what my life should be about, myself and my physical and mental pleasure and happiness and joy and feeding my Ego with the best supplies humanly possible

I am really happy that I've choosen this meditation habit, that will be one of the habits that will stay with me forever, and now I see that it starts to work

Well that's really good to know, so now I will be meditating for the rest of my life even more than 100%

From Carl Jung Un, I read it for couple of weeks now and it is really fascinating and complicated, but definitely one of the most interesting books I've read

Everyone should just know what is the best for them rather than listening to some dumb advices of others who either don't understand that everyone is different or just don't care as long as dumb people are listening, this is number 1 problem of personal development industry, and this makes personal development industry really dumb and silly

Universe is experiencing itself through living things, like, humans, animals, plants, everything which is alive, that's pretty interesting, as they say "you are not a human looking at a night sky, you are the universe looking at yourself in human form" that's really interesting, what do you think about that

Caterpillar, well it depends, of course it's more practical, but sometimes you can thing about yourself as being entire universe just for good feeling of it, but to fully and really feel like that all the time that would probably required enlightenment

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How would your life look like if you would just doing whatever you want in the moment ? Lived fully in the flow, recognising that the present moment is absolutely the only thing that exists and therefore you should squeeze the most out of it, there would be no missed opportunities because you would want to improve the present moment so much that you would not missed any opportunity to do so

Drive attention at all costs, look at all of the celebrities who are famous just because being famous, you must do something which really drives a big attention to yourself, because more attention gives you more opportunities for even more attention for even more opportunities, so never be afraid of attention, art of getting attention is really an art of marketing, they are actually one and the same

Can you imagine how great life would be if you had some sort of entity living inside your body, who would assist you, and would help you achieve everything you want to achieve and do the things you want to do, maybe I should go to the woods and start practicing witchcraft and black magic I am so angry that I don't know how to do this stuff but I know that maybe they are possible, If I would have great power I would hire people who would find for me all the yogis and monks and people with super natural powers and they would squeeze all of the practical knowledge about how to do it and bring it to me, you can't even imagine how much pleasure would having some siddhis gave me and how much use I would make from having this powers, even in the book that I read right now The Red Book from Carl Jung Un there are some siddhis like stuff, but of course it's not too practical, I have all of this knowledge but nothing is working and I am feeling that I wasting my time on this spiritual stuff

She shouldn't keep her mouth shut, if you know what I mean

Emerald, I do have that type of fetishes also, so in a sense I've made a good intention in this post

Emerald, nope she really was this type of person, I am expert at recognising people types

I can get really sexually attracted to "cold bitches" as they say, this typical white-skined type of womens with glass like eyes who are really sexually stimulating, and ironically this types of cold emotionless womens find me really attractive and interesting, because they are so calm emotionless and calculating, and I am always so active and ambitious and fun to be around, they are also ambitious but very calm and calculating, I've had a sexual relationship with that kind of girl, I was talking with my friends about my future success and about my dreams and my big ambitions and just everything about myself and how great I am etc - I'm always the most engaged in the conversation, and she was just sitting there with another girl and staring at me, I've noticed her soulless stare and was looking from time to time back at her, she was so stimulating, she also just like me cared a lot about her look,at that day she was so greatly dressed, I was starting to look at her high heels to let her know that her feet are really stimulating for me, and also at a different body parts, I was just letting her know that I've also notice her and am sexually attracted to her, and she was just there talking with another girl and I was talking with my friends and we were just looking at each other, of course she knew who I was because in my school I am like a celebrity, after being in a Tv show and also another stuff that I do for getting attention, we were having so great sexual contact that I've could write a book about this, everything was amazing, from the beginning to the end, and her emotionless persona was even more stimulating for me, and her body was so good at absolutely every move, she was the best at movement and reading what I want her to do, this sexual contact with her was so great, her look was not only beautiful and calm and soulless, her look was also hitting my fetish points

I think that enlightenment would do it, for example you are walking on a beautiful beach, and look at a beautiful sunset, there is almost no one there, because you are far away from exit, you enjoy this beautiful moment so much, and then you take some 5meo-dmt :D, I must try it in the future, and do it in a beautiful moment like this

I am meditating now for almost 4 months, I know it's not that much, but it's the good beginning and I will meditate everyday till the end of my life, because it's like eating healthy or training, it is a life long habit, I don't have the same hour for meditation I meditate either in the morning or evening, the only rule is that I need to meditate for more then half of an hour, before midnight, because that's like the next day, so of course I've always keep good posture and focus on my breath and body sensations, sometimes I have really interesting fantasies during meditation, like I don't have if I am not meditating, but I think that everything is great after meditation I always fell a little bit "weird" and more aware of sensations, like if I had a clearer vision and movements, so I always feel very good after meditation so I think that it's working, also when I look in the mirror then my eyes look a bit better but that's maybe because they are closed so long, there are days when I meditate only 20 minutes, if the day is really interesting, but 20 minutes is always a minimum, I never meditate less that 20 minutes, almost always weird stuff are happening to me when I meditate, a lot of really really interesting fantasies like if it was a visualisation, also emotions, weird sensations, but I think that they can happen it's not like there must be a full emptiness right ? But of course I am only focusing on that empty present moment like a body sensations and breathing etc, and all of the other sensations are happening because of that, but I think that I do it accurately, and I do it everyday, I would feel really really bad if I would missed a day, because I would feel like I am breaking the process

I've also wanna know, but I live sometimes very in the moment, when I am for example at some important event, or when I enjoy some beautiful sunset, or when I am in a beautiful place, but the funny thing is that even when I live then fully in the moment I feel that I could be in this moment even more, because I know that this moment cannot last forever

Yes I am into very mysterious stuff, they are both interesting, and probably also have incredible potential to transform yourself into a super human, I will learn this sooner or later

I've always been passionate about psychokinesis, I know, the only way is meditation and yoga, but there must also be some shortcuts, I of course also meditate everyday, I am not saying that I want this powers without any effort, and I also do some yoga, but I need to start practicing more advanced styles of yoga like this popular kriya etc,

Concepts are shaping your reality, and the richer the vocabulary the better your ability to operate within the concepts, individual who has a rich vocabulary will always over conceptual individual who does not, concepts are shaping the way you think, the way you perceive, the way you understand,the better the mind the more conceptual it is, you can conceptualise and mentally masturbate till mental orgasm, and there will never be enough, art of conceptualising is something that the true thinker and philosopher has advanced to a super human level

That's really interesting, because it would seem that he should after years of meditation, awaking experiences, psychedelics, and all of this practises, or at least be more attuned to this phenomenons, so I am curious if Leo had some paranormal experiences