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I remember being on DMT and running out onto my drive way and yelling at my mate who was there "WE ARE THE TRIP! IM NOT TRIPPING!!!" Lol

Yeah I've realised that it's basically impossible for the ego to be perfect with regards to truth. The only way to not make mistakes is to cease to exist

Nothingness guided me well. Or effortlessness. For me the intuitive sense of the guru's guidance is the most powerful

Intelligence...connection? Relationship

Saying that you cant meditate because you have ADHD is like saying you can't lift weights because you have small muscles. Start small, and lifting weights *will give you bigger muscles*. Similarly, with meditation, make sure your not trying to do too much, but still the same time pushing yourself to grow and the meditation will sooth your condition. At least it did with me. Lifting weights enables you to lift weights, meditating enables you to meditate

*rant incoming, related to video* He said: "as Christian's we cannot connect to god without jesus. Before, I believed that I was God and that man is God and everyone can actualize God within themselves. This is what the scriptures warn against." He also says "there is only one god and we are not him, we all hold god within us but that does not mean that we are God." He is getting it backwards, he does not realise that he is an illusion and that the essence that is most truly "him" *is* the god inside him. It's not like he is a person with God inside him he is God with a person outside him hahaha. He does.not under this. "We can find our way to the lord, only through Jesus." Absolutely correct. The thing that he is also misinterpreting here is..."Jesus" is anyone who is void of an ego! what *made* Jesus, Jesus? The Bible says we are made of three parts, spirit, soul (mind) and body (1 Thessalonians 5:23). The Bible also says that Jesus grew in wisdom (Luke 2:52) referring to his mind, revealing to us that he has a limited mind. And if Jesus existed in modern times you could easily replace each of his *physical* organs surgically, and even remove the muscles and bones in his arms and legs and he'd still be jesus. His mind and body where not essential for him to be Jesus. I'm sure he could lose a memory or a piece of skin here and there. Still Jesus. It's his spirit* that granted his divinity. The same spirit that lives in us! (Romans 8:11). And if we realise that our minds and body's are not us, we realise that we are our spirit. Which is the same as saying that we are God's spirit. Or you could say "But whoever is united with the Lord is one with him in spirit." (1 Corinthians 6:17). Being *one* with something is the same as saying that you *are* that thing. If you had a hypothetical table in front of you right now and I gave you three facts about what is on the table; 1: there is an orange on the table 2: there is a sphere on the table 3: there is only *one* thing on the table. If your smart enough to realise it, you must conclude that the orange *is* the sphere. They are one. We are one with God. We are God. I've spent too much time contemplating this to be unsure about it. Jesus is a picture of yourself. You must die and be brought back to life, born again. Also we are no longer sinners according to the Bible. In the spirit we are holy and perfect and equal with jesus...because we are jesus. I have verses for these if anyone objects ✌️ it just depends if your looking at physical (false) truths or truths of the spirit realm.

Is this related to the star between the eyebrows you think? From kryia yoga

This is a kind of progress report for myself that I'd love to share to encourage all of my beautiful people ?. Here are a few areas in which I have experienced deep healing very recently ? All of my addictions are subsiding! ♥️? Addictions to porn, rubbish food, even my addiction to constantly thinking is subsiding. This path of healing is so beautiful, it's so worth it and amazing. To make my testimony even more powerful, all of the addictions seem to be unraveling on their own! As if it's by accident! ? My diet has Improved, I've found myself no longer addicted to watching porn every night (which was a legitimate problem for me). And for the first time EVER I really feel happy, like proper proper happiness. Healing is something that happens as an automatic function within the practices of consciousness work. And it's incredible! Like it's built in. And...I know I can be a big of hard-ass here on the form sometimes ?, but the truth is I love you guyzzzzz ♥️ so much. I just hope this encourages everyone and reflects upon the beauty of consciousness work and how much it can positively effect someone. PS: Leo we want more videos mannn!! Lol

@Leo Gura ? i duno why I just found this funny hahaha

@astrokeen this is where I got my insight that I call "all or nothing". It's a concept that works in a few different areas and scenarios. Basically the all or nothing concept is an idea that it's better to give it absolutely everything you have, or not at all...and that if you start something and half ass it, you'll have wasted time and money. It would be like starting a business, you have to give it absolutely everything you have (to actually push through and make money) or don't start it whatsoever. If you half ass it you'll spend a shitton of money and spend years digging foundations for something that won't even take off in your life time. So the conclusion? All or nothing! You have to decide which side of the fence your gonna fall on with regards to spiritual work my friend. It has to be absolutely everything you've got, or not at all. If you make the wise decision you'll decide to go all in on awakening. It's time for the gloves to come off motherfucker. It's time to stop doing this shit as though your just some kid following some random teachings online. It's time to man the fuck up, grab enlightenment by the fuckin ballsack and squeeze until it gives you what you want. You have to become relentless like a rabid fucken dog. You have to want enlightenment like you want to breathe as your drowning. You have to be willing to die for this. So if your serious about this, then drop any notion that your just a regular guy who's interested in a website and some philosophy. Enlightenment and spiritual insights won't come easy, but when they come...it will completely transform you. Do harder practises, longer sits, more powerful psychedelics. Let your intuition guide you, to.find out what you are and subsequently what everything is. #selfenquiry #kryia

@bazera yeah. My practise usually goes like this 30-40 mins kryia yoga> 30 mins self enquiry. Try do it every day and yes I do use powerful psychedelics they are a necessity for myself I feel

Find the one who is asking the question (you) and watch him until you realise that he who is seen cannot be the seer, and that what is being watched, is not you. And allow yourself to drift into the ocean of silent nothingness (only when it feels natural) Intuition is so fucken important

I actually think the concept of a demon is highly scientific and effective at communicating details of a person's state. For example in my own life I have found things that I cannot help. Things that made me act in a certain negative way that I couldn't control whatsoever. In the relative sense I am separate from the thing that I cannot control. It effects me as much as it effects the people around me. In this sense I feel as though the concept of a demon helps differentiate the person from their problem. Instead of it being you vs your bully, it should be you & your bully vs your bully's self esteem issues. To show love to a bully and side with him and really love him, it changes him if you help him with his demon. This is possible when the idea that people are just straight up evil is dropped. Hurt people hurt people. This would be similar to understanding mental illness or disabled. When a little kid yells out loud it's his demon (his problem/his uncontrolled features) not him. And people understand this. It's effecting him as much as it's effecting you. You and him both hate it. This is why I like the concept of demons and stuff. Although, it might not be the best way to conceptualise I'm not sure

Of course spirituality is bad for you it's designed to kill you. The fear I experience sometimes, holy fuck it's terrifying. As long as your following your intuition fully, making sure to actually do the mystical practises that work...the powerful ones like self enquiry (for a good period of time each day) you'll probably get the results you want. Do psycs lol

Lol I can't die from this I've already got a brain tumor but it's benign and just doing nothing. Best way to stop someone keying your car? Key it yourself ?

God does

@tanahoy yo do me bro. Tell me shit about myself. Leo says to be open minded. ...No reply bro?

This is gonna sound like I'm just saying this to look good but legit...for me consciousness work and being a badass helped. Literally just try to become.more badass. Become the bully, and then don't bully. That's *exactly* what I did. *Sings in girly voice* "CONNSCIOUSSNESS WOORRKKK"

When I say logic I just mean that which makes sense. For example, if there is a thought than there is also an awareness of the thought. Creating unbroken trains of thought that are unbiased and truth driven is a powerful tool

Check dis ouuuut boiiiizzzz. Skip to 2:20 ⚛️♻️? 〽️

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@seeking_brilliance once you've tested it you can't consume it..the test kits are acid. You only use a tiny amount. I'm gonna dissolve some in water and administer it rectally since my 5meo is in hydrochloride (Hcl) form which is suitable for snorting or rectal administration. Freebase is smoked. This is how to plug/boof/administer rectally. https://www.actualized.org/insights/how-to-plug-psychedelics This video includes advantage of this route of administion

@seeking_brilliance I can't smoke DMT without bursting into tears man. It's truly, truly beautiful. I can't even remember it and it is still the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I've just tested my 5-meo and it's good, so I'll be consuming that. I cannot even begin to describe the levels of fullfilment and tender love and clarity that come about during my DMT trips. I would give everything to stay there...I mean everything. I wouldn't care if I was a bum the rest of my life. It is incredible. Here's a pic of my 5-meo before and after I tested it lol. See that little green splodge, that means I have real 5-MeO-DMT. I have around 95mg. It looks like a boger in the tissue lol. I would never source illegal drugs, but some people just cannot resist searching this url on tor browser (which is the only downloadable browser it will work on) http://apollionih4ocqyd.onion then copying and re-searching one of the urls from that page to access a working darknet site on which you can buy 5meo. You should never do this though, you also shouldnt use cex.io to purchase Bitcoin, the currency used on the darknet. I'd also never run my Bitcoin through a Bitcoin mixing tool that makes my Bitcoin untracable before it reaches the darknet. I definitely wouldn't use smartmix.io to make my Bitcoin untracable.

I wouldn't overthink it bro. Psycs amplify your current state of mind. I've noticed that Leo always put quotations around it when he says "bad trips". I know exactly what he's suggesting...he's suggesting that there's no such thing as a bad trip just an easy trip or a hard trip. But both are usually in the direction of healing and a hard trip usually heals you more. So really what people refer to as bad trips are the best trips