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Hmmm...genuine curiousity? ....... I would sayyyyyyyy, psychedelics. Listen to the voice that speaks to you. Learn how to hear it while not high

@theking00 if your talking about boredom during a meditation retreat, I would recommend staying completely silent the whole time to amplify the boredom significantly. (This will help your results) If you mean in general, I duno just get a gf or some class B drugs.... Just make sure you do your days meditation. Dealing with boredom is a distraction from enlightenment

You are Jesus. Read what he did. He died the most painful death and suffered for ages so he could be resurrected in newness of life. And he went to sit in heaven beside god as his enlightened son. The prophecy of jesus' return will occur when you are enlightened. God will destroy this world and you will reign as a ressurected god for the remainder of your life. And you'll have received the revelation that you will reign for millenia after the body in which you dwell, dies

@Freakrik ok...it feels like you are only one person of manyyyyyyyy people all experiencing this thing "life" doesent it? Wrong, this is an illusion created within *your* consciousness. Your direct experience is the only thing that has ever existed. "Past", "future" and "other people's perceptions" are all perceptions within *your consciousness* Your perception is all that exists. But DO NOT believe this. Do not look for this, your ego will trick you into thinking you have found the answer. It will be clearer that a sledgehammer to the face when you properly get this. Until that sledgehammer hits you, assume I'm neither right nor wrong. This work is meant to get you out of assumptions and beliefs not further into them.

Jesus had to experience hell before he experienced enlightenment. Evil is only a bad thing when you abuse it. Everything has its place. Accept yourself (all parts of yourself, including the evil parts) and you won't need to try to accept others

@Bluebird Best thing for me concerning love was learning how to work with evil. Evil is only an interpretation of different kinds of existence..but it turns out "moral" people have deep 'self-issues' because they're repressing their desires because they've labelled them "evil." Think of it like this, the best way a government can deal with something "bad" like drugs (lol) is legalising the drugs. Instead of outright banning the drugs, when they legalise it they gain power of control over it. It's much better to work with evil than it is to deny it. Especially when this "evil" is within you. When you hold a firm belief about your own morals, you form subliminal judgements against other people if they fail to meet your (self-repressive) moral code. Notice how hobos and poor people are the most kind and generous? People who have given in to the evil desires of slothfulness and ended up poverty stricken are the most kind and generous?... understanding.....and the rich man with a suit doesent care.

Haha you'll be dead

@Maya_0 I felt the coolest thing lately, when I ask "who is the one who observes" it nearly feels like it's not me...like it's something else is watching it...something that is everywhere, that's is always everywhere..

As of late I have (very clearly and obviously) observed that the more I do this work the more I feel a strong wave of utter non-interest with absolutely EVERYTHING around me. I'm not Gona lie, while one part of me wants it...one part of me wants to have it back Is it healthy to detach like this? Its not like I'm forcing it. The number of friends I have dwindle because I'm uninterested, loss of interest in social life and things like family and education. Has anyone else experienced this? And is it harmful or helpful? Cheers

@Emanyalpsid seeing as there is no possible way to "think about" enlightenment...I feel I am forced to heavily rely on and trust my spiritual experiences and directions from the higher self. I also have to heavily trust in the spiritual practises, that they'll work. What other spiritual practises would cause you to merge with realty? Anyone god ever tells me to listen to holds to nonduality...

@Serotoninluv I don't have a path haha, I'm just trusting that these friggin enlightenment techniques and psychedelics work. Whatever "enlightenment" means. I seriously have no clue. I don't even really know what awareness actually is. You have to trust so much...it's only guys like Leo and moojibaba and Alan Watts that keep my drive going. But fuck the drive, it's far too late...I ain't stopping meditation for anything, drive or not. I feel like I have seen something that is invisible and also something with no attributes. So what the fuck have I seen? No idea, but yet I still know it's the truth.

@How to be wise yes bro, anything that experiencable is not the imperishable. This state, while it may end up being good sign, is yet still only one of the states of the mind that will dissolve with the rest. And I know that awareness needs a form, the Ying and Yang both supporting eachother, I know eventually I will be led [through this] to accept more holistically the things I feel myself disconnected from atm

@SriBhagwanYogi love that guy, he reignites my determination everytme

Do not fall into the trap of believing that your beliefs are wrong

@John West what I do is when I'm in the middle of an insight, letting it simmer in my heart, enjoying it...I just BOOM say it out loud over and over again. This does remove the insight quickly but it helps you remember lol. This is like dreaming, you dream every single night...you just don't remember it. However, if, as soon as you wake up, you immediately (consciously, and before you physically move) go over the dream over and over again and you will cement it into your conscious mind. Try this, wake up and before you move...think briefly about your dream, typically you will find your able to remember it...and you can do this everyday. So I do the same thing, soon as I see an insight I just enjoy it for a moment and then BOOM surprise it with conscious mind and there you go...you have it. You have a mental replication of it...but you have it nevertheless......just don't believe it and you'll be sweet lol

@SQAAD in his book, "Kriya Secrets Revealed: Complete Lessons and Techniques," J.C Steve's writes about how Lahiri (I think it was) discourages students from becoming celibate from regular social things (like sex, socialising, education, family traditions, pre-exist religious traditions). In the book it says that students are more likely to blossom when they do not reject their old life patterns. It's written in the book that a disciple will find it easier to develop spiritually within a friendly, loving and non-contencious environment (not like the environment created if the disciple of truth were to openly reject the family's tradition religious practices and beliefs)...

@nistake interesting thank you

40 minutes self enquiry, then 20 minutes vepassena meditation Or 30 minutes self enquiry, then 30mins of vepassena ...? Which one do you think is better (more professional)? I'm looking actual advise here

I feel like I need guidance for the new (way stronger) psychedelics I'm taking. Advice and shit...I got a pipe and smoked the NN-DMT I had (but soooo little) and it wasnt in the right set or setting at all and I had a bad trip lol. It wasn't so bad, until I starting hearing my arms talk to eachother haha. Would you guys recommend steering clear of having a shaman or would it be good? (I don't really want anything if it isint real.)

@now is foreverforeverforeverfforeverforever Ohhhhh I was wondering what you meant I understand now haha. Jesus that would be interesting definitely haha. But yes Dino if I'd have enough hand puppets ?

@now is forever I don't think there would be anything necessarily wrong with having a guide. But I need independence to, I was thinking about this today. I think being able to do it on my own (like I do with most of spiritual stuff) would be most beneficial, but bro...that DMT mate my entire surroundings morph and sprout tentacles, if I do build my way up the pychedelics ladder and the DMT is still to freaky, I'll get a small amount of help. I guess we'll find out what happens. Thank you for giving some background from your own experience. Interesting

@Leo Gura and LSD felt far more manageable. I like how it feels very fluffy and "head high". But DMT brings your entire body and everything into the sensation of the trip.

@Leo Gura Hmm good advice, I was watching your video on psychedelics yesterday. I'll work my way up...my DMT isint going anywhere. My first LSD trip went very well. Can't take it every week tho...tolerance raises too quickly

...where I see 100% clarity, they see distortion Where I feel as though I have a firm understanding of myself, people think I'm confused as fuck!? Lots of people have told me that I'm confused about myself...and I didn't say anything to save an argument, but wtf...I'm exactly the opposite of confused now (regarding the big picture), I know exactly what is happening and exactly what to do to make sure it keeps going. Does anyone else feel like this?...the more your spiritual development flows, the more people are confused by what you say?

@Bluebird damn that's good advice. I've thought about this before. I've definitely created some ideologies hidden in my mind about spirituality...but it's alright I'll just focus on getting enlightened asap