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I'll check it out. Really would like to find a way to snort freebase though.

I tried my first new batch of 5meo today. I did a 15 mg trip. My report it very simple. 2 main things. The first is, I have no idea what God is in the slightest. No clue whatsoever. It feels instead like everything is becoming everything and it would kinda be like what I'd imagine losing your mind would be like. So yeah. The come up felt very...empty And also, I experienced lots of euphoria in the trip from the last batch, no euphoria at all this time. And I did the old 5meo freebase mixed with vinegar and water and plugged...but this *did not work* for me once again! Very annoying. So I just smoked 15 mg instead. (Why might this not be working? Maybe just high "ass tolerance") (lol). *However*........I feel very very existentially...nice. I'm noticing that I enjoy silence much much more. Nearly like I can't stop being silent. Also, I can...feel...everything. it feels like I "know" my house and room. There's a connection there that wasn't there before. It's invisible but I know it's there. Definitely starting to feel the barrier between imagination and reality fade. ♥️ It kinda does feel more...royal and hightened

@Dand I'll report lol

Anyone know? Thanks guyZ (I'm thinking, if vinegar isint bad for your nose lol, maybe I could just use the tiniest amount of vinegar possible, pull it into a syringe, tilt my head back and let half drip into one nostril and half into the other?)

@Dand it's awkward because I would have to use as little liquid as humanly possible and I'd likely have to keep my head upside down much longer than usual to allow the liquid to be fully absorbed by the walls of my nasal cavity. But I think your right, putting steamy 5meo that is reacting to acid up my nose...sounds like it miiiiiiiight be a bad idea, but I've never been much of a person to be too careful. I'll research and experiment with the idea of 5meo+tiny amount of vinegar+tiny amount of light coconut milk into each nostril and tip upside down. And I'll let you guys know if it works haha

@Ry4n know a way to convert freebase to snortable hcl?

Yo, I've tried twice now plugging 5meo. First time I believed I had "hcl" form so I just put a little bit in water, tried to dissolve it (barely dissolved at all) and plugged it...felt nothing. Then yesterday I got a new batch of 5meo freebase, 15mg again, dissolved it fully into 2 or 3 drops of vinegar, added water and plugged...but still nothing. I'm gonna eat some laxatives a couple hours before I plug to clean me out incase that's why it's not working and I'm gonna try 30-35 mg. Would anyone have any idea as to why this might not be working? Thanks guysz

@Matti oh sorry I thought that was me he tagged in didn't see. Thought he asked me

Do you know which of Leo's videos does he talk about the sensation of kinda losing your mind in?

@Mattie yes I reckon a good breakthrough dose will do with lots of positive visualization ♥️

@Rikimaus eh, nah I've had worse. This 5meo feels slightly more visual tho

I don't believe a word that leaves leo's mouth, I only trust the inner voice and the direct experience. But I gravitate heavily towards Leo because everything he says is being backed up by my experience and god communicating directly to me hehe. Leo is the best...on earth, it would appear

I'm starting my kriya yoga more hardcore now and I'm noticing instant results and syncs. One pretty powerful one, I was watching interstellar last night and I was getting mad synchronicity, the guy was having strange encounters with these "beings" that were giving him clues and hints throughout the story and help him find NASA and has is guided by these beings to leave his family and journey through a black whole near Saturn that morphs time and space and long story short it starts to get trippy as fuck. The black hole obviously manipulates time like mad, for example there's a planet they go onto and for every hour they spend on it it's 7 years on earth. At the end it gets super trippy and the guy literally effects from his space craft and goes straight into the middle of the black whole and he goes into this weird 5th dimension where he finds himself in an infinite manifestation of his old house and he sees his daughter and tries to communicate with her and then it's revealed that the "being" communicating to him the whole time was actually himself! Major syncs bois, major lol.

Funny that your intuition knows this... Mark 11:24 "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."

I would just be careful because usually when someone who is considered a "master" says that "psychedelics are a distraction" what this sometimes actually means is "psychedelics are pulling them to deeper levels of consciousness and distracting them from their beliefs and ideologies of what enlightenment is."

@Mattie id be interested in hearing the doses that Leo used. I recently got a gram of freebase 5meo so I could use this info. @Leo Gura would you tell us what dosages you used in your March retreat?

@wavydude and yet...everything points to it being true. Something deep within me knows that leo is on the fucking ball. The fact that I am so sure of something that seems so incredibly weird and outlandish nearly makes me even more confident that it is correct.

Actually no, id go as far to say that psychotic thinkers are actually more inclined to find meditation. I can speak confidently of this because I have lived it. Psychotics usually are tormented with their inherited minds and those with a weak spirit never find out what is wrong with them they just give into it and suffer continuously until they are...dead. This kind of suffering usually motivates the individual to find a source of healing much much more than the average person. Also there is a very interesting link between having no thoughts and having too many thoughts. I heard a quote one time; "The waters that the psychotic drown in, are the same water that the mystic swims in." I don't know who said it but it stuck with me. I have a feeling that holding the logical mind in meditation for long periods of time gives rise to The Mind, the greater Mind. I suppose the duality between thoughts and no-thoughts must be overcome

Like...the fact that the religion I was brought up to believe in was wayyyy off what the truth actually is. Like, facing the fact that enlightenment takes a shitton of work and hundreds of hours of dedicated practice...and that even then it's very rare. What really just scares me is sitting in some religion I've been devoted to my entire life only to realise that it's mostly BS, if I ever were to have realised it at all. And most religions are the same, even Buddhism.

@Girzo I bought 5-MeO-DMT "Crystal Isolate" what does crystal isolate mean do you know?

I would always usually just take MDMA and lasd at the same time. MD powder is usually always better than a tablet

Anyone know what crystal isolate means?

There is a massive difference. You must go through each step of the path in the correct way before you reach higher truths that later contradict the earlier discoveries. You must realize that you are nothing before you realize everything. In short, all of your logic and reasoning will not get you enlightened. It will create an idea on your head that you are enlightened. The ONLY thing that brings about enlightenment are hardcore practices including kriya yoga, self enquiry, hardcore dedication, contemplation with journal, look at your hand, SDS's, do nothing, vepassana and looooong psychedelic retreats (ideally with technique combo's and extremely powerful psychedelics that are administered in strategic ways). How far have your practises come? Have you started your 10 day long non-stop kriya/SDS combo 5meo retreat yet? while fasting the whole time?

@The observer the work of realising you are God, as opposed to *thinking* you are God. The difference is immeasurable. Right now you are God dreaming that you are in actual fact a human who believes that he is God. Drop the belief that you are God and focus on the practices. This is a trap to God realization

It's scary that guys like that dedicate their entire lives to a religion that will barely awaken them at the very very end of their lives... People are scared of facing the facts, I'm scared of not facing them!