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@Antonius ok so here's what happened...I measured it and it said 250mg. Which means it wasn't 5-meo-dmt it was just regular NN-DMT I ordered cuz I only ordered 100mg of 5-MeO-DMT and ordered 250-300mg of regular dmt. So I measured out 25mg and snorted it. After 5 minutes, I started to see some visuals but not much. Then I just went over and snorted another 25mg...and the most that happened to me was I heard a voice sitting talking to me. I'm Gona try a 60mg dose of DMT see if that gets the blood flowing... I'm a bit disappointed but sure. I'm a broad built guy like. Jesus, it was uncomfortable to snort. But not much effects, and they only lasted 10 minutes fuck sake.

@LiakosN that's contemplation, not self enquiry.

@Surfingthewave for me it's important to make sure that you don't just 'try to meditate every day'. What I do when I need to change something or adjust something that will be a daily habit...I spend time letting my vibrational energy align with the new plan of practise. So then I start seeing it as something that has already happened every day and it's just a matter of what hour it's happening. I like to do it in the morning, but if I miss it I just do it in the evening. Try tap into your spiritual capabilities. Allow your self to learn how to dedicate itself to a new plan. This would be like the difference between going on "a diet"...or properly changing a deep, fundamental part of your dietary habits. The concept of going on 'a diet' brings with it, the implication that it is temporary. So my advice would be to try not to see it as something that your "doing". But try to accept it at a deeper level. Really harmonise your energetic frequency to the new plan and it should go a lot smoother. That's what I think like.

@zikzak @Serotoninluv i took 200ug of LSD...felt pretty casual. I really just think I'm at the point where I just have to say fuck it and snort it haha. But if I scream in my room my dad is DEFINITELY Gona know I'm not meditating ? ... I mean, I could weigh it out, bring it out in the car with me and just ride the experience out in my car with blankets, utube, popcorn and somewhere nice to walk. If it's as lucid as Leo says it is then I'll be able to drive home after the experience is over. Ill be out for 3 hours like but I'm sure I'll enjoy it lol. What you guys think? I'm more of a jump in at the deep end and hope for the best kinda guy. If I die it'll be a bit shit tho lol. Oj

Ok I have a legit question. I still live with my family and my mate who usually trip sits me is not available tonight and I just received my mg scales which means and I can take a dose of my 5-MeO-DMT. My plan is to tell my family subtly that I'm having a long meditation time and so not to disturb me in my room. I also have a "do not disturb" sign for my door that I hang over the actual handle of the door to make sure people read the sign before they come in. My question is this: is it risky doing it so close to my family? Does it make you freak out and yell and be loud and all? Or can you choose to remain quiet? If I'm just in my room and my door is closed, and I start screaming my family is Gona hear me

Any advice would be greatly appreciated, shite'in mysel a wee bit. Haha. Not Gona eat anything else incase I barf.

@Bodhidharma aw bro I'd love to have a psychedelic retreat every weekend. Damn. Get some LSD and DMT in ye haha

I actually have to remind myself of how happy I was when I realised my life's work was going to include the use of incredible drugs and trips. Haha so cool

But yo, there's a movie called "R.I.P.D (Rest in peace department)" starring Ryan Reynolds and it's basically when you die you can either enter purgatory (or something) or become an officer for RIPD if you are selected by them as suitable. When you get recruited into the RIPDepartment you get sent back to earth but you look and sound completely different than you did while you were alive. And if you try to talk to anyone or communicate about the fact that your dead or that you aren't really the person they see it sounds logical to you but all the other person hears is complete gobbledegook. It just sounds like your literally speaking in tongues for the other person haha. That's how I feel sometimes. I try to speak about it but I can't...and it just doesn't work. It isint something that can be told. The user must hear the voice of god for themselves. Thus, I find it much more helpful to focus on love and guiding people into it through kindness and genuineness.

@Rilles bro, you have 1900 posts...do you not understand what true spirituality is? Your not meant to try to stop your thoughts. Actually if you do your creating ideas...the idea that your ideas are false. The only thing you need to be concerned with is "who is the one who observes (in your direct experience). And plus "spirituality" isint meant to be a 'thing' you live by like a religion. Spirituality is nothing. There is no teaching, I don't believe any of it. Just more ideas entangling you more deeply into the web of beliefs you already have yourself in. Don't try to stop your thoughts

@Arhattobe ????????

@Adilbek jesus

@Adilbek i ordered some in the other day lol. Got it within 5 feet of me rn lol. I'm so pumped to snort it straight up the sniffer. Gona go all in for my first experience at 15mg. I'm not overweight but I'm built like. 200ug tab of LSD barely made me trip. I imagine I'll end up doing a 23mg hit in the future. I bought [what will probably work out at] just under 100mg of 5-MeO-DMT lol. Ordered 300mg of DMT to. And the great thing about regular NN-dimethyltryptamine is YOU CANT BUILD A TOLERANCE FOR IT hahaha. Lets just say, I couldnt do 2nd meditation sesh today because of how excited I was to find my 5meo arrived. I'm Gona do a wee report on how it goes. The LSD was super beneficial. But something tells me 5 is Gona be a different kettle of fish altogether. Gona wait till my mg scale comes to make sure I don't overdose and die haha. Only negative thing is, I have the 5-MeO right here, but I can't snort it without the scales so I have to wait...even though its right here. It'll be a few days before the scales come... I'm honestly thinking about just aiming low and estimating 10mg, but if I get it too low it'll be a waste of the substance, and if I estimate too high...well I think we all know what that will lead to. Or should I say, we don't know what it will lead to hahahaha. Who knows what will happen, I love these little dramas and decisions that make life so interesting

@asgard94 A nonduel, fully enlightened monk was with a few of his secular friends house one day. The monk gets a little bit bored and so his friends notice him quietly shut his eyes and watch his breathing slow down. They assume he has went into a meditative state. The monk then starts to learn back as if to relax into his seat and surrender. Then his friends see his eyes flicker and begin to roll back in his head. And after 30 minutes he looks like he's just had an enlightenment experience. He is much calmer, and he seems 'blown away'. He then begins to giggle and laugh...more and more and more. Getting louder. The friends think to themselves "he has definitely had some sort of large, life transforming, mystical, spiritual experience. As the monk exists his deep, spiritual experience he gathers himself and tries to stop laughing. The friends ask him, "WHAT HAPPENED?!" To which the monk quickly composed himself and, with a calm expression on his face, said: "Oh, nothing." ????

@ivankiss yo. First of all, chill out fam...it's not a drama series. Second, you clearly don't understand the implications of enlightenment and the realisation of what we refer to as "truth". Enlightenment is not a state of mental understanding of *concepts* it is transcendence of all concepts. There is a breakthrough point that must be reached. But bro, you've fallen into one of the early newbie traps of the mind...the idea that you have encountered the truth. By the sounds of things, you have created another ideology about what oneness is. And lastly, fuck all that "nothing exists" stuff for now. You only need to be concerned with *who you are* that is observing it all. If you are asking any other questions other than that which will reveal your true nature...the questions will not bring you to enlightenment. So this is good news, don't believe any of the teaching. infact, if you were to believe it...you would be in a other trap. Remember...the ONNNNNNLLLYY thing you need to be concerned about is discovering who you are. And "you" are always in the now, because your memory is not you. If your memory was removed, it would not be powerful enough to remove 'you'. Therefore you can exist independent of your memory, therefore you are not your memory. You are not your ability to envision the future version of yourself...because if this ability to envision the future "you" was removed...it also would not be powerful enough to remove you. Therefore that's not you either. Use self enquiry to discover who/what you are and everything will make sense. If you don't do the practise, don't ask questions. You'll just dig yourself deeper into your own bullshite.

@LeoBacca broskie, time is one of the foundations...one of the most important aspects of our journey. And time is a concept like any other, it can be used very effectively and can be harnessed. If you go through cycles of holding a rat under water for 20 seconds then keeping it out of water for 20 seconds then another 20 seconds in the water..and so on. The rat will not drown, it's only when you hold it for a perlonged period of time, under the water, is when it is killed for good. Another rule is that the time nearing the end of a meditation/self enquiry session is the most powerful time. My practise is simple at the moment...I feel like I needed a simple practise for me starting off. I do 40 minutes of self enquiry, followed immediately by 20 minutes of meditation focusing on the sensation of air passing in and out of the nostrils (I think this is called vepassena or something). Just remember these different techniques also interact with eachother differently, similar to how different chemicals would react differently when exposed to eachother. Meditating (breathing meditation) is definitely where I find my practise is most significant it feels like I'm being 'kept awake'. However, the ONLY reason my *meditation* practise is so powerful is because my self enquiry practise is so through and we'll practised. I am currently in the process of buying the book on kryia yoga and will also be starting written contemplation. Mixing it all together with silent retreated and psychedelics. And just maintaining that for 50 years...refining and improving my practises as I gain more spiritual "street knowledge". But yes, make sure your doing the same amount, or more of self enquiry as you are meditation. Self enquiry is more important. Try getting used to spending an hour a day. I'm going to maybe I crease to 1.5 hours a day then 2. And all of this energy is within you to, you just have to allow it to be realised. By trusting the practises, you do the practises and by doing the practises you see their significance. Hope some of this is helpful for you my guy. Peace

@Tistepiste i honestly trust God with these things. Somehow when I do so with situations and issues that arise in my life, things always work out for my good. I allow the holy spirit to energise my being in the direction of success and spiritual success. "Trying" isint always the answer. You can communicate with god, you just need to hear his voice a few times to be able to discern when he is speaking. Learn how to read the matrix. Everything is like this. Physical pain is a widely known phenomenon, you experience pain in your back...ask yourself: "what is the message behind this experience?" It may be "STOP MOVING, SOMETHING IS UNCOMFORTABLE." Or the emotion of "sadness"...what might the message be behind that? Depending on the circumstance it may be "I miss my family member that passed away." In the same way you can let go of your knowledge and human thinking and function from these expressions of god's own presence. Eventually you'll read something and the message will be "DO THIS, it will help." And it'll feel like it's just you...but the thing is, it is just you! You just don't realise who you are yet...the "real you" is the literal god and creator of the universe...so you can trust it and it'll get easier and easier to hear. Just bring your awareness to the situation and allow god's power to flow over your confusion and change the deep vibrations of the foundations of your partners reality. "Lean not unto your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your path."

@Dan94 i just use the darknet like...people review drugs and leave feedback on the substance which comforts me greatly. I've just ordered some 5-MeO-DMT and on the review section there's like 20-30 people commenting on the quality of delivery, how long it took to come and whether or not it's safe. Which means the substance has already been tested and reviewed over 20 times. The darknet is a good source...cheaper to. With LSD it's still quite safe because it has the reviews AND you can tell quickly if it's been cut with something else because it tastes bitter. And if she's bitter she's a spitter. So yeah I find the darknet SUPER SUPER helpful. And not exactly expensive either, not compared to the street (which is also more dangerous). However, tolerance for LSD and shit is a problem. Apparently you can only take it every 12-14 days if you don't want your tolerance to drop significantly. So I did some research and found that your tolerance for regular NN-DMT isint meant to change, which means I can use it often and keep LSD for every other weekend or whatever good tips good tips. The fact that substances are tested multiple times and reviewed for all to see (on the darknet) really brings me comfort

I know there are differences between what form of 5-MeO-DMT you can smoke or snort. The HCl form being the one you snort. I'm wondering are there any pieces of information I should know before I snort regular NN DMT? Can you snort DMT freebase ok?

I think one of the greatest insights is the insight of foresight. The ability to see what enlightenment will bring. Meditating and self enquiry seems very pointless to someone who does not see what is hidden behind the Vail of knowledge. It is possible for a person to predict the future accurately with very little information to base their predictions upon. Look up "low latent inhibition". Someone with a lower level of latent inhibition has a very finely tuned ability to "read" situations. Detectives and criminal investigators have to practise increasing their field of awareness and decreasing their level of latent inhibition. I have no doubt most (if not all) of the people involved with spiritual work have lower latent inhibition. For me it got to the point where I could start to accurately predict the future as well as accurately predict extra contexts of the present. I think the best way I could describe it would be like the matrix. In the real world the matrix is just information floating across a screen in a linear format...just different expressions. But reading the matrix like this can show very fine details and you can work with it a lot better than treating it like an acrual place. Christian mystics can look into the future and see information based on laying their hands on people (feeling into their vibrational tuning and reading what is there)...and I've seen this first hand myself. The reason I think this "insight" is one of the most important ones is because it is one of the first obstacles one must overcome to reach a decision to dedicate themselves to god and spiritual practises. With no foresight there will be no motivation. I was tripping on LSD 2 days ago and this grew about 10 times stronger. So yeah that's what I think is important

@TheWokestMan i had my first acid trip ever yesterday. Quite like how your saying here, everything made complete sense and then I lost the insights. I always lose the insights, but I have a strategy for remembering them. You have to catch yourself half way through having an insight and just turn it into a thought as fast as you can like BOOM...thought. I got three deepenings of my spiritual understanding from yesterday alone I took 200ug and I was trippin Ballz for like 12 hours lol. Was super fun, best high I ever experienced.im Gona do 5meo soon to looking forward to that. But yo, see with the whole 'forgetting insights' thing...getting enlightened (I think) is meant to be a subconscious thing...through meditation and diligent practise your simply showing your subconscious the truth, but you can't force your subconscious to have a moment of realisation and awakening, I think it has to sort of choose itself when it's Gona happen. I think the best thing to do would be to just do the daily practises and trust the process that it'll eventually work. It's hard. But one of the insights I got during my 200ug trip was that enlightenment is worth every last drop of your effort and that even if it took a hundred lifetimes to get enlightened, it would still be worth it a hundred fold. Something within me grasps very deeply the undivided importantance of enlightenment. But I realise now why leo says only 1% get it...it's SUPER frustrating, not even knowing if your doing item right half the time. I trust God and his guidance it's my most powerful tool

Mate...my tolerance for shit is usually really high. I'm Gona try taking 1 small dosage of 5meo and if it does fuck all I'm Gona jump straight to a medium-high dose. Use your first experiences as bearings for how you should proceed

@seeking_brilliance shit I never thought about it like that..it is free isint it

I had a dream last night where I was at my childhood home but I was still 20 (like I am now). I had two friends over (can't remember who they were) one was good and one was evil, but we were all kind of friends. Then I just started jumping really high like Thanos on fortnight and starting sticking to things. Then I guess I thought, "hmm, must I must be Spiderman" haha. But yo, then I jumped onto the edge of a roof and while I was sitting there just holding on, my consciousnes was raised and I thought "oh shit, imma go get my dad, this is badass, I'm fucking SPIDERMAN" hahahaa. But it was the fact that I recognised what was going on and that it was not normal. It interests me that lucid dreaming is linked to spiritual work, but if you think about it, of course it's linked to spiritual work...the exact same principles apply to waking world as dreaming world. We are in a dream and we are trying to wake up. Pretty cool little similarity there. Also, you'd think that (because of the raw amount of people who are in the dream of "reality") there would be more people who awaken around you. Anyone who reads my replies will know I was a Christian and my primary Christian teacher (who was opposed to regular religious Christianity) was a man called Andrew Wommack, he had lucid dreams as well! Like I said, lucid dreaming and spirituality seem to have a close link...and this Christian teacher had lucid dreams as well. It's insane how some people can be legitimately touched by god and moved by the authentic presence of the higher self...and still only find knowledge of the truth as opposed to the truth itself. Have you ever been a superhero in a dream?

I'm sure there are people who get it easier than others, and I'm sure there is some way to quantify different categories of such people. But the idea of someone getting enlightened instantly is just...unfair ?