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Be careful with such statements. This and the last one I told you about separation makes things very separate.

whatre your 999th and 1000th post gonna be?

let me ask you a question. how did you know all this? i mean how do you know that there is this going -> 'im not sure whether i focus on present or internal or etc or etc' how do you know this and you are at a point you were, and came to the forums to talk about this. please take a moment to answer. lets keep thiz going for while first then we can adress others aswell

No you don't know. Read what he asked again and dont say this time 'yep i know' it has to be done every time from the beginning

True seekers know how to stay in heart. Those who are about to discover yet they have it too naturally, everybody has that. But within the realm of mind, mind is eager for baits. That was all why the thread had been created. Sooner or later ego will eat itself. But those who seek help always find help even the ego. Books are therefore supplied. Such this explanation came after long pages of posts to reveal the truth for serious seekers. The power and truth is always on your side. You are now blessed. Words are spoken. Peace for all. Let there be.

Welcome to Planet earth V1.0 I've already pointed out in the first post what most thinks of, personally It's getting to know one's true self. The happening, the one, the flow, the all.

Problem is stated in the title? What would you offer for a solution. What are your methods. Here's the inner work I did to resolve my problems: (You can do it too! help yourself) Note: my brain is fried after this inner work.

You'll die

Did you find answers to: what were you before you born and possibly after death what will you become?

Alan watts puts this into such statement:

Are you the pain? If yes: what were you yesterday? If no: what are you? you are not pain. (if this helps not, pain is observed, you're not pain, focus on this truth and see it for yourself. set alarm 5 minutes get in meditation and see it for yourself, your intellectual mind won't get this and you will be identified with pain forever in dead loop) I recently got a BIAS that I keep believing I use Leo's videos for mental masturbation. I'll dedicate a time especially just for watching Leo's videos in some future time as like as I'd watch a TV. Lay on couch open monitor and do nothing else.

Somewhat while reading your words I take little comfort. I was talking about separation between god and self

1-) No 2-) By not chasing/seeking/expecting/casting/going after/ an enlightenment experience EDIT: thirsting is good btw

Keep the work going (meditation), but be aware, you're so much having definitions over each sentence, defining you, even a bit worse is defining that you're improving. It's very okay to mentally feedback and affirm yourself to you're improving but I must warn you of EGO's trap "the process" Look this is the first time actually me having conceptualizing this, but yeah you gave me point to begin this. Other people in other threads are welcome to have benefit and point to this post also. Orange is very well specialized in "CAPITAL". He is the master, ruler, runs the whole WORLD's economy, doings, things, processes. There's no other stage that's far near Orange when it comes to this. Every stage will obey and fall after Orange. Sorry to tell you that Green will suck ass very badly when it battles against Orange and Orange will dominate him. I believe there's a misconception in you that you think upper stages are somehow better than its predecessor. No. Think of when you're comparing orange against any other stage as a shark tries to battle with a lion on desert. You're very much trying to claim a war that's on their lands that already lost. Orange is what it is. Orange's weapon is money, economy, modern-slavery. I don't mean you shouldn't pursue when I say "you're already lost" but there're sure other ways for sure. I'm putting it in this way especially exceptional just for your case here. I'm sorry to tell you the following but I have to kick you in your ass, right now you're living in your comfort zone things are going great. Your mom might making all kind of cookies and sugars, GF giving blow jobs. You're living in your little dorm room whatever with your cute relationship going on. The reality is that nobody gives a single fuck about you, how you're right about your vision, what the fuck your emotions inside, how well you smoke weed, how green is the right stage, turquoise, you're actualizing bla bla, but the green is the ultimate goal of peace and happiness. You hate orange and O really? Those all one another fucking story you're telling to yourself of the whole post . You did the care-taker or whatever job because you seek comfort and approval, deep inside you know it you did. It was just another mask you were wearing because you hated your family and your psyche needed approval in such twisted way. Now that's why you're pursuing this mostly but something is smoking underneath. World is a cruel place. It smokes. And the best way of your psyche putting this in that way is through spiral dynamics. Because you hold a position where you're somewhat greater but you wish if this little thing was non existant the obstacle in front of you, the obstacle of orange. Ahh the fucking ass-clowns right? Well I guess I've made my point clear. If you have hard time conceptualizing this, let me pamper your intellectual mind in this way. If you were a hunter-gatherer, you had no choice but to hunt for food. Now the centruies later, human society (orange) developed a system for exchanging values. The money and economy. You've been put to this comfort stage by this system actually. I'd say you're a thankless wretch. Now the thing is money is the currency for exchanging values. What is value? A property, that human generates for an object. For your primal needs, that equivalents some amount of money. Farmers produce food. Food is valuable. So they exchange it with money. Now you gotta put your ass off to generate value to the world in order for an exchange for money. That's all about it. Nobody cares about your meditations btw. But keep it going.

do i also pop as hemorrhoids? It is very beautiful. But the point is I wanna make is already told in the post. Psyche is a complex thing and It would be also put in this way: You need to go through spiral (dynamics of spiral), you can't skip stages. Beautiful. I guess you're talking from Allah consciousness. The thing I don't really click in that is the separation of God and the {S}elf. Or I should say, the possible danger outcome of the separation may occur within this.

Which centimeter of the tail you're reside? I guess I'm close near the asshole

fundamentally desire of the otherness

After hours of work... EDIT YEARS OF MEDITATION DOUBLE EDIT: I AM GRANTED THAT I HAVE NEVER OWNED A PENIS AND I DON'T EXIST. I don't really get why would anyone chase enlightenment just for a mental suicide.

funny part is it takes one second to realize you have never been existed. At it's best, I like to put it (self) as "a type of electrical flow in the brain", the error, the beautiful error, beautiful fractal.

You don't get it, there's no one to be enlightened you cock heads.

Don't talk about it, leave the forum, shutdown your computer

Yes, just keep saying I'm here for the truth, please guide me truth. That phase halped a lot in my journey.

Don't chase enlightenment

Your process reminds me of mine. It's tough process but It goes away. Keep meditations going. Lol. They can go back and actually 100% enlightenment is very rare. You get the glimpses of ego here and there and even get carried by it for a while. Maybe days who knows. It is your freaked mind puts it in that way actually. Corpses can't talk right? So they're very much alive talking persons. But I admit, I get what you mean and no, they're not. But they have very, very clear vision of things. They can see and understand people very differently than most. They perceive life as it is, not with any filters on it.

AI don't have cells. AI is run by conducting materials. Magnetic force is enough to fuck him up.