Aaron p

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  1. @WhatAWondefulWorld uhh...ok, just my opinion, but my advice would be the exact opposite to this... Meditation and intense consciousness practises are the only thing that fixed my fucked up head and life. I would strongly recommend you start doing hardcore practices for long periods of time with powerful psycs if you take your own happiness seriously. Anything else is a joke really. I don't know why nobody else is saying this...but if you have a notable amount of shadow work...don't focus on "making your life better" do hardcore consciousness practises! That is the means by which your life gets better!!!...haha. this is blatantly obvious. I'm actually a little surprised that nobody else is saying this... I was about to fail my education, I was a neurotic, toxic person who was twisted and toiled with deep deep suffering. And I knew I was fucked. I mean deep, deep suffering. I remember thinking "when will this ever stop" couldnt kill myself, would never do it. I've lived through hell ? if someone were to have told me "aww Aaron, get your life together before you persue enlightenment" that could have been enough to distract me from the healing and bliss which I now live in. I mean, holy fuck. Look at it like this, it depends how badly you want it... happiness I mean. If you don't pursue enlightenment...then I guess you either got fooled out of it, or you didn't want it bad enough. Feel free to stay in hell my friend, why tho? heaven is real ????? Deuteronomy 30:15 "See, I set before you today life and prosperity,death and destruction..." Choose life ?? then smoke a fat blunt when you win like the badass motherfucker you were created to BE! That's what I'm talking about. As soon as I get enlightened I'mma smoke a fatty
  2. ♥️ leo ♥️ Leos fine haha. God is confirming everything he says when I listen
  3. @WhatAWondefulWorld watch out mate, people who care about healing the most are usually the ones who need the most healing. I.e. people with the greatest mental health issues or physical illnesses. There's a blissful lightness that accompanies the realization that everything is pointless when it is realized in the correct way. And this takes a lot of work. It would be much more common to find someone who is depressed as fuck as a result of a shitton of shadow work. In which case that person should not be focused on the pointlessness of everything at all, since that is an idea in their mind. The realization must come about in the correct way.
  4. @docs20 I guess man. Like anything, doing it makes you get better at it. Ive definitely gotten better at hearing it. Actually the voice told me that everyone hears it and that just don't recognize it. John 10:27 "My sheep hear my voice..." Job 33:14 "...God speaks again and again, though people do not recognize it." I have to sort of "convert" the...essence...into a voice to be able to recognise what it's pulling me towards. Sometimes I get it clear and I instantly recognise it. Sometimes it's more subtle. It's always very vague just. But that's how I knew to listen to leo.
  5. This will be a short list of a few of my experiences with telepathy, synchronization and communicating with the entity that we call God. I was raised Christian, Baptist, and then eventually Pentecostal and a preacher man I'd consider half mystic (Andrew Wommack) taught me how to hear God's voice from his YouTube series "How to hear God's voice" and it worked! Really fucking well. Recommend anyone to watch it. Seeing Leo talk about downloading information from the Self, I instantly recognised that this was the same thing. Feeling into the field around you and pulling information from it. I've learned how to switch it on when I want now (a bit) but sometimes it surprises me. For instance about 2 or 3 weeks ago the word "telepathy" popped into my head, right before Leo shoots a video about telepathy and it never having entered my head before. And this is how I actually knew to listen to leo, one day I seen his video and the voice clearly said (not audibly) "x marks the spot" and I knew straight away. It told me it would show me something that would blow me away and cure me of everything. It was powerful!!! The voice also told me that it was going to change my name and offered me a last chance to take a different path right before I really began the consciousness work. Incredible. Ive also had instances where I was sitting with my friends and I instantly knew that one of the guys there was paying attention to me and seeing the truth in me telepathically without even looking at him. I didn't even say anything, it was so obvious that I just knew and kept it to myself! This is a Christianization of what Leo talks about, but it's a handy conceptual map for understanding an important function. @Leo Gura would there be a possibility that you would consider shooting a video regarding "hearing God's voice" and listening to the intuition? This could be an extremely valuable resource for many. ?
  6. @docs20 @docs20 most of the time it's extremely vague and clouded man, at least for me. I'd imagine that someone who's deeply enlightened would have a much easier time downloading specific information but I don't know. I have a feeling it's related, also, to the information you already know.
  7. I don't confuse the situation any more than it needs to be. 1. Do hardcore spiritual practises 2. Do them a lot and consistently 3. Use correct form and technique. 4. Gradually add, correct and intensify the practices. More and more and more and more. And...there you have it. The perfect recipe for enlightenment. It's hard to stick to that tho^
  8. Things that I don't like doing: exercise, studying, diet adjustment, consciousness work Things I do like: getting built as fuck, getting smart/wise as fuck, looking good as fuck and I dunno...I guess I don't mind entering a state of super-knowledge and transcendental perpetual bliss with actual eternal life lol. I like that. ?
  9. my intuitive voice gave me some really helpful tips lately regarding this. so, in a way you kind of have to disregard what absolutely everyone else says (when it comes to the moment of actually practising). You should start with reality and work back. dont endlessly bring up ideas about images of yourself or body parts etc. start with your *actual* presence and stay with reality. (remembering that reality is what exists when you forget everything everyone has told you). your intuition must come into play, this must be the guidance by which you learn how to practise self enquiry. Theres also a difference between mentally saying the words "what/who/where am i" and *actually* looking and seeing what you are. for me the phrase "is this what i *actually* am?" really works wonders. for example, you maybe think "im my heart" you could ask the emptiness "is that what i *actually* am? a heart? thats what i literally am?" and do this with everything. the primary goal is absolutely silencing your mind so keep that as an overarching background during this. allow yourself to fade into the darkness. ask the emptiness questions and notice the silent intuitive sense of what you truly are. allow the mind to still. these are the golden tips
  10. lol ive never contemplated UFO's before. i thought people who thought they were real were stupid...but i failed to see that if someone throws a rock in the air and i see it and cannot identify it...for me, its an unidentified flying object haha. UFO's are completely and blatantly obvious
  11. i dont know if it would be fair to say that you should hate the ego. there is no you that hates. i can see your post count is quite low...so if your just starting with all of this be careful of trying to understand it all. understanding has its place but the practises are what bring about the actual results. the mind likes to think that it is becoming more silent by imagining silence but obviously this is not true. similar to how a screen that is displaying an image of a screen that is not displaying an image, is not the same as a screen that is actually not displaying an image. with there (kind of) being two "you's" its hard to know what to do or what to believe. i just hold very very loose knowledge of it all and stick with the practises. psychedelics are good
  12. @moth PLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOK PLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOKPLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOK PLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOK HHAHAA ? and the end: "...I don't wanna kill em, it's me or you" Hahahahaha
  13. Some people find religious practises helpful in the attempt to overcome addictive patterns. Like praying the rosary or praying a certain amount of time throughout the day. These things can be beacons of awareness planted throughout your day to increase your average daily awareness. However the obvious answer concerning fundamental and permanent change is to continuing to focus on killing yourself. Then when your dead there won't be a you who smokes lol
  14. I can actually give myself de-ja Vu on command now for some reason lol. But yo, would it not make sense that it's deeply connected to knowing your higher self. You see something that seems like you've seen it before...but can't tell where from. It feels like I know myself knowing myself lol...I'm gonna go meditate
  15. Using psycs as a replacement for other unhealthy addictions...I don't see why not. I see that as using your minds traits against it lol.
  16. @Salvijus hey...uh, I don't mean to butt in, and I don't want to come across as if I think I know everything (even though that is the goal haha)...but I'm pretty sure the power in Leo's teachings is his concentration of material. The problem is never that there is too little information, the problem is that the truth is spread too much and diluted into tales and poems. There's an excess of information that is simply not required. It would be like asking a Russian "I have 5 pints of water, and you only have 5 tiny glasses of water" but it's actually vodka and if you drank those 5 shots of "water" it would put you on your ass haha. Less is more in my opinion <3
  17. @Thought Art freebase is meant for smoking, hcl is for snorting plugging and... injecting lol. Don't inject though. That gives me the heeby-jeeby's 5meo is super short and the trip is extended by administering rectally (plugged). Freebase can be converted to hcl by applying a small amount of vinegar, diluted with water, pulled into a needle-less syringe and plugged. Be sure to put the syringe exactly half way in by placing a rubber band just after the half way point. And make sure your stomach and butt is empty. To avoid loss of substance and vomiting. These last two points do matter. Never eat before a 5meo trip lol well, if you want to lose a few pounds...eat before a 5meo trip hahaha
  18. Just be careful sounds like you might have lots of shadow work my friend. I always say that trips like LSD are dangerous for people with lots of shadow work and not good self control because if you get yourself into a bad trip you'll be there for 12 hours... LSD makes me just feel fuckin crazy for 12 hours. But you might resonate with it. I personally prefer shorter and slightly more powerful trips like DMT, although 5meo plugged is where it's at. Regular DMT is extremely visual and quite intense. I actually prefer microdose of DMT now, after a long sit. And just sip on the pipe for an hour or so. If you keep having bad trips you can either use mdma to steer the trip in a positive direction (MD goes well with a lot of psycs, but watch out MD is notoriously impure and mixed with shit) or you can look into getting some trip killers. Look up "trip killers". Leo says he finds shrooms hard to handle, as do a lot of other people. It really depends on you and your mind. I've only did shrooms twice and both at low doses. Also, it's not legal at all, and I'm not allowed to source, but you can get 5meo on empire market on the darknet. Online black market. It really works but you need to know what your doing a little. Educate yourself on how to use it, it's an extremely powerful tool, and it's not as dangerous as you might think. But there are obviously some dangers and things that you can make small mistakes with...but I've had nothing but positive experiences with the darknet. It's my friend ? I'll be ordering a gram or 5meo for £200 in the next week or two hopefully, domestic shipping is best. This is by far the most powerful avenue I have. And 5meo is the best. For me, it's the least scary compound. I always experience god-bliss on it. The self knowledge is incredible while on it...it's the perfect chemical. Ticks all the right boxes for me. I prefer it over ever drug (psychedelic and non-psychedelic) <3