Most of my life I have been a victim. Struggling with depression a social anxiety. All through school I would not speak. I just couldn’t. I can recall a lot of cringe worthy moments. Although I’m still ackward socially, I’ve changed a lot. But now and days I just feel lucky. I like the person who my struggles lead me to be. I’m kind, empathetic, and can easily make deep bonds with people. Cause I listen more then speak. My fear of socializing lead me down a more creative path. Writing and watching movies and studying storytelling. Also developing a hyper awareness around me making the world more colorful. So much creative beauty I’m a sad a lot of people miss. But most of all I feel super lucky to of found all these resources to improve my life at only 20(now 23) from books, to Leo videos and the life perpose course and other things as well. There’s so many things to do. No time anymore to dwell on why My life sucks. My life is as great as I make it. there to much to do and learn for the rest of my life. It’s all in my hands. I’m not going to waste it.