Aaron p

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  1. Yeah fair. I suppose in the context of having it towards a person, hope is a desire or wish where faith is nearly like you believe it's going to happen or has already happened. Faith is to believe/expect it will happen, hope is the desire for it to happen. Your right. Faith is very central. I suppose there are different forms of faith with different degrees of solidity and flavour. I suppose faith is the stronger precursor, embedded in a deeper place than hope. Faith is perhaps built on foundations of logic, historical success and intuitive assuredness. This is at least the better form of faith over blind faith.
  2. I think the word hope is probably better less religious connotations.
  3. Incredible how one simple thing is: think for yourself.
  4. What is this shit around Kanye west...it's like some weird fucking vibes around him or something It's like some kind of weird psychic energy
  5. Diet weight loss protein shakes. Meal placement. + Creatine (mental and physical performance) + omega 3 + multivit + glutamine peptides.
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  7. Meal replacement p shakes One in morning one at night instead of breakfast and late snack
  8. Every time I hear someone from trump admin speak I get this weird bad feeling
  9. I think with this topic it might be good to create a distinction between manipulation and suggestion. What you're pointing at is 100% legit... Like wearing a suit to a job interview, or a female wearing makeup to make herself look better to literally create an enhanced mask to create the false impression of exaggerated beauty, ultimately anything developed for aesthetic purposes is deceptive and "manipulative." But once again it would probably be more accurate and helpful to say that it's suggestion rather than manipulation. Your predicting what people want to control the outcome. The word manipulation carries slightly heavier connotations than the word suggestion... In pick up manipulation would probably be something like creating social pressure or controlling things to move in a certain direction... Where suggestion is more like predicting what the girl will like and playing into it because you like. Suggestion incorporates the free volition of other people. This suggestion it's like a softer version of manipulation. It's also kind of similar to tax avoidance Vs tax evasion.
  10. I predict massive focus on aesthetic technology in the future. Nice looking video games, human looking ai robots, AI art, everything fake, everything plastic
  11. Me as God ripping myself in half so I can have sex with a hot girl
  12. Don't know if any of y'all know Eric Andre, he essentially makes the most random, chaotic, disjointed and insane interviews ever:
  13. I love beating them with intelligence. Intelligence is such a weapon.
  14. It definitely feels like experience can be reduced down to simple physical particles /objects... But check out this insight:
  15. @freddyteisen I personally recommending stating with low dose phenethylamines. Getting comforting the epic transcendental space and gradually moved up. Long term this is better it provides you with a solid base to slowly build upon. If you jump dick first into a 5meo breakthrough it might snap your mind. Also look into combos, you can combine diazepam with 5meo to reduce fear. If your doing any tripping for 6-12 hour periods you can also look at getting some trip killers (olanzapine πŸ”₯πŸ”₯). Some people in Martin balls book (facilitators) also used mdma + 5meo and said they seen "a lot" of this combo we think hundreds. There is more risk with serotonin syndrome with MD+5meo combo but it's yellow warning as opposed to orange or red. so from reports it's very roughly around a 0.2857% chance of getting serotonin syndrome and after you do get it, it's about a 0.13699% chance of death lol. The only reason I'd suggest something that has even a 0.00001% chance of death is cuz I personally tried nnDMT+mdma and it was the single most beautiful experience of my entire life. Mdma has this incredible effect on the removal of fear. No fear virtually. Quite amazing. But you'd need to do lots and lots of careful research before doing the 5meo+mdma combo. But there are reports of 5meo causing serotonin syndrome on its own. You have to appreciate the gravity of what your doing when you move towards the 5meo space. This all sounds very negative but trust me, if you can get it right...heaven. This is what I seen on my breakthrough (kinda) but the bliss...holy shit...:
  16. Yeah I've come to the conclusion that I need to be very selective of who I hang around with. Something about my presence just brings forth people's true selves. Most of the time this means that you get to witness each person's demons. Occasionally however I get to see that there are some very very good people. But yeah count me out if you're hanging around degenerates with major Shadows... I will pull that shit right out of them and they will spray it all over me. I can't even control it
  17. This channel might be more weird than funny https://youtu.be/haBNiAridLI?si=ALtkmI9LmGEP_iLd
  18. Trans people are very brave and it must be super difficult to have such a fundamental aspect of yourself being set apart from how society says it should be. But, as with any movement of society in the right direction, its gone a bit far and become a trend in society for loads of people. Lots of people use it as a medium to express their mental illness. This might be seen as emotionally insensitive and yet, it is true as an actual phenomenal occurrence. The idea that mental illness is found more in LGBTQ+ people because they are oppressed is just horse shit. For this to be true it would also need to be true that we somehow accept LGBTQ+ people less than how we did 50 years ago. They ain't oppressed now and they still have way more mental illness. this doesn't discount from people who have natural inclinations and legit situations (and there appear to be quite a few), but it's just trying to identify what is natural and what is unnatural. I mean sure, homosexuality exists in nature...but so does rape, doesn't mean it's good This information shouldn't be used to bash LGBTQ+ people. Here's an unpopular and uncomfortable truth: homosexuality can cause serious mental illness and can be brought on by overconsumption of pornography or drugs. Rarely will you get someone willing to be so direct as me on this topic, and unlike a lot of Christian ideologues, I say this because it is an actual phenomenea, not because some holy book has triggered me emotionally. (Ps: I sense that some of this info is probably riddled with uncalibration, you'll have to forgive, but also you can see through it too observe the legit points I'm making).
  19. Nice, this is in response to my post "how to deal with stupid people"? Yeah nice info. This is very powerful and very deep. So just notice...here your still acknowledging that stupidity in people does actually exist your just saying that we should see through it. Which I agree with. It depends what perspective your taking...like from a politician perspective or a real world perspective...you know....we need to combat unintelligence to maintain society and it's progress. I think it's fully acceptable and appropriate to challenge the unintelligence of people, particularly if they're lack of intelligence is causing other people damage. The degree to which they're stupidity is causing damage should naturally be the degree to which combating said stupidity is appropriate because we need to function in the world too. What I've been able to gather in my own mind is that, while this discussion does relate to how we treat people who have higher levels of unintelligence, it's less about how we treat them and more about our subtle motivations as to why we're treating them this way (I.e. acting from mindless emotional reactivity Vs from calibrated consciousness of the requirement to take action) like if someone is assaulting a person because of the colour of their skin, you'll probably want to do more than patiently accept them (either call the cops or start throwing punches). But equally if we start throwing too many punches this can point to a lack of emotional control which is a problem within ourselves and so the key ingredients appear to be calibration and consciousness. They need to be calibrated, conscious punches. Lol
  20. Yeah I like what you say here lol. I deffo see the problems that can come from a lack of therapeutic vibes. I personally don't subscribe to only cut throat style or only therapy as I can see difficulties and problems arising from a subscription to one but not the other. I think I'll try walk the middle path cuz I think I can be cutthroat and therapeutic.
  21. Another insight I'm having is that that this kind of questioning doesn't necessarily relate to how I actually respond to other people's lack of consciousness... Like I'm still going to be very verbally corrective of people who are racist to my friends. If it happens again I'll probably tell them to go fuck themselves. I think what it's actually about is a deeper, subtler energy which is like an energy of reactivity or emotional volatility... Which of course points to something deeper within myself. So it's not necessarily that I need to stop being vocal about standing against social stupidity at large...I can continue doing that, but what I should be doing is being careful and mindful when analysing my heart to determine whether this vocal resistance is stemming out of emotional reactivity, or calibrated indignation. In other words I think I need to pay closer attention to the foundation and source of my vocality against stupidity in people. Whether it's coming from my own pain or from a detached awareness of the necessity to call it out for the actual benefit of people as opposed to just satiating and satisfying my desire to vent the pain I've experienced from previous situations (that were also brought about largely by the stupidity of people, myself included).
  22. Yeah like parents indoctrinating me with Christian ideology from the age of 2, people being racist to my buddy last night. Christianity is a big pit of outrageous stupidity like. It's also a dangerous pit of damaged people pretending to be healed resulting in loads of problems and dangers...it's essentially a collection pot dangerous idiots. My Christian teachers didn't know how to help me at all nor did my society know how to help me with my mental health problems as a young person. They just unconsciously punish you for acting out. People who just do group think are stupid (most people in government). I also feel that lots of therapists don't know how to deal with real trauma. Kind of like Christianity, it works when the problems aren't too difficult/deep. Such problems require real solutions. I think a lot of mainstream therapy actually reinforces trauma sometimes. The education system is kinda shit, teaching young people what to think instead of how to think...and forcing all young people into one modality of intelligence. Just constantly over and over again idiots not protecting young people (like even simple things about educating them about the basic dangers that exist in the world). These are a few. But as I've outlined in the updated message I think my entire question illuminates a deeper question, as to my relationship with my own suffering.