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There's other instances where I just knew shit. For example, 3 days ago I noticed the voice of God subtly telling me to do another 5meo retreat. Then boom I have a month off work, cuz it was planned before. Gonna do 2 retreats actually. Its especially obvious when I'm trying to gain information about a person because they give off so much energy and vibration, it's easy to read. Very easy at times. It's got to a point where I can literally just see everything as it is...truly. I'll let you in on a wee secret, I think leo might be scared of nn-DMT visuals lolol. That's something I've felt off him. Could be wrong. Don't think I am tho lol

Christians call it "hearing God's voice". More specifically they have something called the gift of word of knowledge, and the gift of word of wisdom. I've done it countless times. The only reason I knew to listen to leo was because I got a word of wisdom it said "x marks the spot". The easiest way I do it is just a choice between two possibilities. If I'm asking God which one is correct I close my eyes, bring one to mind, visualise it and analyze my peace. Then bring the other possibility to mind, visualise it and analyze my peace...and whichever one I have more peace with is the one I will choose. Colossians 3:15 (Bible) "let the peace of God rule in your heart."

Clearly your not meditating on 5meo

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@Koeke in my opinion, the greatest mistake would be to accidentally waste 5 or 10 valuable years of your life getting...alright...results with weak practices and no determination. It's literally scary how little people here focus on the actual practices that cause you to make progress. Nearly nobody focuses on the practices and frankly I don't think leo anticipates this problem tactically enough.

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Yesss! ^ I got this very slowly (and quite recently) The focus of inquiry is not the questions, but the direct observation. Successful self enquiry is sitting still for long periods of time in a state of "looking" with questions only a gentle, periodic, peripheral guidance. For so long I was stuck looking at the questions

...just as long as your mature with it and old enough, relatively. Etc. Mushrooms are known for their uncanny ability to treat, reverse and cure depression. I think it's halarious that there are drugs that get you high for ages, and instead of give you depression and anxiety (like KET, coke, MD, speed etc)...I think that's so halarious...like cheating. You gotta try DMT bruv

@meow_meow no you haven't

@MarkKol and yes there is, you can buy a syringe of this solution that you use some how or another to grow mushrooms. This is also illegal, but mate...you know, fuck the rules haha. Be careful your mum and dad don't catchya haha https://www.cylocybe.com/ there's a process you need to go through, I'm not well versed in this but my mate says you need to get these things called rye seed inoculation bags. YouTube could help you...also it's completely legal to order the grow solution, just illegal to grow it.

Darknet is an illegal online service that you "shouldnt" use because sites like empire provide customers with safe ways to buy legit 5meoDMT. Dark.fail is a site that provides safe urls. So you "shouldnt" use that. Considering psychedelics are "the most important tool we have" having this knowledge opens you up to gain access to literally any psychedelic. ???????? And considering psychedelics heal your mind, replacing "mainstream" drugs with psycs is incredibly good for your mental health. Be sure to test the chemicals with test kits (bunk police on YouTube is good) safe, easy, affordable, baller ????‍?????????

Just do a shitton of practices and psychedelics ♥️ it works ?

I've found speaking and visualizing affirmation quotes and words to myself really helps me calm down if I'm ever freaking out. I just keep saying "it's cool, I'm fine, everything is fine, I'm alright it's all good, I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine" it really works after a bit of consciousness raising work done for a year or two

@Javfly33

Man holy fuck, if literally everything is a dream...there are some hefty ramifications that come with that...

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We need to be especially careful with thc, psychotics experience amplified degrees of anxiety...and psychotics are the ones who are most likely to be drawn to this site. Try cbd grass man, gets you stoned out, but no anxiety, like a bee sting...without the sting part https://www.justbob.shop/ ^ cbd weed. Legal everywhere (Btw I've had terrible experiences with thc, I remember I was so fucked up at one point that I couldn't leave my bed and I thought I was fucked) watch out.

I feel like it wouldn't be a good idea...something about that doesn't sit well. But then again, if your not making yourself out to be this unrealistic holyman (i.e if your being real) then what is a retreat with a "teacher"...other than a group of friends experiencing God together. And if it's at that level of authenticity, why not have sex...infact, everyone should have sex if they wanted to id say. Why not? I'm sure there are other things that could be said about it, but I see nothing wrong with getting your dick wet if the opportune moment arises hahahhaa

@Nahm see when I talk about enlightenment, for me it's like talking about sex. Really, there are two ways to know what sex is...knowing with your brain (even though apparently brains don't exist haha) and knowing by actually having heated sex with a sexy slut ??? I know intuitively that I am knowing more and more what awakening is, experientially, but when I try to configure and verbally articulate what is happening to me...it feels like I'm working away from what enlightenment is. For me it's exactly like sex, the more you think about it the less it happens naturally. I know leo said that confusion is a sign of growth and that it's meant to feel like your going insane. So for now, instead of looking for God, I will look for myself and I'll look out for the signs of progress, confusion, sensation of insanity and reality falling apart

@Nahm I guess when I say "I will become God" I'm referring to the experience in which I realise that nothing separates me and God (whatever "I" and "God" are, since I don't know what either of those things are)... I guess I'm pointing to the time when I realise that the differentiation of "me" and "god" is removed. I think I understand the phrase "no-differentiation" as opposed to "non-duality" It's very confusing. I just keep a loose conceptual understanding of this all and keep doing the practices...I have faith in the practices, and in 5meoDMT

@Nahm I don't really know what duality is

I do not know what this is...not really (you spelt it wrong btw) lol. It feels like I'm getting distracted from what I think enlightenment is, and the thing that is distracting me is the reoccurring phenomenon of experiences in which I see [more and more] that everything around me is not what I think it is. If it were, it could not do what I see it do when I smoke dmt. When I forget the word "enlightenment" and look at the impossible things I see when I smoke, i think I get closer to what awakening is

@Dumuzzi I really like that, that natural way seems pretty cool and spiritual af. I just cba with all that extra practice, I just order pure 5meo from darknet. Very efficient way. Although Im worried in case vaping different forms of DMT might be bad for the lungs...worth it in my opinion

@Nahm ive actually come to the point where I really can admit that I don't know what anything is really. I don't know what reality is, i don't know what God is, I don't know what I am. But I hear the voice of the spirit telling me to keep quiet as I continue to intensify my practices. I find it more helpful to see what reality is not. I look around observe my room, establish as best I can what I think "it" is...then I smoke a big ass pipe of 5meo and observe and compare the two. Then do that a few times. I've been kind of lazy recently, smoked weed, chilling out...had lots of stomach pain recently and haven't practiced in 3 or 4 days, but I'm gonna come back at it and hit it hard. Then do a 7 day 5meo retreat and try hit at least 3 big 5meo breakthroughs.

?????????????????? Becoming a literal God (being immortal etc) is something that requires incredible suffering, I just keep reminding myself of the gravity of actual awakening, all of life and human existence answered, all religions, all questions, death, answered...and man, the perpetual bliss, that's something I can't wait for ?????????????????????. Do you use 5meo @Dumuzzi