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@Matti oh sorry I thought that was me he tagged in didn't see. Thought he asked me

Do you know which of Leo's videos does he talk about the sensation of kinda losing your mind in?

@Mattie yes I reckon a good breakthrough dose will do with lots of positive visualization ♥️

@Rikimaus eh, nah I've had worse. This 5meo feels slightly more visual tho

I don't believe a word that leaves leo's mouth, I only trust the inner voice and the direct experience. But I gravitate heavily towards Leo because everything he says is being backed up by my experience and god communicating directly to me hehe. Leo is the best...on earth, it would appear

I'm starting my kriya yoga more hardcore now and I'm noticing instant results and syncs. One pretty powerful one, I was watching interstellar last night and I was getting mad synchronicity, the guy was having strange encounters with these "beings" that were giving him clues and hints throughout the story and help him find NASA and has is guided by these beings to leave his family and journey through a black whole near Saturn that morphs time and space and long story short it starts to get trippy as fuck. The black hole obviously manipulates time like mad, for example there's a planet they go onto and for every hour they spend on it it's 7 years on earth. At the end it gets super trippy and the guy literally effects from his space craft and goes straight into the middle of the black whole and he goes into this weird 5th dimension where he finds himself in an infinite manifestation of his old house and he sees his daughter and tries to communicate with her and then it's revealed that the "being" communicating to him the whole time was actually himself! Major syncs bois, major lol.

Funny that your intuition knows this... Mark 11:24 "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."

I would just be careful because usually when someone who is considered a "master" says that "psychedelics are a distraction" what this sometimes actually means is "psychedelics are pulling them to deeper levels of consciousness and distracting them from their beliefs and ideologies of what enlightenment is."

@Mattie id be interested in hearing the doses that Leo used. I recently got a gram of freebase 5meo so I could use this info. @Leo Gura would you tell us what dosages you used in your March retreat?

@wavydude and yet...everything points to it being true. Something deep within me knows that leo is on the fucking ball. The fact that I am so sure of something that seems so incredibly weird and outlandish nearly makes me even more confident that it is correct.

Actually no, id go as far to say that psychotic thinkers are actually more inclined to find meditation. I can speak confidently of this because I have lived it. Psychotics usually are tormented with their inherited minds and those with a weak spirit never find out what is wrong with them they just give into it and suffer continuously until they are...dead. This kind of suffering usually motivates the individual to find a source of healing much much more than the average person. Also there is a very interesting link between having no thoughts and having too many thoughts. I heard a quote one time; "The waters that the psychotic drown in, are the same water that the mystic swims in." I don't know who said it but it stuck with me. I have a feeling that holding the logical mind in meditation for long periods of time gives rise to The Mind, the greater Mind. I suppose the duality between thoughts and no-thoughts must be overcome

Like...the fact that the religion I was brought up to believe in was wayyyy off what the truth actually is. Like, facing the fact that enlightenment takes a shitton of work and hundreds of hours of dedicated practice...and that even then it's very rare. What really just scares me is sitting in some religion I've been devoted to my entire life only to realise that it's mostly BS, if I ever were to have realised it at all. And most religions are the same, even Buddhism.

@Girzo I bought 5-MeO-DMT "Crystal Isolate" what does crystal isolate mean do you know?

I would always usually just take MDMA and lasd at the same time. MD powder is usually always better than a tablet

Anyone know what crystal isolate means?

There is a massive difference. You must go through each step of the path in the correct way before you reach higher truths that later contradict the earlier discoveries. You must realize that you are nothing before you realize everything. In short, all of your logic and reasoning will not get you enlightened. It will create an idea on your head that you are enlightened. The ONLY thing that brings about enlightenment are hardcore practices including kriya yoga, self enquiry, hardcore dedication, contemplation with journal, look at your hand, SDS's, do nothing, vepassana and looooong psychedelic retreats (ideally with technique combo's and extremely powerful psychedelics that are administered in strategic ways). How far have your practises come? Have you started your 10 day long non-stop kriya/SDS combo 5meo retreat yet? while fasting the whole time?

@The observer the work of realising you are God, as opposed to *thinking* you are God. The difference is immeasurable. Right now you are God dreaming that you are in actual fact a human who believes that he is God. Drop the belief that you are God and focus on the practices. This is a trap to God realization

It's scary that guys like that dedicate their entire lives to a religion that will barely awaken them at the very very end of their lives... People are scared of facing the facts, I'm scared of not facing them!

Just look this up fam

Just use 5 lol. *Sings in girly voice* ...dddaaarrkkneeeeeettttt...

I'm pretty sure how it works is, everyone is actually an expression of the same "thing" and everyone has their own little universe that they themselves create. But when it comes to Actuality...my universe is the only universe that exists and the idea that you have a universe for you, is a concept that is also within my universe. And vice versa. I *think* that's how it works. What's more important is the understanding that this is not meant to be grasped logically. People are like "yeah I think I got enlightened"...if I drive a 100 ton train over you, do you "think" I just drove a train over you? If you "think" I just drove over you with the train then there's a high probability that that's actually just your imagination. When enlightenment comes, it is more obvious that 400 trains running you over from every direction at the same time. I know this from tripping. The practices are the only thing that actually being about enlightenment. Including contemplation, kriya, self enquiry, psyc retreats, do nothing etc.

This is the video https://www.actualized.org/insights/how-to-plug-psychedelics

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@WhatAWondefulWorld you can actually do it. Here's some pro tips 1- watch out for any consistent drug use, psycs are best cuz they don't increase anxiety or depression. 2- absolutely use powerful psychedelics if your old enough. (Do things safely and carefully and test your chemicals). 3 - kriya yoga is bomb af here is a link to a post where you'll find details on how to practise kriya yoga This is how to plug (makes the trip smoother and longer) https://www.actualized.org/insights/how-to-plug-psychedelics DMT and 5meo aren't the same, 5meo comes in 2 forms hcl (this is for snorting and plugging) and freebase (smoking). Just don't do this if your not old enough. You just have to flip a switch in your head my man. Study Leo's material here on the site and on utube to use powerful practises. Kriya yoga, self enquiry, look at your hand, strong determination sits, vepassana, do nothing technique and psychedelic retreats. Hit it hard and keep it consistent. We're actually the lucky ones...those who suffer most deeply tend to get it more easily. (I respect what leo says tho, I am aware that I may be wrong and you shouldn't just believe me. But this is the advice I would have given myself. I don't know what age you are. Leo is very wise) I know what it's like to be in that living hell, like your entire existence is sitting on a nerve. For people to think your a weirdo, and for you to not be able to help it. For nothing to make you feel better. If you think your too young then that's cool, like I said...leo is probably way wiser than me rn. So just gotta make the choice.