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@Nahm ?? my suffering was so bad that I thought "there's no way this amount of suffering could be causes by such a casual drug as weed." I thought there was something wrong with my mind and that weed was easing it. But the weed was what was causing my mind to be so fucked up. Constant torture. Then one day I stopped smoking and boom. Didn't even realise how much it was affecting me. The suffering was so deep that I thought it was just straight up something wrong with my mind. That's my story with it at least

@ivankiss hello ?

@Visionary holy Fuck. It was mad. It was fucking mad. The place was bouncing. Lol. I was fucked hahaha

It's not about moving in the right direction, it's about ceasing to exist entirely as something that can move in any direction. You will never finish the path, but the path will finish you.

@Javfly33 you better watch yourself mate! (Hehe)

When your walls come down and your pride diminishes, you are more singular and centered. Ego is weakened by suffering and love (oneness) increases in you. Love is so good

The next generation of a person who was a serious seeker will typically be much more likely and inclined to cover more ground (regarding consciousness increase) than in his last life (his dad). This was the case with me and my dad. My dad took a few small steps away from religion and towards mysticism but stayed christian. I am the next step in his journey, I will go further and go all the way. I will take the steps he didn't take.

Learn by forgetting. Forget everything.

Forget everything and believe nothing...so yeah, fastest way to forget Everything is to plug some powerful psychedelics up your butt. Don't believe anything you just said. Be critical, impartial, empty. Literally do not believe any of that. Look at your hand. If you become simple it appears. Become like a simple person. Until you are so empty and simple that you just...are. you are.

The light is so beautiful. Orgasmically beautiful. I see light surrounding people who have higher consciousness lol. When I'm meditating in my room I see the light shift and everything feels golden. Like made of gold. It's constantly talking to you all the time lol. It's like Jesus in the parable of the lame man. His friends dug out of a hole in the roof of the house Jesus was in and lowered down a lame man to him and the Bible says that the leaders of religious law we're present and as Jesus said "your sins are forgiven" the religious people thought "this is blasphemy, only God can forgive sin (remove ego)" and it says that Jesus heard their thoughts and healed the man to prove that the son of man has authority to forgive sin. This "knowing their thoughts" business...that's the light. It's like everything is talking to you. I hear things talking to me all the time and they're usually scarily accurate and wise. The manifestations of the light.

@Meditationdude fair mate. If it works for you then it works lol ?

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"being consciousness" is the same as "being universe" existence is awake in you? imagine there is a big cotton sheet stretched out at each corner and someone pinches the middle of the sheet causing it to crinkle into one point. You are like that pinch. A collection of energy concentrated on the canvas of reality. The pinch isint really anything. The distortion on the canvas (sheet) causes an illusion to arise, that there is such a thing as a pinch. Really the "pinch" is just a different form of the fabric itself. It's all the fabric just in a form that is concentrated. You are the substance of reality, concentrated into a "human form". Beautiful, no? ? "Becoming more conscious" isint about you attaining something more...but more of "you" is *literally* becoming more and more of what consciousness is. Which is nothing... And everything. Your letting go of the pinch and focusing on the fabric itself... Which is ofcourse what the "pinch" always was in the first place.

@Meditationdude temporarily you'll feel better smoking man but every time you smoke your baseline of general wellness of mind and functionality diminishes. A simple trick for revealing it is by daring someone who is a smoker to not smoke for a month. A: if you can't stop for a month that means your addicted to the drugs, which is a big fucking red flag. And B: if you stop for a month you'll see exactly what I'm talking about. You forget how normal every day sober life still feels good without drugs. That test reveals 2 things, whether your addicted (to a degree) or not, and reveals if you feel better or worse without smoking. ?? i don't know you but if your a regular smoker, give it a go...why not? Don't believe me .. test it and see ♥️

As someone who would have struggled with anxiety a lot, I can tell you that 2 things that really fuck up your anxiety is (bad) drugs and screens. Like phones, Xbox, youtube. It's like a drug. I know that coming onto actualized.org here sometimes really helps me because it eases my anxiety looking at my phone. Of course then not facing your anxiety lessens your ability to function appropriately during stress. Weed causes SO much anxiety. It's halarious how bad weed is for your mental health and it's so accessable which makes it even worse. Also when approaching the onset of a trip you don't want to be sitting there preparing to be raped by this trip...you'll freak yourself out. The best way is to literally ease into it. Just gently move yourself slowly into the trip. Mental preparation is all well and good but I find that if you prepare for a possible bad trip too much that can actually cause you to have a bad trip. Moving slowly and gently for me is important. Approach psychedelics like you approach a hot chick your gonna fuck...you gotta ease into it slowish you don't just robotically walk in, say "female, prepare to be penetrated" hahahaha. For me it's like that with a trip, especially heavy trips on like dmt. Don't just BANG hit a crack pipe of DMT, you become comfortable with the presence of the pipe. You notice it gently. And when anxious thoughts are felt trying to pierce through your calmness you simply let them go and...in a way, love the DMT and love the floor your sitting on. I find taking time to do this really removes a lot of the hype made up by the mind about psychedelics. @Meditationdude may you cease to exist ?

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@Visionary yo, not gona lie mate...i dont know much about all this shit with sky energies and tapping your bones with magical aluminium fans...i just dont see the need for so much.....content...........why not just stick some psychedelics up your ass and watch as reality morphs and folds before your eyes, then hit up a wee kryia yoga sesh after and stare blankly at your hand for 20 minutes then have a mad house party with all your mates after lol. Its my 22nd birthday party and thats EXACTLY what i'll be doing tomorrow lol

@WHO IS mate, spiritual badasses grow beards for one reason, they're spiritual as fuck. You instantly gain 10 consciousness points for having a spiritual af beard. I knows that im not a master yet because i cant grow a beard. I will be a master one day. #Beards.org

I am everything, but it doesent feel like it yet lol.

allan has a particular ability to make things profoundly simple...although, this is an ability that most mystical practitioners obtain. Its weird, its like its not having too little information, that is the problem, its having too much bullshit. Things becomes so simple. Its so powerful. Its like a gun, simple, slick and motherfucking effective. Imagine if you showed up to a shootout with a fucking catapult that launched firing boulders hahhaaha. Bigger doesent mean better. Simple and effective is incredible. Simplicity and power, two of my most favorite things

@Tightrope Walker falls under harm reduction and educational purposes. that wont stand

somehow, everything is real.

@Sick Boy yo bro be careful your not falling into spiritual ego. Thinking you need to live a certain way or something. Go out and get laid, then come back and do some kryia yoga and self enquiry

wow, i literally had this idea today. except i was gona try it with a short 20 minute dmt trip...you'll need some good recording equipment to record for 6-12 hours lol

the dream is fun, no?