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You got me. After a month of contemplating on math, this your basic-looking one sentence, finally got me. Hail to you champion. EDIT: I'd answer to that with: Let's just don't use some equality operator we took granted and never questioned when we learned it in first place back in school. If you forget about equality operator, then let me open you the doors. Observe the two things. Observe them. Think about them. Think about nothingness. Think about infinitude. MAN!. Those HAVE SIMIPLAR PPROPERTIES! You gotta observe them for yourself for your answers. A hint I'd like to give you is, remember! the equality operator is just an operator that tells that the two things are very VERY closeLY related, in fact we cannot DEFINE the intellectual EQUALITY operator.

Why the following thoughts appear again and again, within the experience: * Share things, discuss and get feedback, get attention. Talk with people. Talk with people. * That love, that loneliness, that romance. Needing of this. The signals those triggers from chest/heart and brain areas. What experience was invested on subconscious mind. * The universe is not a human. We can't relate human questions such as "why universe" "what universe". But at least, closest/partial (one of many solutions) answer will be found. The journey begins.

Short tip by Mooji and 1 hour rant:

What's your definition of "being a coder"? You talk about two distinct things? If so what is the super-set of everything? Is reality of your definition is a subset of something else? What's your wish in this life?

It's okay to slip off sometimes, enjoy

Reshaping your subconscious mind to source It's so beautiful. All ever containing. Within the duality, I'd like choose to express it as how would humans explain good old memories. It's the super set of everything. There you find meaning within the duality of the human mind, find the power to choose, then express it in whatever way you want to express that. In the end, It'll contain everything you put throughout you.

I claim that you have no idea about why 1 + 1 = 2 and I further claim that nobody in this forum have even no idea why we count things, and even the silliest multiplication why 3 x 2 = 2 x 3 or = 2 + 2 + 2 in fact I'd prove to you they're all different things, you have no definition or foundations upon anything "scientific" but you soaked everything without questioning, that's why that duality thing hits you hard right now, very hard. I strongly encourage you to question your foundations, make experiments on your own, (you can start with classic physics at home to construct easy experiments) I'd like to offer you help and contemplation questions if you'd like from the work I did.

Read book "feeling good by david burns" (crows say that there's free legal download on archive.org)

Look, we gotta define your underlying measure system. How do you conclude that you aren't getting any improvements. Let me give you an example to illustrate what answer I'm expecting. Imagine a finish line that's away 100 meters. Now If I tell you, I'm not improving any, you could ask "towards what?" and I'd point at the finish line at 100 meters away. Now what's your comparison system? Be bold. What do you want in this life?

Do you know me? You don't. Don't make assumptions based on your BIASES. Also what you're doing right now none to do with this thread's scope.

Suffering is very real, to let you know that I suffered serious anxiety disorder that not only kept away sleep but also made me woke up in the middle of night for no reason and have panic attacks. These things are very real, and also what I'm offering is not some voodoo hippy happiness pill "nothing is real, let's shit rainbows and fart candies." but why don't you take the responsibility and read the book? Help yourself! You are the only thing matters in your own life. Nobody will study and would help genuinely as much as you would.

Your mistake starts here The accepting your emotion thing doesn't conclude that you should choose to suffer with it. Accepthing means like, as like for example accepting the world as it is being spherical, now you accept the world as it is, but no-one said you should further take any action. Accepting means letting it be, does not mean let it be then suffer. Do you also accept the fact that world is not flat, so that you should suffer? It has the same level of absurdity when it comes to accepting emotions then suffering them. You choose to suffer, nobody forces you to do it. If you further need study I'd recommend reading the book "Solve for happiness" EDIT: No offense through towards any idea or author but I don't really recommend that you buy into this comment:

I like your way of defining the love as life itself. That is the only proper sounding explanation for love combining with the life itself even answers with bonus points for explanation of why life/existence question.

It does.

Why don't they stick your post to top as rules before posting about enlightenment. This is all there is. That channel is also underrated as fuck.

Why do you ask questions? What do you want?

It's more fascinating to see how you humans respond to such natural events.

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Countdown from 90. Today I've discovered breathing into belly if not into balls (Lol, but true). It's very much important to reprogram your body into breathing from there.

sounds good

Day two: OMAD, NoFap, NoSugar <under construction: went to meditation, back in 1 hour>

I had the exact same thing happened me about almost same as yours (7 months). I felt the exactly same as you. I couldn't stand sitting straight, I was cheating that with lying on bed comfortably with lot's of thinking involved. Then suddenly I felt the guilt that you felt too. I knew the importance of meditation and I just cannot help it. It stuck me as same as like yours. So what did exactly save me from this and allowed me to continue meditating today? I acknowledged that even lying down can be observed. I did not resist it. I kept my oath. My oath was to meditate everyday for minimum half hour. I just made an agreement on those days that If I couldn't sit straight, I would simply just lay on floor perfect (I abandoned lying on bed habit, I'd lay on floor). I would just observe everything. No matter what, the oath is to spend 30 minutes exactly away from my ego/desires/computer/internet/book/other things I like to do/. No matter how, I would spend this 30 minutes doing nothing, however position. Even if my mind would be full of thoughts, events etc. the oath shall be kept. Even though judging that this meditation session were going to suck i.e I would not sit straight. Everyday I would be doing meditations, everyday couldn't be perfect. The golden key is to remember when the good days come, not everyday will go good forever like this, you gratitude to have this good day. When the tough days come, you remember this won't go like this forever, good days will also come. You remember the good days and this rule (golden key) then be grateful. You just keep going! This is the key that I'm presenting you in a rusty old metal box. It had opened a lot doors for me. Now is your time. Blessings

Whats up everybody. This have been stuck inside me for a looong time if not since childhood that I don't really want to do something just for the solely purposes of earning money. So that in my brain has developed a way to escape this with this reasonable approach : I have minimized my all needs / dependencies on other people (e.g. unnecessary foods, unnecessary technology etc) and I produce a lot of things on my own whatever i can (e.g. I plant and raise my own groceries and 3d prints parts that i need etc) Why I open this thread now? You may ask, yeah when life hits you hard and you need a lot money at the moment (i.e me) that you gotta kick your own ass and go towards making it. There's no other way for me right now (it wasn't since.) This besides, you may ask why did I stole your time? I think this might be a problem of mine. I see this as a problem. And I can't really figure this out guys. Why I can't be motivated towards making money. Or why I don't like the idea of having lot of money. Any help would greatly appreciated at this time of my life. Thanks.

Do you want me to read your post and post from my experience OR Do you want to decide and tell me what do you need more in this life that you believe is missing? (or thing(s)) EDIT: Spend more time with your family more. At least do it consciously. Like tell yourself "Okay now I will be going to the living room and I will sit there and enjoy being there with my family" Stop isolating yourself via Internet. Ask questions to your family. Tell your family that you want to go outside for dinner at weekends.