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@Shadowraix @Peo oh aye fuck, get a lollipop or chewing gum or you'll wake up with your gums indented with your teeth

@Keyhole ??

@Nivsch Happy hanuka mate. I love reading about the feasts in our Tora. Judaism is fuckin brilliant. Our religion stemmed from your religion. Im not really christian it's just the template to understand god that I grew up with.

@Leo Gura @Leo Gura ?

MD is amazing, but it's notoriously cut with other shit. Like nearly as much as street coke. Anything that causes a spike in dopamine (anything that makes you feel good) will inevitably make you feel bad the next day. When you consume a chemical that rushes your brain with dopamine and serotonin your brain realises that it's just had a boatload of it brought in from a foreign source so it stops producing as much naturally. After the chemical wears off your brain is still producing less than usual dopamine which makes you feel shit the day after. The brain comes back to normal after a while. My primary concern would be purity. Boys mix in all sorts of shit with their ecstasy these days. I'd highly recommend looking into how to operate the darknet/deepweb. It's soooooooo much safer when considering chemical purity and reliability. Hundreds of people leave reviews. Download tor browser, find the "dark net wiki" on regular Google for the links you can use to search for darknet drug sites. Register. And get familiar with bitcoin. You can purchase Bitcoin on your phone using an app called cex.io (at least you can in Northern Ireland/UK). Be sure to mix your Bitcoin using some mixer site (one website I've used in the past is bestmixer.io) . And set it up to send straight to the darknet Bitcoin wallet. It's fairly reliable. You can check to see how much someone has been rates popular/trustworthy. And I usually put in a tenner more than what the drugs actually cost cuz mixing the coins costs commission. Incase your unfamiliar, Bitcoin mixing makes them untracable. Darknet is where I got 5-meo

@TrynaBeTurquoise ill be completely honest bro, all I know is the feeling. The feeling was so deep. I held on to very little of it psychologically. I feel deep within myself to just stay quiet and not think about it. All I remember thinking is "how could this possibly ever go away" it was love.

@Leo Gura I'll try it ???

@Unjigorjigor you gotta figure out for yourself that you are Jesus. You are God, manifest in the flesh and you must die and be born a second time (born again). Born another time, but this time as the ruler of creation, with God, as God. There are soooooooo many correlations between the Bible and nondual teachings. For example, Leo released a video explaining how "good and evil" are contingent upon *you*. A thing is defined as being good or bad only when it is good or bad *for you*. This explains why the tree that Adam and Eve ate from (this is an analogy) was called the *tree of the knowledge of good and evil.* When the Bible says they ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil it's basically pointing to the moment when mankind developed the individualistic ideas. Ego. So many patterns, it's amazing. But yes, you are Jesus in your universe. I am Jesus in my universe. And once this is realised and becomes real it really becomes fucking real. "It is no longer I that lives, but Christ that lives in me." 1 John 4:17 "In this world we are like Jesus." The only mistake religion makes is, there is no actual transformation. I live in Northern Ireland where religion is extremely popular. Protestantism and Catholicism. Protestantism is slightly closer to truth I think. "Be ye transformed by the renewal of your mind." This refers to the long process of emptying the mind and dying to your self. It's so cool now I can see it all

I don't know what tech could help you lucid dream. That's mad. In my opinion it's way too hard to try to force it. It came naturally to me when I was a kid. I don't have much to say about it other than it's kinda cool I guess. My best piece of advice for dreaming is get better at dream recall. The best way to do this is, as soon as you wake up in the morning try to catch yourself before you move your body...then go over your dreams in your head in as much detail as possible, then a few times out loud. And boom, they should stick. But yo, fuck lucid dreaming ...get enlightened

@Highest thank you for your teaching, I will contemplate it as I do with all teachings. I believe no one. I disbelieve no one.

Don't change anything. Find the one who wishes to change, and also find the one who sees him. This will change how you act and speak effortlessly, and more effectively

Be careful. The mind wants to quantasize and measure. Only loosely use your mind concerning concepts about meditation and nonduality and god. Be much better to smoke some high quality DMT. I realised something very cool one time...truth is like a very strong detergent, and your mind is like clothing. You will wash the strong detergent In and out of your clothes to clean them. You wont let the detergent stay in your clothes or it will eventually dissolve the fabric. Truth should wash into and out of your mind. As truth comes into your mind passively and back out...what is the most pure will remain. Creating concepts about truth will eventually dissolve your progress.

Aim for an hour a day, self enquiry, kryia yoga, do nothing. Psychedelics ???? It depends it you want to actually make progress. Feel the voice deep within yourself and listen to it earnestly. It's alright people being gentle and telling you to do whatever you feel you can, really that's ok. But your not gonna get enlightened doing what you feel you can. Push yourself homes. And see when you push yourself and commit, the lord gives you the extra strength to swallow the extra piece you bite off. Only by progressing can you obtain the power to progress

There's all kinds of wee ways you can trick yourself. You gotta tune it to your own self, each person's different. For myself I am conscious that I nearly always put off meditation if I wait until dark, so I try not to wait until dark...too tired. Being aware of time the night before is handy. I'm very precise with my measurements of time. 10 minutes on phone in morning to wake my eyes up (LED light really works), 45 mins up, shower and ready, 1 hour 15 mins for kryia yoga and self enquiry. Just before I need to leave. Also if your like me and you struggle to actually *sit down* to meditate because of laziness or whatever, just force yourself abruptly to go and sit on your cushion shut your eyes and hold your mind empty for 15 seconds. Then just gently move into your normal position and ease into the meditation. For some reason this works for me. If your struggle is doing your full hour...my personal thing that helped me was really keeping momentum, practise after practice keep it fluent and try to get yourself to slip into a trance like state. Time flys when you don't exist ??

Oh, ive experienced the *exact* same thing. Your thinking too much. notice what you do when you notice it happening...you try to fix it yeah. whats happening is this, your thinking too much, you notice that your thinking too much so you tighten your grip on it so to restrain it with your mind, however this is just implementing more thoughts. What your looking for is to become thoughtless...like a child. anxiety is what it is. you gotta learn the language of silence when it comes. not trying to fix it. also, whatever you look at, is what you are literally creating. By looking at something you cause it to become larger in the eye of your consciousness. By trying to fix your anxiety, as you notice it arise...you cause it to arise further. its like me telling you not to think of the pink elephant...the better thing to do would be to stop reading my reply lol Also, look for any possible physical causes of your anxiety. weed makes your anxiety go mad. when the anxiety arises either...*silence* ................................................................................. ...or get up and dance, look at something else. you are creating it my friend

You need to be able to have all your food prepared and ready. Also you need to do walking meditation or your ass will cease to exist before you do trust me. Get some nice, tested psychedelics as well. Be much better

Be sure to loose your mind in a healthy, stable way. If it's happening in a bad, unpredictable way...focus on fixing your mind first then focus on removing it ??

@Nak Khid it's whatever you make it I guess...since, your literally making it A hippy, a scientist, a Christian, a Buddhist and a nondual seeker might all take the exact same psychedelic and dosage and see completely different kinds of things. The trip will be somewhat angled towards what they believe or what they've focused on in their lives. It might be that psychedsubstance just wants to see some cool stuff and not go deep ...and so the psychedelic don't necessarily take him as deep as a zen Masters psychedelic experience.

Psychedelic would have been much safer for him

@Leo Gura truth be told, it's kinda the same with myself. I've only ever cared about deep metaphysical shit. Since I was very young I've only been interested in understanding truth. Spent a shitton of my teen years researching my religion. I've always been able to just pull truth straight out of any situation, it's fucken easy for me. It's got to the point where I can now intuitively tell shit like when someone's lying or whether I'm doing something wrong in my practises. I follow the urges and guidance I feel from...God. even though I'm still not conscious of it. About 1-2 years ago the voice told me to go up and put my hand on a tree, I did, and it said "none of it is real." I just thought, wtf does that mean. In fact leo, the only reason I listen to you is because I was (by chance) watching one of your videos (unrelated to spirituality at the time) a long while ago and something deep within me said "stop, x marks the spot" and I knew it was trying to get me to listen to you. Although, I'm gonna seriously need to ramp up my psychedelics game if what you guys are saying here is true. Fuck crawling up mount Everest. I have 5meoDMT that I've been too scared to try. I'm gonna do 2 heavy doeses of DMT then try the frog ?

This is a very...interesting, thread

@Patrick Lynam only trust the voice on the inside. Be indifferent to all teachings until the guru confirms it in your heart. If you close your eyes and open your heart...become sensitive to the unction of the spirit and make this your sole compass...you will succeed. It is in this simplicity that God is found. It's like how a child makes decisions, they don't sit and analyse...they go with the feeling. Females tend to be good at this more than men I've noticed, however men can do it to. These are high truths bro

Yeah I perceive that enlightenment is like a build up of pressure like water building and building until one day BOOM your ass blows out and you cease to exist as an ego. It's pure emptiness I see in an enlightened being. Very powerful

@TDW1995 Yeah I find it hard to talk about anything else other than god, enlightenment or philosophy. Especially because of the nature of how my brain works I think. Obsessive kinda. But I really don't mind that. I can't take drugs or go partying without having fucking visions of the lord haha it's cool tho

Lol