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Things that I don't like doing: exercise, studying, diet adjustment, consciousness work Things I do like: getting built as fuck, getting smart/wise as fuck, looking good as fuck and I dunno...I guess I don't mind entering a state of super-knowledge and transcendental perpetual bliss with actual eternal life lol. I like that. ?

I have met entities on DMT mostly

my intuitive voice gave me some really helpful tips lately regarding this. so, in a way you kind of have to disregard what absolutely everyone else says (when it comes to the moment of actually practising). You should start with reality and work back. dont endlessly bring up ideas about images of yourself or body parts etc. start with your *actual* presence and stay with reality. (remembering that reality is what exists when you forget everything everyone has told you). your intuition must come into play, this must be the guidance by which you learn how to practise self enquiry. Theres also a difference between mentally saying the words "what/who/where am i" and *actually* looking and seeing what you are. for me the phrase "is this what i *actually* am?" really works wonders. for example, you maybe think "im my heart" you could ask the emptiness "is that what i *actually* am? a heart? thats what i literally am?" and do this with everything. the primary goal is absolutely silencing your mind so keep that as an overarching background during this. allow yourself to fade into the darkness. ask the emptiness questions and notice the silent intuitive sense of what you truly are. allow the mind to still. these are the golden tips

lol ive never contemplated UFO's before. i thought people who thought they were real were stupid...but i failed to see that if someone throws a rock in the air and i see it and cannot identify it...for me, its an unidentified flying object haha. UFO's are completely and blatantly obvious

i dont know if it would be fair to say that you should hate the ego. there is no you that hates. i can see your post count is quite low...so if your just starting with all of this be careful of trying to understand it all. understanding has its place but the practises are what bring about the actual results. the mind likes to think that it is becoming more silent by imagining silence but obviously this is not true. similar to how a screen that is displaying an image of a screen that is not displaying an image, is not the same as a screen that is actually not displaying an image. with there (kind of) being two "you's" its hard to know what to do or what to believe. i just hold very very loose knowledge of it all and stick with the practises. psychedelics are good

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@moth PLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOK PLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOKPLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOK PLEASE AND I LAST TIME AND I LAST TIME AND I SHOOK AND I GRABBED MY BALLS AND I SHOOK HHAHAA ? and the end: "...I don't wanna kill em, it's me or you" Hahahahaha

Some people find religious practises helpful in the attempt to overcome addictive patterns. Like praying the rosary or praying a certain amount of time throughout the day. These things can be beacons of awareness planted throughout your day to increase your average daily awareness. However the obvious answer concerning fundamental and permanent change is to continuing to focus on killing yourself. Then when your dead there won't be a you who smokes lol

I can actually give myself de-ja Vu on command now for some reason lol. But yo, would it not make sense that it's deeply connected to knowing your higher self. You see something that seems like you've seen it before...but can't tell where from. It feels like I know myself knowing myself lol...I'm gonna go meditate

Using psycs as a replacement for other unhealthy addictions...I don't see why not. I see that as using your minds traits against it lol.

@Salvijus hey...uh, I don't mean to butt in, and I don't want to come across as if I think I know everything (even though that is the goal haha)...but I'm pretty sure the power in Leo's teachings is his concentration of material. The problem is never that there is too little information, the problem is that the truth is spread too much and diluted into tales and poems. There's an excess of information that is simply not required. It would be like asking a Russian "I have 5 pints of water, and you only have 5 tiny glasses of water" but it's actually vodka and if you drank those 5 shots of "water" it would put you on your ass haha. Less is more in my opinion <3

@Thought Art freebase is meant for smoking, hcl is for snorting plugging and... injecting lol. Don't inject though. That gives me the heeby-jeeby's 5meo is super short and the trip is extended by administering rectally (plugged). Freebase can be converted to hcl by applying a small amount of vinegar, diluted with water, pulled into a needle-less syringe and plugged. Be sure to put the syringe exactly half way in by placing a rubber band just after the half way point. And make sure your stomach and butt is empty. To avoid loss of substance and vomiting. These last two points do matter. Never eat before a 5meo trip lol well, if you want to lose a few pounds...eat before a 5meo trip hahaha

Just be careful sounds like you might have lots of shadow work my friend. I always say that trips like LSD are dangerous for people with lots of shadow work and not good self control because if you get yourself into a bad trip you'll be there for 12 hours... LSD makes me just feel fuckin crazy for 12 hours. But you might resonate with it. I personally prefer shorter and slightly more powerful trips like DMT, although 5meo plugged is where it's at. Regular DMT is extremely visual and quite intense. I actually prefer microdose of DMT now, after a long sit. And just sip on the pipe for an hour or so. If you keep having bad trips you can either use mdma to steer the trip in a positive direction (MD goes well with a lot of psycs, but watch out MD is notoriously impure and mixed with shit) or you can look into getting some trip killers. Look up "trip killers". Leo says he finds shrooms hard to handle, as do a lot of other people. It really depends on you and your mind. I've only did shrooms twice and both at low doses. Also, it's not legal at all, and I'm not allowed to source, but you can get 5meo on empire market on the darknet. Online black market. It really works but you need to know what your doing a little. Educate yourself on how to use it, it's an extremely powerful tool, and it's not as dangerous as you might think. But there are obviously some dangers and things that you can make small mistakes with...but I've had nothing but positive experiences with the darknet. It's my friend ? I'll be ordering a gram or 5meo for £200 in the next week or two hopefully, domestic shipping is best. This is by far the most powerful avenue I have. And 5meo is the best. For me, it's the least scary compound. I always experience god-bliss on it. The self knowledge is incredible while on it...it's the perfect chemical. Ticks all the right boxes for me. I prefer it over ever drug (psychedelic and non-psychedelic) <3

Change nothing. Infact, give into your desires more. Let go

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Here we are looking for information regarding visualization, experienced practitioners of yoga and Chakra visualization, your advice is valued! Stick around! I'd like to firstly talk about single pointed concentration. We are typically told to "concentrate on the third eye" (or whatever Chakra it is)...however, does this mean one should concentrate on the *mental image* of the third eye chakra, or the *sensation* of the chakra's *location* on the forehead? Also, from which angle do you visualize the chakras (during concentration and kriya pranayama)? When you are visualizing, there must be two points, the point where you are looking at, and the point where you are looking *from*. Ive tried moving *into* each chakra and mentally rising with the energy as it is lifted up the shushumna. Do you maintain one mental perspective? Or switch between multiple? Do you imagine the shushumna from the point of view of the middle of the head? Where do you visualize from, and does your perspective move at all? Do you see the spine from the side, back or at an angle? And is your perspective raised at all? And what do you actually see when you look at each chakra? Do you see a dot? Do you visualize an amorphic gathering of energy to representitive of each chakra? Are they coloured? Black and White? I've become more conscious that being specific with visualization is key, and I don't see these details being talked about on the forum. What do you see when you visualize? And from where do you see? Do you see the entire body, or just the chakra's and the shushumna?

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Visualizers, actualizers...have a look

I don't believe leo anyway...he actually instructs you to not believe him in a number of his videos... I only follow the intuition. Since 5meo can only be appropriately assessed by you in your direct experience you will have to do some science to assess it. A normal scientist (with a normal hypothesis) will set up *actual* scenarios in which the hypothesis is either proven or disproven. He doesn't read a book, or watch a video...he has the actual test in his direct experience. So for you that would look something like this; *Don't take 5meo*: look around, analyse how you feel, analyse your mind how everything feels. *Take 5meo*: look around, analyse how you feel and what you see. A scientist will repeat a test multiple times to gain a consistent measurement. So you would do this multiple times (if your being scientific) and then after further thorough research into questions like "what is leo referring to when he says the word god?" Etc. Then you'll be qualified to talk on the matter. Until then, you might as well believe that the carona virus doesn't exist...after all, have you seen it? Have you directly experienced it's actual existence? At this point saying "covid 19 doesn't exist" and saying "strategic use of 5meo isint mature or correct" are of the same calabar. Don't believe anything! However, observe the fruits of Leo's practises, what he has accomplished. Man I'm tired of taking like some kind of child. It's completely obvious that Leo is on the ball. Look at the way he talks. He is transcendental. He doubts himself more than anyone. You have to be smart enough to see it. If your not...then go watch mooji

The whole point is to move away from beliefs. You are everything but this is not something you should believe. Be like a realist in your enquiry

For me, sitting silently is a powerful "realignment" tool. If I'm getting too lost in the mind, this practise reminds me that the answers are found within the silence. I stopped all practises for 3 or 4 days a number of weeks back and just sat silently and it was the best thing I could have done. It taught me that, even though there is different content within each different meditative exercise, the most important thing is remembering that the answers are found in the absence of everything...in the silence

@lostmedstudent my recommendation? Start doing hardcore practices. Self enquiry kriya yoga, strong determination sits. For me, it had to reach a point where Id had enough. Reaching your breaking point can be a beautiful thing. Very beautiful. In my opinion, reaching a breaking point...is *always* beautiful, even if it leaves you weak. (This of course excludes experiences that leave you physically or psychologically damaged). But assuming that your not permanently damaged, even if you reaching your breaking point is a breaking point of pain...something has been going in the wrong direction to begin with. If I'm going in the wrong direction, and it's causing me to suffer...I'd much rather reach the point where I can't take any more shit, throw my hands up and admit that there must be a better way. For me this was the point where Id had enough with my own energy. I was becoming aware of parts of myself that were ugly and disgusting...causing people to be uncomfortable in my presence and I couldn't control it! After the 50th person telling me these things about myself I knew that something was wrong. Now I meditate for an hour a day because...I'll be fucked if you think I'm gonna put up with this dog shit that I've been served. Don't be afraid to do that. Get angry. All that gas building up, light a fucking match and let her go. That's what I say. If your going in the wrong direction you might as well try to approach your breaking point faster ...if that makes sense