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Started reading this book, so far I enjoy it. Thank you

Come to turquoise, we have sex with spirits.

You're being too much emotional and self-dependent on this one. There're no cold fact. You want to believe and come up with some cold facts. In fact if you're plan is to have sex with every possible female then yes actualized guy scenario will not probably work good there. This is very shallow. It's like you have no preferences and quality. And I bet you lack some. Stop believing such things and cold facts about asshole guys. Feature yourself. Would you eat everything just because you're hungry? Would you eat a cow's crap? It's the same thing when compared to your mentality over here.

A lot of man falls into trap of only thinking from one side. Actually shit and beta guys fall into the same trap too, they chase after each available pussy to get a drop.These two are actually the same fking thing. Tbh, I hate pussy and beta guys as much as I hate beautiful and dumb girls.

Religion was the truth and there's one god separated from, you and you're all fucked up your mental capabilities with this no-self and enlightenment bullshit because that was just yet another ego's distraction of mind. This was a test before transitioning to heaven and hell. And whatever the reason that creature exists and punishes you for no reason. It's its play. Who the F are you he'd tell you. He'd laugh about you.

There's no god but one is understood false, especially the ONE part. Now you know what it means to be ONLY one which is one consciousness. EDIT: The thing is people will usually understand that you saw something or an object, like was if what you've been seeing your whole time was different thing than it. IT HAD BEEN always there until you made the shift. It couldn't be this much close the answer is. RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES BUT UNABLE TO UNDERSTAND.

If you're curious of how it sounds simply head over the youtube and listen in arabic as they sing you the chapter whlie you read.

I had very similar fears. I had almost exact fears. Losing myself, mind, going crazy. Dying into void. It's been very surprising for me to see that we had a lot experience in past that are also similar. If you agree that this silly statement that: I'm somewhere between you and future you, (which pardon my excuse) I'd say to you, it WILL be resolved by time. And you'll find ANSWERS to your fears. Until now the best thing I'd wish for you is to STAY GROUNDED. Very good, very,very good. I'd say keep thinking about it this is a nice starting point. But one hint would be: Don't just blindly rush for "It doesn't exist" It does exist in your reality right now and the fact is it is very real for you. " Don't ignore it. This is a very yellow, golden shining key that I'm presenting you. First you have to fully embrace it, cup it get to know of shape of it. Hold the key. As like I told, ego is you for now. You experience it. Don't run away. I can't really remember where but recently I've read somewhere the same thing you're describing which is: Pain and suffering is necessary for us to know about something is wrong. It's like a toddler is always happy unless his underwears are wet and signals to brain for uncomfortiness, then he cries. But without these things, he's very happy at his natural state. Like imagine even back in war at the refugee camps, adults are full of fear in their faces but children in the background are able to play with stone and dirt in their face even how hard the situation is. This the last example is very powerful to contemplate on. Hail

[1] Simply I have still yet dependencies on another people for my shelter, safety and food resources. [2] More money will enable me to expand my shelter, capture a bigger space in this earth from precaptured mafia goverments. I will pursue to do more with the more money I got [3] I can focus on raising plants. I can focus on doing scientific experiment. I can experiment with alchemy and chemistry. I can improve the living life surrounding my environment e.g. help animals, trees and balance ground and water. [4] I will achieve the highest experience of myself. Much appreciated, much thanks. Blessings

I like your greed-ish orange-y approach to this. Much appreciated. Much loved. I hope and believe your work will shine light upon a lot people. Also I'd add to your list some keywords for individuals to actually get something within your approach. These keywords are: Blackhat, Grayhat, Whitehat. Blackhat forum. Hail. This thread will continue on to help other people who are in different position in their lives. We can further continue via DM for your questions, if you're really interested for answers drop me a message. Hail. EDIT: One more keyword: warriorforums

What's your fear? Really lets just think about for it. What's the fear? What is suffering? What is pain? Let's think about it. Before reading my answer in small font, let's honor your experience and at least let yourself to think and contemplate for your own answer for 3 minutes. Really, set a timer, google 3 minute countdown and think about for your own answer. The dilemma is if there's never ending suffering, how would you tell it when it had begun? If it hadn't had an end i.e as same as in our human lifes, pain comes pain goes, if there was never ending suffering how would you tell when it did begin at the first place? I mean this paradox is enough that there cannot be constant pain, It's like taking derivative of something and constants are gone. Because simply they're cannot depend on independent value.

You guys are amazing. Your posts are made my day really. For fun, even if that's the fact that I doubt, how would I avoid it already. Like full surrender. I'm fully surrendered already to whatever is whatever and I am not responsible for anything. As much as I am nothing really. A weird pulse within experience of consciousness. A different face and mask.

There're none about your thread. That's my overall attitude. Question is clear. Repeatedly read it over until you understand.

These are my overall beliefs/negative biases on your ideas. THAT BESIDES TAKE LEO's LP IT REALLY DOES WORTH IT.

@kieranperez Excuse my temporary rage fluctuated upon the response to your thread. Basically that thing aside, I asked you "What's the thing you do most of your time, that you can't tell in the end how the time passed so quick? Can you spot one-or-two things" to guide you for a potential yielding answer.

I forgot what was the point that I've started to believe that is true. I've read decent amount of things for law of attraction and power of the subconscious mind (this is a book i guess? besides being a topic) you might aswell checkout.

This takes balls

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Aha that's the reason why people in this forum come up with this silly idea! Thanks FYI: 99% of you don't want and need programming skills. Go fuck a tree. EDIT: Answer the following question? What's the thing you do without noticing the huge amount of time passes. That's the thing right there you need to pursue.

1. Fuck this experience and never come back so all of you'd screwed without me. 2. Return to my god-self and do better things- this otherness is the silliest thing that I've come up yet so far 3.

This is very good, but please be aware of ego's trick as this might be yet another! Stay grounded

There's no better programmer. Source: A better programmer. Aha I got your point now, okay here there're some tips for every one of you that want's to learn programming 1. You want it because it's a thrend 2. You want it because you think it will yield you money 3. You want it because Elon musk is telling you to do so 4. You want it because it's geeky and hacky 5. You want it because it's cool to fuck the society and raise anarchy from it Ah you don't want it because of those? Okay then: 1. Learn mathematics 2. Learn discreate-math 3. Learn algorithms, go read books about algorithms, google best algorithm book stackoverflow and pick the one listed as best. 4. Learn about group theory 5. Learn about set theory (were they the same thing?) 6. Learn about at least introductory level of dechipers and crpytography 6.1 Bonus: Put yourself into a situation that you need to cypher a file, If you dont' know what am I talking about yet, go and learn about binary system and hexadecimal systems, learn about file systems and how to use hex-editos. 6.1.1 Hint: Learn about boolean algebra, there's an operator that can act as two-way switch for cyphers. 7. Study Alan Turing's life and learn about state-machines, and vending machines. 8. Go and learn, experimenet with arduino projects, get kits and start building things. 9. At least know the difference between languages, if you're still asking "whats the best language to learn in 2018" or such silly questions, you're still yet far away from being a programmer. Learn what makes languages different. You should be able to categorize languages by their domain, syntax and high-low level concepts, 9.1 Learn what an interpreter and compiler are, 9.1.1 Big bonus: Learn compiler theory and C alongside Well I'm tired and got to return work, if some of you still needs mentoring about this feel free to DM me, take this chance because I'm not blown my DM box yet.

I'll share you with my own discovery/experience today. We'll first try to understand what is inner voice. If you're into spirituality or no-self kind-of-things, then you should already familiar with the concept of the inner voice. If not, It is the voice inside your head. The voice when you think silently about something or read a book. When you're on the journey of discovering who you are, you either way or another face with the issue of "Am I the inner voice". Then usually the person proceeds to find the source of it. Or forced by his/her mentor to find the source. The thing I'll explain you in this thread is not about the "THAT" source. But something really I think precious to be shared for. I don't really want to dig in much about the background of this discovery but simply I had meditated for an our as usual at morning then take a walk in this cold weather taking fresh air into my breathe. Then I found that inner silence we are familiar with. Then chanted OM for no primary reasons to just bring the the they call the primary frequency or the essence of every vibration. Then It got me, here I'll tell you. The inner voice in our head. Have you ever tried to concentrate on how does it sound, rather than what it tells? What I mean is think it as distinguishing a guitar sound than a piano sound. They both able to play some same notes but have a different taste. Keep reading. Have you ever noticed that If a lovely sentence, lovingly passed through in your mind via inner voice and then you smile or get happy? or the opposite, we humans usually run bad affirmations or sentences that harms our psychology such as: "I'm no good, etc." . Keep reading. The truth is you just don't record or re-play the sentence in your mind but you also play with it in a certain person's voice frequency, it might be your mom, your dad your whoever a person that had serious impact on you. This is the fundamental we'll be digging into and I promise that'll worth it. The second truth is that these sentences are carried within centuries. Your mom's voice frequency is just your mom's voice frequency and it is unique to her, but the sentences and the meanings, the cognitive beliefs, are carried from generations to next generations. There from the second truth that I've told you, If you have a good spiritual knowledge, i.e studied various traditions and so on, you might relate this to the fact that you live your past life's experience and DNA thing if I'm not wrong, the karma thing. I'm not really telling you this is the truth that I am confirming but this might be something related I don't know, I'm just pointing out this fact. This besides, keep reading. The powerful thing about meditation is that It really does destroy the inner voice thus the demons I'm referring here, It brings the tranquility of mind and THE default state of who you are. I'm not simply telling you that your inner voice is demon and you are doomed or whatever you might conclude to, but bare with me, there's a lot to discover yet. It's the demon itself is the sentences and words those transformed into meanings and roles, masks that people wear, roles that people play and project these meanings to outside world thus sentences to your mind. Then you take it and save inside your mind. You replay and iterate through those. Your mind and heart does only trying to resolve these but we as experiencing human beings are a bit out of defense towards this. This is a real, fucking real, disease. Virus. Mental virus that's spread through words and voice. Throughout the whole human existence and kingdoms, we did spread this. We were not aware what we've been doing. Whatever happened had happened, I'm not here to brag but to show you what it is and where your inner voice is coming from. It's the words and sentences you unconsciously took granted, and seeded into your own mind from outside world. Then it grow, and became your inner voice. The cure is to returning to your own-pure-state. Which is the one of solution of many: Spiritual work and discipline. e.g. the most basic would be to meditate. Hope this helps any of you, blessings EDIT: Forgot to tell you some about why did I then bring in OM chanting to my experience, if you've read through my post, then you'd conclude that inner silence is the pure essence of us and might be the purest state of a human being. The OM chanting is basically chanting a certain sound frequency that is NOT a sentence, a word, a letter (sure we have to use letters to explain how it SOUNDS) but simply a frequency that's coming from your inside. There might be a lot to discover OM chanting for myself, I'll just keep experimenting with this discovery and facts that I shared with you today, until now stay grounded and loved.

Thanks. Thanks all to you guys that I've returned creating music again. I don't worry about marketing it right now. But yeah I'll see where this goes. Asides that I still don't like money