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@jacknine119 if i were you id find ways to put walls and resistance in place inbetween you and gambling. this seems to be the biggest problem from what i can detect. like bro, if you could build up a few walls and strategy plans for this gambling thing you could legit just save money and use it to buy more smokes, at least it would me money in your pocket rather than a casinos...make pragmatic steps and action plans with a family member or support worker to avoid the gambling...like at least if you do that and save your money you can spend it on something unhealthy that gives you a little bit of pleasure rather than something thats unhealthy and gives you no pleasure and just takes all your money for no reason at all haha

dont worry zen, a blast of demotivation can sometimes be the energetic shockwave that precedes a massive step forward <3 ;l

i feel connection to all animals, its almost like i know what its like to be them. check out this badass grizzly fight https://youtu.be/OloflbzNeMs?si=RPV2BdnMO0-vHNps

i think a legendary death would be cool, like giving a speech and being so overtaken by emotion that your heart gives way, that would be beautiful

well, at least your admitting it. its hard because i think manipulation is kind of like how leo now talks about selfishness, a degree of it is required. Think of it this way, if a male gave a female altered or exaggerated information to increase attraction this could in some ways be seen as manipulative...however think about what females do, they wear makeup. Is this not altered or exaggerated information? Also why would you go to an interview overdressed? Because you enjoyed spending the money on the suit? probably not. its because you want to control the interviewers mind and opinion of you. You want to influence them with appearances that will likely be at least slightly exaggerated. That could be classified as manipulation. Also, how did you get to the interview? Did you manipulate your car to get there? Or manipulate your body to walk there? If you cant control/manipulate all aspects of your reality in an appropriate way and to an appropriate degree (for example not making threatening undertones to an employer lol, or abusive social pressures to a girl). Then its just about distinguishing between what an appropriate amount of healthy selfish manipulation is. Btw for pragmatism's sake you might want to use words like "influence" or "guide" rather than manipulate. The word manipulate carries extreme, abusive connotations.

christianity: the soul is the mind will and emotions. Hinduism: the soul is the eternal part of what you are (what christianity calls the spirit). These terms are sometimes used interchangeably

The way I do it is just be detached. Not to say that you don't care about anything...but that is ultimately the best way to go about it in a way. You could also then do some social freedom exercises which start easy and work up to more challenging. For starters you could walk up to random people in a part of town you never go to and just ask people for the time or directions. Then after a lot of that you can start to actively embrace the awkward and socially alien: you can ask people "what time is it in Roman numerals" or after they give you directions just walk the opposite direction lol. Then slowly ramp it up to where you just walk up to a random girl and propose to her with a jelly ring on the spot. Gradually your social >freedom< will become better. Also generally becoming a badass is a good tool, but don't go towards Tate style badassery, you can be a calibrated badass. You could even start with wearing pink and walk down the street or whatever is mildly uncomfortable 4u

Bonus insight: the way to best consume the daily bread of Ballance and integration is the strategic elimination of social-spiritual isolation. Being alone is a trap.

That's gangster

find balance Leo's teachings are advanced and lots of it is supplementary not daily sustenance. My good friend sent me this (Book name: Psychedelics & Psychotherapy)

1ml RDS (reduced dead space) needless syringes. Save every drop

^ Big up dis wan innit

Typically you can't have massive power and massive safety simultaneously, not easily, especially with the most advanced teachings ITU. Plus someone needs to blaze the trail. This is particularly important as this particular trail happens to be the most amazing trail in existence. The key is baked into actualized brand - advanced self improvement. This is high level shit. Very difficult to do what the Leo avatar has done. Cool accomplishment. Now that the trail has been blazed, we can work on increasing safety

This is good advice. Check this insight out (mooji inspired): This is a silence that is discovered not maintained. Some can hear it, but most do not listen to it.

I think a 1 and a 123, that's just a jesus wanabe see

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"Unactualized" disease lol I actually second obelers advice. Psycs are good at getting unstuck. Also your mind is lying to you, you can find them. The mind bullshits itself my good friend do not believe it.

"The walking dead" - Daryl Dixon ". " - The Ones Who Survive

Smoke a fatty of 5

"god realised" is something that is likely far above and beyond what you believe those words to represent

I've recently discovered that one of the most relaxing things I have now is reading small portions of the bagavad Gita at night time when I roll into bed before I eventually fade Into temporary oblivion

I think it's Ultimately going in the right direction (the direction of inclusivism, acceptance, neurodiversity, abstraction, progressivism and more open mindedness). I think it's quite obvious what's happening in American ATM is a reaction to the (let's call it) "over-abstraction" of gender identity and masculinity and femininity. Extreme left has for sure weaponise sexuality and gender... big time...

Super important to investigate questions like these around males and men. Very dangerous to not. Failing to understand the requirements of male evolution can result in massive unhealthy Tate styled overextensions in a compensating manner. (Ok I'm about to say something that may slightly triggering for some about modern gender equality, I say this with depth and nuance) currently modern society's energetic body is doing its own reactionary compensation after thousands of years of unquestioned dominance of females and non-caucasian persons. The problem is the pendulum is now swinging too far in the other direction imo. Like I know gender dysphoria exists but I seriously doubt that I can literally and objectively and definitively become a female just by changing my mind as I sit here. I see certain truths behind it...like how the god in each of us is gender neutral, and that genetics are isolated things and they may very well be able to do full removal and replacement of male and female genetics possibly in the future. I know there are edge cases too. And it's obviously stupid to ostracise people for any reason (within reason)..but (and I'm just asking the question from a neutral philosophical perspective) does this mean that we can start encouraging young kids to change genders (whatever that even means)? Like when I investigate closely the whole area of sexuality and gender changes (and masculinity and femininity)...there is without doubt major major confusion especially within young adults and teenagers. Like young guys who think they're gay and they're actually just fucked up from porn and modern sexualised ideology. This is obviously a little sensitive to say anywhere these days, but I would place money on the fact that if anyone investigates this with enough honesty they will find similar instances that would not be uncommon. It's almost like society is trying to emasculate men to such a degree that they are getting confused as fuck and then eventually they develop extremely unhealthy secret coping mechanisms or worse...fucking shoot up a school or something shit. Society is definitely targeting masculinity at this point in history.