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defo can relate...a key insight for myself in this domain is that even imperfection is perfection. its like when your gf has an bodily imperfection, but because of love, that imperfection literally makes her have her beauty because its character on her appearance...her imperfection, is perfect. in the same way, i keep my room as clean as i can, but i know that if its not perfectly clean, its still perfect...because what is the measuring stick for perfection? perfect in comparison to what? depending on what country your from and what dogma youve had instilled in you as a child, you might see fat girls as perfect physically (as some countries do since being overweight is a sign of richness). nothing *is* perfect

dont go on your phone. i also think i remember someone saying that to pierce through to sleep (as opposed to approaching rest gradually and staying barely conscious) you should lie on a cold floor for 15 or 20 minutes then bouncing into your warm bed and trying to pierce through into sleep. i also heard that imagining things helps with inducing sleep...try imagining an infinite row of sheep jumping over a fence dividing two green pastures lol heres a site i found about military strategies to fall asleep with shooting happening in the background... https://www.healthline.com/health/healthy-sleep/fall-asleep-fast#120-secs-to-sleep

whats interesting is that, when hearing that spirituality is effortless, someone might be tempted to put effort into stopping putting effort into things...and this effort to stop effort is also out of your control, automatic and effortless haah

@Shambhu I've no doubt there is a pile of bullshit within Pentecostalism. Namely the fact that it lined up with the definition of a cult, along with the rest of Christianity and all religions because of the impending doom that lingers above your head in case you leave haha. But it's interesting to see where there are nuggets of ?truth? In Christianity

In Pentecostal circles what's referred to as the "Baptism of the holy ghost" is well stitched into the fabric of their Christian paradigm. It is portrayed as a second, non-symbolic baptism after the the baptism of water which would represent faith and repentance from sin (ego). As Paul transmits a fuller degree of holy spirit into these followers of truth through the laying on of hands they find they gain special abilities, and their tongue starts to move on its on. The book of Acts chapter 19 verses 1 to 6 reads; "...Paul...arrived at Ephesus. There he found some disciples and asked them, “Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?” They answered, “No, we have not even heard that there is a Holy Spirit.” So Paul asked, “Then what baptism did you receive?” “John’s baptism,” they replied. Paul said, “John’s baptism was a baptism of repentance. He told the people to believe in the one coming after him, that is, in Jesus.” On hearing this, they were baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus. When Paul placed his hands on them, the Holy Spirit came on them, and they spoke in tongues and prophesied." -------- Here is acts chapter 1 NIV translation. Pay particular attention to the differentiation between the baptism of water and the baptism of the holy ghost*. Two separate occasions...one a symbol, one actual. (Read the red writing)... Verse 8 reads that the filling of the holy ghost in the body that comes *after* faith causes the recipient to receive power and strength. As I was raised Christian it is very very intriguing to me to learn about how faith in God, the baptism of the holy spirit and awakening are all tied together. Martin ball talks about how the tongue and body start to move on their own during powerful entheogenic experiences through 5meoDMT. It's very possible that what [some] Christians refer to as the baptism of the holy ghost, is actually enlightenment (fuller degrees of God received). Boom lol

gods nonbinary lol

its been kind of well documented now that repetitive weed usage fucks up your mind i dont know if this particular study is 100% accurate here ^ but similar things are said quite commonly about marijuana in lots and lots of different studies. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2811144/#:~:text=Several case studies and longitudinal,and mania associated with cannabis.&text=The most prominent symptoms elicited,%2C anxiety%2C grandiosity%2C irritability.

careful tho these are addictive... i also noticed that sometimes people tell themselves that theyre using a certain chemical for self improvement or existential enquiry but really subconsciously they just wanted to get high. weed is addictive and it also causes paranoia and anxiety after a while...had my head wrecked, and all my mates heads wrecked. id just try shrooms or acid, find out which one you prefer, start upping the dose (get trip killers to allow yourself to take braver and larger doses if you can), skip DMT and start plugging gradually increasing amounts of 5meo till breakthrough then have a few awakenings...thats my plan. ive been too shit scared to approach 5meo again just yet lol. gona really push the boat out with acid and keep some trip killers to make me more confident, then return to 5meo do be aware of one of leos mentioned "dangers" of psycs, decreased motivation in the realm of material success.

fuck haha

lol

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-15723834

there are two different kinds of knowledge from what ive been able to tell... Matthew 1:24-25 KJV - The Bible: "...Joseph...knew her (Mary) not till she had brought forth her firstborn son: and he called his name Jesus." This word "know" is referring to intercourse, not information learned. In other words...you both can know god, and also never know god. With the learned information in the brain, taught by humans...you can never know god. But you can know god via intercourse (becoming one with it) or allowing the authentic realisation to unfold in your direct experience that there is no difference between your presence and gods presence. You know God by being God in other words... similar to how you would know a girl more deeply (emotionally and ontologically) by sleeping with her once more than you would know her after 100 days of "information collection" about her...different kinds of knowledge

can i just say...curt seems to be very authentic and he also seems to not be scared to question what leo says (in an attempt to actually understand what hes saying) from his lower state of consciousness [of which he is aware]. This, in my opinion, could be very powerful for more possible future conversations with him as many people from leos community appear to be at the same level of consciousness as curt, or thereabouts (from my observation). I get the feeling that some people dont want to question leos most basic teachings, even if they dont understand it...maybe they think they'll look stupid, i dont know... ...i certainly feel the pressure to act as if i know and understand everything leo speaks about because of my presence in the community. Having someone like curt who is selfless enough to post hour long videos discussing what he authentically does and doesent understand [at a basic level] with still a good level of conscious intellectuality, would appeal to a lot of people or help a lot of people grow out of the trap of just forming beliefs as opposed to developing actual consciousness from authentic questioning. I really admire curts authenticity and his ability to drop his ego and say that he disagrees with leo but that he recognises that leos probably wiser than him and then he gives leo the opportunity to correct him or admit that hes wrong. such a complete lack of ego....really beautiful For example; at 5:23:15 in this video Leo says... "...most of the evil in the world is created by attempts of limited ego-minds to destroy evil have you noticed this?..." To which Curt responds by saying... "...I would say that that's a naive point of view, but im saying that and im not as wise as you so that means that you can correct me. Let me give you my justification..." I'd personally like to see more conversations with curt...operating from this level has gotta be useful to raise people levels of consciousness from a basic setting...it certainly raised mine. Awesome discussion @Leo Gura

fear of death: 7/10 fear of 5meo: 7.5/10

...listen to this oneeee** : duno if its just me but i really like that last one

these are from a playlist of mine ive entitled "bliss-chill"

fucken idiots

Niceeeee...was it obliterated just during the session or were there lasting effects?

So my focus in life has been philosophy now for the majority of my life...self improvement, growth, spirituality, mysticism etc. (This will continue to be one of my primary focuses) And I've had girlfriends, but not very serious ones. I'm only maturing a lot recently see, and I feel like I'm at the point where I'm mature enough to contemplate having proper relationships with girls. Does Leo have any videos about how to make sure your partner is the right one? I mean... logically I could assume that dating is like test driving lots of different cars. The thing is, I haven't been seriously talking to a lot of different kinds of girls...and I've recently got into a relationship with a girl. She seems pretty level headed, she likes spirituality, she's a powerful thinker. I think my primary question is this...with having no serious relationships whatsoever up until now, would it be safe to assume that my very first serious relationship should be seen as a testing ground? I mean, the girl seems nice and I resonate with her...but I don't Wana put all my eggs in one basket in a sense. What's your guys thoughts?

turns out shes badshit crazy lol *exit sign lights up*

"Satori" - by mize

@Leo Gura would it be fair to say that people who develop themselves extremely fast are more likely to be alone since it'd be hard to find someone who grows at the exact same rate as you?

Oh shit yeah bro. Your right. Although could just do a booster dose of md. Your right tho, mdma comedown during acid trip... Probably best to avoid

Niceeee