Aaron p

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  1. I think I'm getting to understand zen more...that it isint a practice... Zen, is
  2. @Joelvs might be different for other people but what helped me when my psychological problems came was this: getting angry at the pain and obsessed with healing. Theres nothing wrong with getting a little angry at the fact that your experiencing great pain and using the anger to defeat it, my half-mystic Christian teachers had teachings about anger and how you can have a godly anger against pain. It really comes down to your spirit. If the pain can break your spirit, you have lost. If you, on the other hand, choose to face the pain...look it in the eye and don't hesitate. Face that shit and *decide* that it will never beat you. Boy oh boy, if you can do that and be prepared to find healing no matter what...you'll be better for it. Trust. You can't live in fear of pain and you can't let it break you. When life gives you a pain sandwich, eat it. And after your done ask for another. Then go use the pain to become a successful fucken badass.
  3. Personally I'd encourage them to understand that they don't need to avoid suffering. That they grow stronger when they are in pain. There is an analogy of a butterfly. During the transformation of the Caterpillar to the butterfly, the butterfly struggles to push itself out of the cocoon, developing strength in doing so. If you, being the kind hearted person you are, seen the butterfly struggling, and helped it out of its cocoon, you would actually be doing incredible damage to it. See the strength that it is required to summon, in order to push itself out of the tight spot...is the strength with which it survives after it leaps into the wild. Similarly, I think we are cutting our children out of their cocoons far too much these days. I'm not saying to be heavy handed, but wisdom is as important as love. And wisdom tells me, the harder that child is trained at a young age, the more robust it will be as an adult❤️
  4. I hate being the one to take a question too seriously all the time but realistically I'd sit with all my family and go over memories and give them all my money. Alternatively, if my family was unavailable I would begin my drug fueled adventure with a few 5meo breakthroughs. At which point I would contact my craziest friends, obtain the most pureeeeee cocaine I could get my hands on...and continue to go on the most insane, alcohol and drug fueled party bender, ever and have loadsssss of sex and just give everyone loads of cocaine lol. It's probably low consciousness, but I'm just being honest lol. Then ofcourse I'd go to church at the very last second to confess all my sins so to ensure that I go straight to the pearly gates hahahahaha
  5. @Twega its so fucked up bro. Listen man you'll earn the money back it's temporary. I really hate this shit, someone robbed me a month ago and someone also tried to break into my sis's car recently. Bro see when your buying shit, don't be trusting. Business is business, see the product first and buy in small amounts. You shouldn't be spending 2 grand in one purchase. Unfortunately psycs arent legal most places, which means you have to go to the black market. Which is so fucked. If the government treated us like adults and provided safe, regulated, intelligent sources for healing compounds and psychedelics, the world of crime would lose its ability to sell it. What do you guys think about the idea of decriminalising loads of that stuff...I'm pretty sure I heard Switzerland or some country did that and it's peaceful af or something
  6. Advanced selflessness actually requires wisdom to spot...it can seem arrogant Advanced selflessness isint thinking less of yourself, it's thinking of yourself less
  7. It's more like they are filled with the spirit of selfishness
  8. "Heeeey this is God, for actualized.org"
  9. There's something about the mind being simple that connects the two
  10. There's a new law that comes about when you are born again, the law of love written on your heart. Once you become born again, the only thing you will want to do is love everything unconditionally
  11. Boy oh boy...what's happening here is special. Let me tell you this. Veryyyy veryyyy special.
  12. I just realised, if you combine the words "me" and "you" it is "Mu" like from mysticism
  13. Just know that God is not what you think, it's not a bearded man in the sky. Christianity is extremely patchy and you will not realise what God is and what you are through Christianity easily. So you can't really use it as ground to stand on. Think of it like this, the story of Jesus. That is actually the story of you. You will die and be born again, with God, for God as God forever
  14. Magic is a really cool word to use other than spirit or god or reality or love. it has interesting connotations... Such as ; childlike, fun, light, enjoyable, peaceful and powerful. However there are other groups that apply their own connotations to the word, connotations like "darkness, heaviness, demonic, lifeless." All of which are words pointing to things that are still parts of God...but if replacing words like consciousness, love, reality etc...I think it's better to stick with the lighter understanding of the word...its much more reflective of the true nature of reality when it is awoken to ? Childlike, light, fun, enjoyable
  15. @ChinGooseKahan just plug. Here is Leo's guide to plugging..just don't plug too deep https://www.actualized.org/insights/how-to-plug-psychedelics
  16. Don't plug too deep. And do it on empty stomach and bowels
  17. Maybe death isint that bad. I mean it's not exactly like your going to be suffering when your dead, you might as well go out in style (lol) so your different to the last 100 billion people who've already went through it. It's probably not that bad. What I've realised is, if I can stay focused on the fact that everyone is on the same boat as me and ultimately, I will die...might as well have the balls to look it in its eye and face it like a mature person.
  18. What is this higgs bosom god particle collider thing. They call it the god particle
  19. There's a lot of different things that help me handle the fact that I look nuts a little bit while im chasing high truths. First and foremost you have to actually do the work comprehensively to make sure your in a position to talk to people about it. (This doesent mean you have enough knowledge, but enough wisdom to understand what to do with the knowledge and how to apply it, if at all in any given circumstance). Also, if you look crazy, but have a strong sense of self assurance, you'll actually turn into the cool kid, like a trail blazer and people will start to Wana be like you... especially if your having actual progress in incredibly advanced shit like actual awakening. And yo, my life is likely over 20% done already, and this next 20% is Gona be the most important part! After that I'll be nearly half way done...so you better fuckin believe I'm Gona chase greatness. On my death bed, the only thing I will regret is the decisions I failed to make because I was being too careful and too safe. You won't die by making big decision, and what doesent kill you makes you stronger. What's counterintuitive is, when you step out from the crowd, and fuckin believe in yourself and own your idiosyncrasies while growing and getting stronger and basically just be a badass...you really win in life. You do