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I was so surprised how wrong I was about weed. Now that I'm a bit more aware I see it everywhere. All of my friends, every time they smoke. I see it EVERYWHERE. It is BAD for your mental health when smoking every week. It causes an imbalance in your dopamine levels when smoked regularly. This dramatically affects mood, iritability, self esteem, motivation, etc. Notice how people don't usually smoke weed once or twice a month...usually someone who "smokes grass" smokes once or twice a week, and a lot of the time once or twice a day. More notably, regular use of this substance can amplify mental health disorders, like psychotic disorders etc. It is also extremely common to experience conaiderably increased paranoia, anxiety and general depression. I remember I couldn't get out of bed because of how bad I was at one point. My family have a little bit of a past with substance use and I'm trying to shake it. My solution? Use shrooms or lsd instead.

@Preetom I'm 22 lol, I look young. My face doesn't match my mind I think haha By the way everyone...I think forgot to mention, when I was doing my concentration, the bottle cap I was staring at kept disappearing and colours started to turn black and white...does anyone have any suggestions for concentration? What to use? I was thinking maybe an electric candle...brighter

@Skin-encapsulatedego my number 1 goal is enlightenment, I'll get enlightened and die trying at this point it would take something extremely large and significant to push me off my goal of awakening. If it takes until I'm an old man, so be it, may it happen 5 seconds before i die of old age, I will achieve it. But yes, my life purpose isint clear atm. I feel my heart is to start my own business of sorts... consciousness work is making me more clever and competent. If I had to guess I would say that I'll probably be a teacher of some kind, philosophy or truth. I'll have a better idea 3 or 4 years into my path with regular 5meo and dmt retreats. It's the perpetual bliss that just sounds fun lol ?

@Leo Gura there's obvious some reason haha, do you have any recommendations for how to squeeze the juice out of 5meo trips when being forced to smoke it? Seeing as it's a lot shorter

Nah not overwhelming like. And yeah I really did shit everything out right before a 30mg dose plugged and felt absolutely nothing. My fridge was filled with sandwiches

@Dutch guy See the way you know that something is happening to you. I had the same sort of thing. I actually started asking the universe what each year was going to bring me and it typically came true! I might actually read a few books on enlightenment and truth, it's a little bit of a curse it's kind of the only thing I'm interested in...I know for sure that my life purpose is truth oriented. It's been the only thing I've ever been interested in and nothing else interests me other than truth, real truth has SO much power. I might read Martin's book

Fair enough haha. I'm not discouraged at all, Martin ball smokes it... Gonna research all the dynamics of how smoking it works. Ways to smoke it, how to manipulate it to my advantage. Perhaps smoking multiple doses spread out. I have a feeling that doing this may enable me to squeeze the juice out of the trips more. I have a feeling I'm going to use DMT and shrooms. 5meo is very expensive...I'll still use it like. My intuition is telling me to stay with 5meo and not turn my back on it. The sensitivity to everything for those few short seconds on it are beautiful and transformative. If Martin claimed to get enlightened by smoking it, then I sure as hell can. I need to contemplate more and listen to what my heart is telling me.

Haha, right...I got coconut milk, added it, a bit less burny... tolerable, but nothing much. Increased consciousness but not more than shrooms or LSD. Felt very clean but not powerful. Gonna focus on different ways to smoke it. Shrooms for longer, contemplative sessions and DMT and 5meo for shorter, stronger experiences. ♥️

@Leo Gura @Dutch guy so I didn't have any coconut milk and neither did my shop so I used some skimmed milk instead. Dissolved 40mg of 5meo in vinegar then sucked the milk into the syringe but it started crystalizing in the vinegar and went lumpy and didn't mix with the solution. So I gently squirted it all back out on the spoon trying to waste as little as possible, got rid of the milk, put water in it got on my bed put my head back and put the syringe deep in my left nostril, but as soon as a little bit went in it burned the inside of my nose quite a lot and put me in a shitton of pain. Is coconut milk a necessity leo is that why this didn't work?

@Dutch guy it's strange man, it doesn't feel like going up a level, it just feels kinda like something is "thinning out". And actually it did bring some memories up, and I realised that things I beat myself up for we're actually the most beautiful things. Very nice. I can't even remember it mostly but I feel the healing. I was meditating while it happened. I can fully control my body on it man, don't know what to tell you. Of course, I control my body until I realise that there is no me controlling it, which also happened when I left my body. I gasped and looked around me like I wasn't there. But I NEED to find another ROA so I'm gonna go up to the shop at the top of my road, buy some Coconut milk and stick 15mg up each nostril in 10 minutes here. I'll tell you if it works

@Leo Gura will try this ♥️ btw, your an awesome teacher

@Leo Gura I was thinking about that actually. Gonna get my hands on some LSD or shrooms. I like shrooms tbh. But leo, do you know any way to convert freebase 5meo into something snortable? Vinegar is extremely awkward trying to snort... I have gotten hcl before but I'm not the only one who has noticed that some hcl 5meo can be extremely insoluble...any tips or advice here?

Yah

If something in your body is stopping your 5meo from working, you'll be tempted to increase and increase and increase the dosage, then if that thing that stopped you from tripping goes away all of a sudden and you have 30mg trip...haha...your gonna have an intense skull fucking session with God for 20 minutes haha. I don't much experience with plugging. Maybe...ask the boss @Leo Gura

Maha mudra helps get the blood back down to the legs

Did you take a shit before hand? Must take a shit. Be careful not to catapult yourself into a heavy ass breakthrough

Jesus...I'd rather go jerk off for an hour. Why are they talking about the same thing....slowly....and strangely for extended periods of time? Plus...Leo said there was barely any water in his tub? Life threatening? Haha. Alright Also, I'd be interested in hearing about what these have as practises. I wonder how their hour and a half every day kriya yoga self enquiry practise go. I wonder how their 7 day intense 5meo retreats are going...even though that's quite little. I'd be interested to hear how their enlightenment experiences went...yeah. I wonder how their enjoying perpetual bliss and eternal life

Smoke DMT lol. For me, letting intuitive voice guide me was instrumental

I usually just smoke 5meo in the morning before breakfast, easy. And I also usually trip while on my bed. I know Leo said one time he likes tripping on the floor (in his living room I'd guess). Haha holy shit I'm so happy that all of this is real lol

Let me just add one thing to this... I get the feeling that a lot of people have weak ass practices set up and they only focus on feeding their mind with a shitton of CORRECT information about spirituality. Without hard-as-fuck practices and long, powerful, hardcore psychedelic retreats...this becomes a new religion. The most important thing about spiritual concepts is abandoning them in the MUCH GREATER light of actual realization

...so, love....... This just popped into my head! I became aware of it as I was thinking about leo, whom I can honestly say at this point, I really love the guy, but it feels like when I want to say something about it I just feel uncomfortable and prefer to be silent. WHY IS THIS?! Very strange... It feels like for those I love the most, there is nothing to say and i cannot think of anything to say to them AT ALL, it really confuses me. Anyone have any insights about this? *silence* ?♥️

@OBEler nah mate, doesn't work for me. Gonna vaporise it in a classy crack pipe ??

@Meta-Man @Serotoninluv was contemplating there... Wouldn't it be silly, rather, insane to sit and try to communicate to yourself if you were sitting alone. I think I'm starting to see it...that love is a removal of little ego's and the dissolution of separation....sameness. and why would you talk to yourself if you are yourself? Haha. Very interesting

@OBEler also remember the variable of how deep you plug it. Apparently this can affect it greatly also. Will be doing 5meo retreat from Monday to Wednesday 20mg first day, 25mg second day and 30mg third day. I'll increase or decrease my dosage depending on how my tolerance fares...gonna go for maybe one or two breakthroughs. Then hopefully get comfortable with 5meo retreats and aim towards 15 day retreat

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