Aaron p

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  1. Do you smoke weed? If you smoke regularly at all this will dramatically increase your baseline level of anxiety which, in turn, will be amplified by any psychedelic you use
  2. You were removed from God when you ate from the tree and gained the knowledge of good and evil. You didn't actually eat from a literal tree of course, this biblical analogy is representative of the moment that your brain created the idea that "you" exist. Since "good and evil" is determined by what is good and evil *for you*. $900,000 cash is "good" because it's good for you. A fire in your house is "bad" because it's bad for you, you like your house. So your brain, when you are born, automatically creates the idea that you are a person who must continue to exist which creates good and evil and separates you from reality/god. The brain is like a car with it's accelerator super glued to the floor, constantly going, creating ideas automatically to help it, continue to go. Slowing down the car until it comes to a complete halt must be achieved before you can open the door and be free
  3. Person 1: "Knock knock..." Person 2: "Who's there...?" ..... ... ... Person 2: "Who is there?!" ... ... ..... Person 2: "...who the fuck is there?!" ....... .... ..... ...... .... ....... Person 2: ".......who is there?!" Haha?
  4. When leo came back from his 30 day retreat wearing white I seen something different in his eyes. I can tell it a mile off. Super distinct. I don't know what it is, but...it is. And when I hear him repeating what he said during a few of his deep realizations, it only reminds me of my 5meo trips. Utter beauty. I hear it in his voice, I see it in his eyes. The look in his eyes alone encourage me massively. I can't do anything except become quieter and quieter. I feel unsure and yet, steadfast. It's like diving Into a literal black hole. A bit weird. Haha. I can honestly say that I love leo. I really love him. Bring on the silence ❤️❤️❤️?
  5. 2nd trip 5meo, smoked. I really really like this substance. For some reason I don't find it scary at all. Infact, when I use it, it seems to remove all my fear. I was sitting on my bed after 3 hours breath watching/walking meditation/self enquiry and smoked 20mg. Took a massive hit and boom, entered. I have to say, I feel as though I will be able to retain much more plugged but this will have to wait until I receive my next batch. Don't know how long that may be with C19 having shut everything down fs. I can't really put my finger on exactly what was happening but I can tell you this, it felt royal. I felt so elevated. Like everything was mine. All that really stuck with me was that sense of incredible elevation. I'm happy not understanding it with my logical mind, my intuition tells me it was amazing. I knew myself deeply. I just kept knowing myself and knowing myself and there was nothing else to do. I can't wait to have more experiences like this and woth longer sits before hand as well.
  6. @Arzack the real analogy is as follows. You are David. You are a young, weak boy in a mass community of powerful people who rely on their human strength. You are the only one who steps out to face to beast, with no heavy weaponry. You slay the beast with God's power. You could see Goliath as your ego. Notice what happens to david. Years of being weak, you slay the beast with one stone (one big experience) and what happened to david? A man called Saul was king at the time, but he was not worthy. Young David was the humble harp player for the king. But he knew he was chosen of God (and anointed at a young age by God's prophet Samuel) to replace the king. 1 Samuel 16:6-7 "When they came, he looked on Eliab the eldest and thought, “Surely he is the one the Lord has anointed to be king.” But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not look on his appearance or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him. For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.” David was the youngest and God revealed to Samuel that David was to be king. David was the lowest of the low, a Shepard (the lowest job in society at the time). David was King Saul's harp player...and one day God's promise came true and he miraculously took the throne and title of "King". You are David. If you continue the path to utter completion, you shall cease to serve God, and literally become God. This is the true analogy ❤️ Jeremiah 29:13 "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."
  7. @trenton you don't exist (While this is true, *believing* this will actually get in the way of you actually coming to the realization. Adopt it as a hypothesis to be proven or disproven) ❤️?
  8. @electroBeam sds's are one of the most powerful tools bro. I think they're a really good connection technique since you can practice them with basically all other techniques. Combining two techniques into one...twice the power
  9. @Joker_Theory There's a kind of "bean-cushion" with this stretchy material super super stretchy and soft. I'm gona get some of this shit. Maybe some soft mat for under the feet aswell
  10. ❤️ I would say that questions that beg distracting answers are good in their correct place. Someone who asks a question with the wrong trajectory can get an answer that reveals that they are asking questions in the wrong diretion
  11. 2 helpful tips for technique that I found helpful at least...are the following - it's not so much you "doing" a practice, more that you cease to do any practise and the breath is just, there. And it stays, there...for however long. - dropping all spiritual techniques and replacing them with actuality. This is a strange one, but for me...I found that when people told me to "watch my breath" I would imagine the breath entering my lungs. Notice, not the breath itself. So for me it's important to start with Actuality and work from there rather than starting from an idea about looking at the breath. Actuality will be very quiet and empty. Intuition is a must
  12. I personally don't really mind how it's delivered. However leos delivery is absolutely fabulous. I just love the emptiness of it. The problem is never too little information, it's too much information. People tend to "enjoy the path" too much and end up getting distracted from the goal that is at hand, which is awakening to fact that you do not exist. It is true that damaged people are more inclined to become interested in self help, religion, or awakening, and when this is done without the correct amount of focus, purity and power...they don't make any significant progress...which leaves them only with the spiritual ego (which really stinks like a bad oder). A person with a fucked up mind will project all of their shadow out into this spiritual ego, which many can't stand. However it's also helpful to notice that each and every state is one step in the overall picture of someone who is becoming enlightened.
  13. The real power is discovering these things experientially ?
  14. Let those who will use them, use them. I wouldnt force someone to use them, but I think it's true that subtle dogma gets in the way. Psychedelics are too powerful haha. Blows a big hole wide open in...something haha. It would be a mistake to underestimate the power contained within the field of psychedelics ♥️
  15. Leo has clearly broken through into supernatural knowledge there's a word for it in Buddhism I think. The kriya yoga book says that the kriyaban can expect to receive powers and abilities, some subtle, some not so subtle. I know of this myself haha. And I know realise how hard it is to communicate it to others because to the ego, the true self looks like an ego haha. You can definitely know things that surpass regular understanding. This is recorded in many many'a manuscript. Have you stopped to consider that leo is actually going as deep as he says? ...since, if someone doesn't have some kind of perceptual issue, they should be able to see that Leo is the only one who is doing all powerful exercises, hardcore as fuck. People usually don't press into the practises (including psychedelics) heavy enough to make actual notable progress on the path. The ego see the "I am" as an ego...it think, "I am?! That sounds extremely self centered." Think about those words I am, very bold, blunt, nearly...powerful. but when a person becomes bold blunt and powerful, you say "ego!!!" Leo speaks from being literally self-less. He is less a self, he doesn't have a self haha. Which is why he speaks the truth. Even though he knows a large portion of his audience will think "there's no way he's went so deep," and thinking hes bullshitting, or deluded. But the trick is this...don't believe him. If you know (and practise) powerful practises together including psycs daily for around an hour or so a day (which is realistic) then just do what I do. Realise that the power is in the practices, and what Leo says go in one ear, and out the other. (not psychedelics daily haha). The guru becomes your only teacher. John 14:26 "But when the Father sends the Advocate as my representative—that is, the Holy Spirit—he will teach you everything and will remind you of everything..." Even let the voice change your practises. I've had a super change it n my intuition recently. I've stopped practising yoga temporarily (and automatically) nearly like I didn't notice it haha kinda. My self enquiry has been much quieter recently also. I don't bow at the start and end of each practise anymore. It honestly feels like I'm just not practising...but the intuitive feeling, aw...I can tell it's deep ♥️ it's like trying to force yourself to love a girl and getting distracted from your efforts by *actually* falling in love. The intuition takes over. The kriya book says that advanced practitioners often say the guru does the practices for them. It begins to feel confusingly effortless. At least for me haha. Oh yeah, anyway. When I say "don't believe leo" I'm not saying you disbelieve him. I'm merely saying neither believe him or disbelieve him. Do the practises and psychedelics that leo is doing, and the same volume or practises, for the same length of time as leo...you agreeing with him or disagreeing with him is actually ultimately a trap haha. Both. I can personally vouch for 5meo though, it is legit. Peace and love to all my friends ♥️
  16. @universe let people who want friendliness go to mooji baba or Christianity maybe. Certain denominations are very friendly. Infact, Mormonism displays one the most tightly knit people who move as one body extremely effectively. They support each other heavily and love each other. Very friendly.
  17. dis me wearing my psychedelic poncho hahah
  18. hey real quick, see when you guys say "kriya pranayama 1, 2 and 3" are yous talking about "First part of kriya pranayama" and "second part of kriya pranayama" etc from the Kriya Secrets Revealed book? i need to make sure im doing the right stuff...
  19. All the teachers always let their dogma get in the way. Notably, their dogma against "drugs" which (ironically) stems from ignorance haha. Leo is emptier than anyone i have ever known or heard of. People think "aw no, gotta do the path a certain way...no 5meo" but leo takes the most powerful traditions (Vendanta, buddhism, hinduism etc.) then identifies all of the most powerful techniques in each practise, then purifies them to make them even stronger, puts them all together...then combines this with a handful the most powerful psychedelics known to man and allows his intuitive voice guide him...all while, still remaining empty of dogma. This level of emptiness and purity...nobody else has this. Sure, maybe a few rare cases of people who practise one powerful technique...but all at the same time? from every direction? On 5-MeO-DMT? haha, nah. I dont think we actually realise what is happening here. I mean, holy fuck...this isint ground breaking......this is fucking something else. Leo hasnt just tamed the Ox and brought it home...the ox has started smoking 5meo with him hahahahahah. Im telling you, this is not normal. Not even for enlightenment. I hope to go as deep as leo. i will dedicate my life to it. This is something very very fucking special. something is happening here
  20. From the very start ive struggled to visualise prana rising up the spine, aswell as visualising the point between the eyebrows. It feels like i cant feel the point and im trying to imagine the actual point between the eyebrows but my eyes keep getting tired and moving and it distracts me. i cant hold one image in my perception, it keeps moving and shifting. Then i think, am i meant to be feeling the point on my actual body, looking at it with my actual eyes or literally just imagining my forehead and the point between the eyebrows as some kind of visual "point". Anyone else had issues visualising?