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@Wisebaxter i do 1 hour sit every day. 40mins self enquiry followed immediately by breath focus meditation. Try not to confuse yourself with too much knowledge, especially correct knowledge. Just make sure your doing the techniques correctly.

@Paul92 Leo said one time, "the problem with being unaware is, you are unaware that you are unaware." This means that you think you know what you desire, when in actual fact you do not. This is why I think spiritual work and religious work tend to attract very very weak minded, or mentally "strange" people. It's harder to let go of reality when the goings good. (No offence my peeps) In short, there's nothing wrong with doing any of that stuff...but if a person feels like they are uninterested in consciousness that's fine, however because of the nature of unconsciousness they do not realise what their desires truly are. Nobody has any other desire other than awakening, it's just some people are in the right vibrational state at the right time, being exposed to the truth in the right way...that they break their unconsciousness for a moment and see the truth. Transcension is an interesting thing...

@now is forever @Truth Addict am I missing something here?

@Nahm lol, good. It freaks me out a bit so most of the time I ignore it

@isabel actually I have yes. I'm starting teaching piano soon, hopefully I'll have business cards and a full 6 week program for beginners. I need to research a little more. Also, I don't really want to say too much, but I'm selling some other stuff that will double my money lol. And in general, when I take the time aside to allow God to mould my consciousness concerning that which I wish to develop...I find these kinds of things really easy now. It's like they come to me. My practise is this; sit, become aware of what I want to happen (the next step in what I want to happen), visualise it and feel I to it's energy (it'll feel quite, wishful and imaginative), then I completely let go of it and everything else for 30 seconds and then listen to God. For me, an important part of this is not having any sort of expectation regarding what kind of answer I will get...for example, instead of asking "can I have a yellow car or a a blue car" and waiting for either yellow or blue...I completely open myself to abstract answers like "take the bus" haha. The way I know the answer is truly God is because the answer typically feels very solid and as if I was blind and now I can see it clearly. It feels right, and concrete. Like today I was communicating to the energy source that I would like to start having a daily 15 minute kryia yoga sit on top of my hour of 'self enquiry/vepaasana" sit. I presented what I wanted, let go of reality for 30 seconds, i returned and listened and he said..."you are kryia." Also learning how to recognise the voice of the energy source needs to be experiential. It's got to the point, for me, where I just know what it sounds like and I can trust it. That's how I do it

It seems as though you cannot test psilocybin with standard reagents like you can with lsd and dmt. How might one test psilocybin powder?

Anything that uses the word "Christian" usually carries Christian religion in with it. I was originally a Christian until I realised that I was not a christian, but Christ himself. I have had incredible insight into the Bible and it's true meaning. Christianity a riddle! It's a reflection to try to humanise the truth. But human knowledge is dangerous...very ideological. I can tell the woman in this video is speaking a hell of a lot from human-created ideas. Jesus did not exist 2000 years ago, he exists right now in the room your in right now, looking at this screen...Jesus is the one who is reading these words right now. You. And you but die and be ressurected, born again...a second time. The Vail of [your/jesus'] flesh must be torn in half to release the pressure of God's Spirit from one confined space, into the whole world. You must tear your flesh away. In the end days I will your my spirit out upon ALL flesh saith the Lord. His presence will no longer be within one location, his spirit will be everywhere. This world will be destroyed when the ressurected Christ (you) comes back to be seated as the king of the entire universe for ever. To reign over the earth for a thousand years. He will roll this universe up like an old garment and burn it. And create the new universe, without Satan...heaven on Earth. Beware Christian ideology, you must become aware of what it represents. Even Jesus said himself...there is no salvation in the Biblical scriptures...not a drop. "You search the Scriptures because you think they give you eternal life. But the Scriptures point to Me!" - John 5:39 Do not focus on the scriptures, focus on the one whom the scriptures point to. Isint it suspicious that *you* have the mind of christ (1 Corinthians 2:16), you are the body of Christ (1 Corinthians 12:27), and "during our time in this world, we are *just like Jesus*" (1 John 4:17 ISV). "...he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of *his Spirit who lives in you*." You have his mind, his body, his spirit...what part of you *isint* Jesus? Look to the living God...not false ideological replicant gods of human imagination.

My dad nearly accidentally placed a curse on me one time... He said "aaron, some people just get away with things and others just don't. You dont." I instantly recognised that I could either receive it or challenge it as a belief. Of course I challenged it and now I'm a person who gets away with EVERYTHING. You can place blessings upon yourself though. Create a concentrated beam of consciousness onto a picture of yourself succeeding in a certain area of life that you wish to Excell in. It works for me, I'm going to start teaching piano soon...and I fabricated it from my consciousness. Every time I lose something, no matter how lost it is... I remember the blessing that I have placed upon myself, that I am a "master finder" haha ?. I find everything when I remember the blessing. 1 time in particular I lost £20 worth of marijuana, I remembered the blessing and remembered that I am a master finder of lost objects... I followed my intuition, drove back to the car park I was in earlier that day, and found the grass sitting on the ground right beside where I parked up. Be aware of what you allow into your heart. "Guard your heart above all else, for it is the source of life." Proverbs 4:23 - The Bible

How can i remain within the parameters of direct experience when enquiring into things like my heart, or lungs, or kidneys...when they themselves are not within my direct experience. The confusion (for me) is amplified further when enquiring into things like my happiness or anxiety. These things are not present within my direct experience during my self enquiry practises, so how can i analyse whether or not i would still be there if they were removed...they arent there to begin with, not at that present moment. Also, things like my 'knowledge' or 'memory'...i do not know what it would be like to have lost my memory, since if i did lose my memory i would not remember what it was like to have *not* lost my memory. This disables me from concluding whether or not i would still exist if my memory ceased to exist. I find it incredibly hard to answer the question "if my knowledge was removed, would i be removed" because i do not know how it feels to exist without knowledge. Answers?

@Manjushri spiritual work does not require you to neglect any aspect of your physical human life. The ying and the yang need one another and to neglect either would be foolish, the physical and the spiritual. I actually had a bad LSD trip recently and i looked like a fuckin meth adict for 12 hours and i felt like my life was going to shit because of how disconnected i had become as a result of my meditation...but then i realised that enlightenment does not take you away from a human life... in fact it is the ONLY way to experience a truely normal human life. What im trying to say is, if you are losing a grip on your physical life then know that you dont have to. Enlightenment will not destroy your life, it will create it. Try this, start spending time meditating on new areas of life that you wish to embark on...new activities, ways to make money, develop your physical body and your relationship with your family. when i miss a day of meditation i feel it strongly knocking at the door. Enlightenment is my only hope, and i like it that way. I like the fact that i am weak without meditation and spirituality...it keeps me focused as FUCK. 2 practical tips for you, dont do psychedelics if you have a predisposition to any mental disorders and also, when you feel an "attack" coming (if you do experience this) just force yourself to question it over and over again saying "who is the one who observes this thing?" (allowing yourself to actually become aware of who it is that is actually observing, not just giving a mental answer). Remember, dont just try to "do" new things. you must allow yourself to enter into the new place *in your consciousness* and allow it to saturate your vibrational frequency so it can conceive in your mind...otherwise the growth will be hollow. Learn how to plant seeds of growth deep within your being.

@Charlotte ok...I know when someone wants to talk to me before I see them. Theres all kinds of weird shit....I can predict things INCREDIBLY accurately now Also, I've started doing this thing where I can change things about my life by focusing really hard.

@Nahm well...it's mostly confusion still I'll be completely honest. Definitely lots and lots of confusion. I can feel it pulling me though. It's hard though, it feels like I'm completely in the dark in spite of the incredible clarity that I have seen. It's also a little bit scary...I have no idea wtf is going on haha. Trust is still an instrumental component for now...

@Nahm yeah man, I've been hitting it hard every day...not Gona stop until something gives

@Shadowraix @Leo Gura @Space Good shit gentlemen, good shit. This has saved me unnecessary time and effort. Thank you

I'm just being 100% sure this is the right stuff. I need to test LSD, DMT and 5meo. Ain't no way in fuck I'm doing 5meo before testing it. This eBay add says this "reagent multipack" is for MDMA but it doesent matter does it? The reagents will still work won't they? Also, does 5-MeO-DMT HCL react differently to freebase? (I'm looking for serious answers on this one boys...I value this body very much, it's handy)

Do 5-MeO-DMT HCL, 5-MeO-DMT Freebase and NN-DMT react the same?@Shadowraix

@GabeN im very very very excited to experience the universe eventually. Exit this stupid dream and enter the "real". Its always been my dream to see the stars. I know I can't see them ATM. I'll be able to see them when I disappear tho

@VictorB02 im not sure what insight meditation is. Self enquiry is where the party is, I'm getting into kryia to. If you don't use self enquiry, you'll waste time (in my humble opinion). I have had...good, results from just doing 40 minutes self enquiry followed directly by 20 minutes of breath focus. TIME. time is like a female, needs to be treated with a certain degree of respect...and you have to have enough attention on it or else lol. Couple interesting aspects about time, the longer you go in one meditation session the better. The time nearing the end of a meditation is the most powerful, most focused. Knowing how to use time to your advantage can double or triple your results (assuming your doing the right practises in the right way). If you meditated for 10 minutes 4 times a day, it would be significantly less potent than meditation for 40 minutes once a day...the effects are exponential. A good example of exponential growth is a snowball rolling down a hill, the bigger the snowball gets, the faster it gets bigger. It's multiplied as opposed to added. Use self enquiry mate

Religious words like "god" or "lord" I find (for me) I need to restrain myself from thinking about old ideology that I created. I like the word "energy" it is the same energy form that I use when I lift my hand. Life energy, I guess. You really need to paint your words colourfully to convey what is unspeakable

I honestly hate the projections of my mind. I can't really stand it. There is nothing that compares to the presence of presence itself

@Patok remember, you are here for truth. The authority must eventually come back to God

It'll throw your sense of reality, so if you want to keep that then dont aim for enlightenment. What I'm trying you is...you don't want to keep it.... Does truth taste bitter? My answer? I don't give a shite...I'm after it because it's truth. Your ego will use this against you, but If you honestly feel like spiritual practises are fuckin Ur head up (like seriously)... probably best to leave it. But be sober and discerning between truth and deception. This goes either way... However, how could a question so simple as "who am I" harm your health. In a way, if you do it right...it will reveal who it is that is observing "your" health and also who is observing your concern, and observing your thoughts on the matter and the one who is observing everything else about you. This it points to..

Yes, fuck everything else ..it's shite anyway

I dont get this yet. How tf is everything identical to truth? It feels like I'm separating truth from these things. I know leo talks about the 2nd process of merging everything back together to make it one. But I seriously haven't seen this whole "oneness" thing yet. I have a feeling tho..that it has something to do with the realisation that this "person" are just more experiences the same as regular external stuff... And then I think that leads to the solidification of the understanding that consciousness is the only thing that exists (which of course is one thing). Doesent feel like this for me yet tho...

Also I have found that meditating, makes you want to meditate...so failing to meditate for a day (at least I find) can be dangerous because you lose the desire.