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No matter how hard I try, I cannot find true only one when I ask the question "Who am I" All I can find is, "I am none of A, B, C, D...." then I conclude to: I'm nothing When I go "Sometimes I am A, but other times B, but other times C... but not anytime I am both A and B. " then I conclude to: I can be everything but not at once When I intellectually acknowledge the illusion of time I finally conclude: I am everything at once Maybe that is all there is, me chasing after an experience is snake eating its own tail

Video starts about at 17, you can skip to 17 after 4. Try to last till the end of video.

I'll be watching this satsang tonight. I invite you to watch the same

Nothing is happening actually. The dilemma is what you're feeling is very real. But the ego/mind thinks that it's having attacks thus your body feels attacked. I'd very recommend watching long hour satsangs by mooji. People on there usually having similar experiences as you do.

I literally meant "me: NN, non_nothing, writer, responder to you right now"

Think of Leo as a function dependent on time, He was years before, thinking about his financial freedom as his first primary thing, now the times goes on and on. Now, he had it figured out already and he doesn't really need to think about his financial because he's free of any concerns. he has his business running for years. He also mentioned that he own some other internet marketing stuff in parallel. IM itself is a very broad deep topic just one branch would enable someone financial freedom/out of concerns. Now the function for him points to spirituality. EDIT: The question is you as yourself is not Leo(x), you're joey(x) and you might be or not, a shifted version of Leo(x), or similar. The error is that you'd consider yourself as Leo = Joey for all X.

Define: Me Hint: Don't bother at all, financial resolves itself as everything does and runs by itself, including you. EDIT: Ofc, LP has goods recommendations about this.

You don't understand what is sugar, fruit is separate on its own. If to be precise what I'm talking about is the synthesized sugar, aka syrup forms and all kinds of table sugar. They are in everything. Watch the video I've posted he talks about a lot If I'm not remember wrong. Fruit has fibers and even unique sugar chemical structure on its own, that's why it is separate thing.

Especially this video I'd recommend watching.

Disclaimer. I'm not a doctor but I've watched a lot YT videos and thousands of TEDx videos online. What I'd say about cancer is: - Sugar feeds cancer (proven) - Think of it as two types of cells, one is the healthy cell the other is the cancer cell. Since the definition of a cancer cell is uncontrolled unlimited reproduction of that cell spreading, that cell needs energy/nutrition in order to do so. Healthy cells don't feed sugar, cancer cell gets unlimited fuel from the sugar. One of the method to identify cancer cell is to make patient not eat anything for long hours then feeding him with a special type of sugar that radiates inside X-ray or something, that way doctor spots the area of cancer cells under that black paper. - I've seen thousands of people posting YT videos about fasting cures cancer (because basically you starve your body and your body has to feed from itself, starting from guessing/spotting/destroying unnecessary dumb cells aka mostly cancer cells) - Fasting comes with the forms of dry fasting and water fasting. - Inflammation is a keyword to make a research. This channel talks about it a lot:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8RPuonNxq2lMb8zMvo7Xxw ALWAYS TALK TO YOUR DOCTOR!

I have asthma from the birth of day one. With treatment from day 1, around 18 I'd say the worst days passed. I sometimes suffer at night having breathing problems but that's rare for me being 25/yo. I completely quit inhalers. Exercising is the key, especially get a habit of what sport you like. e.g. swimming, running, fitness, all kinds of aerobics, yoga, plates, lifting etc. swimming helps a lot since you work on both your stamina and breath at once. It also develops a straight body posture overall which is key to breathe properly and efficiently. Meditation on breathe helps to eliminate all anxiety during for a possible attack. Developing good relationships with your family also helps a lot. Talk to your family, have discussions, if you're a type of teen that hides behind door in is room. Be open. You will need to feel supported throughout it.

What has enlightenment added into your human experience /improved? How did you know that you're enlightened? What was your method/ practice if any? If none, what would you say as responsible for your trigger? Describe you as before 6 months from you being enlightened? What's the reason of human experience? What would you say about human if you consider human as an invention?

When you get the taste of the Higher Self, and It's dream of you're being human, not because your ego wishes to be a human or tree, you will get it what I mean by the whole time or the same what have you been seeking.

I was being serious by the way. HOpe you're doing fine by now. Nobody should be left in darkness alone.

Go to toilet and take a crap, and do 10 minutes breathing if not

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Confutatis maledictis, flammis acribus addictis, voca me cum benedictus. Oro supplex et acclinis, cor contritum quasi cinis, gere curam mei finis.

You couldn't be identified with anything if you did not wish it. That's the law destroys your assumption. If you stay in the heart, that I've given to you is the most powerful key in the whole universe.

@Strikr You'd like the video:

It's your definition of alchemist. I'd challenge everyone those who interested in spirituality/mysticism/alchemy to study chemistry. Study of the chemistry has gotten to a point, that we're so much lucky than those ones in the past. We're on an awesome point on history to study chemistry and nature of elements. To me that picture above, destroyed every thought inside me that "Math and chemistry is by product of human/ego mind" i.e rectangles/squares the perfect (almost) geometry of Euclid's. Then how the fuck these property of squares reflected on the crystal seen in the picture above? ! LOOK The awesomeness of it! Nature itself produces some laws defined by humans (the actuality is -> observed within nature) The truth is we humans produce logic, the logic is a subset of the super-set (aka reality/universe)

I was recently thinking about the same. Not just thinking about solely only for spiritual aspect but, then it got me: That the feeling of just identifying with the silence of awareness is very much almost same as when you get high, because you get numb, you don't feel anything, you temporary disable YOURSELF, aka what's left then? It's very much almost the same awareness.

First, I did not read the whole thread maybe someone else had told the same but I'd tell you things to consider: [1]: You still hold to an identity of "I don't eat", this is the exactly same as eating. i.e it's none to do with awareness, it doesn't mean if you don't identify with "eating" then you automaticaly identify with "awareness". actually you can't escape the duality that way, you go in circles. now you identified with "you ("I") not eathing" [2]: same goes here, you identify yourself with pissing everyhere. your play the same game here. [3]: You have to go deeper in self-inquiry. Keep doing it. Read RM's work pdfs are all around online EDIT: Useful fun and easy watch & understand video by Sri. Mooji

This was the experience for me: (Narrator) Count the white passing team: (Me): ... (Me): Where's the whi.,. (they start) (Me): Count? Lol... (Me): (Drops even before committing) (Some person appears in the background with some funny costume, dancing) (Me): Oh this is to distract counting people I suppose (Narrator): (Video ends) Did you see the bear moon-walking? (Me): Did he? (Narrator): AWARENESS

This thread is about overlaying some foundations about spiritual knowledge. 1. Awareness (Non-changing/ all ever there is) 2. The real-ity (the object, target of the Awareness/ the empty box/ nothingness) 3. Existence (Universe/ Environment/ Infinitude/ Illusion of time also gets under here) 4. Person 4.1 Personal experience (Memory) 4.2 Personal appearance (Body) 4.3 Personal preferences (Mind/thinking/EGO) Properties that don't know where to put in order on the list: Power to claim the realty one (H.Self) desires Power to choose (Who chooses?) Power to wish the reality one (EGO) desires Power to imagine Things to consider No-self Ego-self Higher Self Questions: Which one to identify with? Why to identify Why there're lot's of identities Who's identifying with what? Questions regarding to 1. Awareness Why awareness is dynamic? (Under reality, It is dynamic and infinite, have lots of shapes and forms, is the ultimate super-set) EDIT: Work in progress, posted by accident