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Remember Leo's video about nihilism... negativity is a part of purpose to. After awakening you can say goodbye to all negativity

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"bliss"

Careful. "Truth" or your interpretation of truth can sometimes be sought in an unhealthy way...for example, choosing [what you see as] truth over a relationship with a family member...would be something to consider carefully. Like if your wife asks you if her ass looks fat in those jeans, just put truth to one side for a moment and don't wreck your marriage lol

@EntheogenTruthSeeker how's the grounding coming on bro? Nice and calm?

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@Zeroguy shits fire dawg ? ?????⚡?????

@EntheogenTruthSeeker John 14:20 "On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you." 1 Corinthians 6:17 " the person who is joined to the Lord is one spirit with him." Your one with the spirit of the lord...which means if your spirit and god's spirit were both in a room, there would only be one spirit in the room...you/god. One The entire story of Jesus is, in the most absolute level of your reality, a dream your imagining as a reflection of yourself. You came from god and you are God. But Christian religion is extremely misleading concerning actual truth. It's impossibility is translated into its awesomeness when it's discovered to be true ❤️

I would be fucked without actualised.org. I appreciate all the work done here by Leo and his trusted band of merry men. #EnlightenedBeard

It's the whole way in which you go about trying to find yourself that matters. The entire structure of the question and what you expect to arrive at. I find confusion can stem from the lack of knowledge of how you are to know yourself at all. I've found that it's helpful to remember that your method should be highly guided by intuition. And in a dream there is only one way things happen...no way (which is the ultimate way). So the way I know how to know myself is the one rule of unlimited imagination which is both small, big... complicated, simple...easy, difficult... incredible, and normal. Because limitless imagination imagines these things. It's not that your Gona get a formula of "oh I have discovered myself, let me write this down now that is what I am." So how do you know how to know yourself? Realise that empty and limitless imagination is the only rule set. Use Intuition. Your heart matters the most. It's actually more like it chooses you. I've found people are born with a certain purity of heart that is unparalleled in the search of truth. If you are one of these people all you need to do is put loads of effort in and press the accelerator

People like the "concentrate on candle" one more than I realised. Try concentrating on sahasrara, has combo effect

Lol ...quite

I need some down to earth skills with women. I'm getting into shape and I'm becoming more confident... I'm looking for somewhere that is comprehensive, step by step. But where might I find the best pickup communities? I'm aware that different locations will have different opportunities...I guess I'm wondering did you guys go to online communities or in person? Share your source with me:)

@meta_male I feel your pain bro. I grew up in a sort of cult and lost my granny and didn't even get to see her get buried. And I am well aquatinted with perpetual pain. A helpful detail to remember is that deep pain isint usually irreversible, and you can actually use the pain as a massive fuel source for powerful self discovery/development. Pain is the great teacher. At least here you'll be heard and bettered. Keep your chin up, benefit from Leo's [awesome] material and remember, if pain doesent defeat you, it can only make you stronger.

Everyone knows the truth, they just don't know that they know. Until they do

Self enquiry, vipassana, yoga. Long practices. Psychedelics. You have to stop playing around and just decide to change. Your not weak...stop acting like it

It looks like your just Gona have to tackle consciousness work in a more old school way. Fear not tho, lots of people do it that way. Your still Gona improve yourself and live a good life. Just use all of your motivation to push yourself a little harder naturally with no psyc's

In my experience, the ability to ask sweeping questions without necessarily arriving at any answers is an excellent ability to have. Your mind will want to arrive at an answer as soon as you ask your question. Like sweeping a dirty room, as long as your making small sweeping movements in the right direction consistently, you'll eventually clean out the room (arrive at your answer). Doing things this way takes longer but it's more authentic and comprehensive. And then when you have these different groups of people; atheists, materialists, religious, spiritual, and psychonauts...and you wonder which school is correct, you might be the one to realise that they are all wrong, AND they are all right. Truth doesent usually fit easily into any manmade category of philosophy, so instead of starting with a school of philosophy and working towards truth, start with truth and hold no dogma whatsoever. Or at least don't believe your dogma. And if your confused..just bring yourself back to the basics. What are you trying to find with this work. What does your intuition say. What is reality. What is god. What is the difference between hallucination and reality?

Be careful to distinguish realisation for more beliefs. Believing that you are God, is very different to realising you are God. Belief can actually lead to overly nihilistic outlooks on life. Look at church for example. All their beliefs in having an awesome life, makes their life shit. The moment you truly realise you are God, you will experience bliss that you cannot currently fathom or comprehend. Consciousness is not the same as knowledge ...initially

There is always wisdom to be used concerning what to say in certain circumstances...but also be aware that your never Gona satisfy everyone with how you act. Some will want you to be louder, some will want you to be quieter...some, confidence, others, timidity. And you also aren't responsible for what others think. In this sense, your best move is to just act authentically and if people can't see that your being authentic then...their bad. But a lot of the time, if your heart is strong enough, what happens is something cool...some people see your confidence and authenticity and it actually motivates them to be more authentic themselves. Which they will think your awesome for (if they're the ones who are inspired by you, as opposed to angered by you...because there will be those as well). This of course is different again if your in a situation where you need to control the outcome, like if your running your own business for example. Your Gona Wana predict as accurately as you can the response of your consumers. Personally my approach is just, continually purify my motives and heart more and more and act authentically when authenticity is the best move. It's not always the best move. For example, if your in work and an overweight person says "I like these jeans but do you know why they don't fit me" and you turned around and said "because your fat" you'll get fired lol. Ego is required for survival. And authenticity can be applied even when your lying in my opinion...because even if your lying to protect the greater good, at least you can be authentic with yourself and secretly know that your authentically being inauthentic... although maybe I'm wrong

It's like the most esoteric thing ever man. Hard to grasp. And also it's hard to recognise the benefits of it. I've had tiny visions and insights what it's like to get to the point Leo's at. Leo's more advanced than a lot of people realise. To live in complete and utter bliss. People don't realise what awakening really means. It's hard to get it like, which is why most of the time people who end up actually getting enlightened, usually start off with a shit mind or start with a life filled with unfulfillment, pain or suffering

If, for the sake of ease of understanding, we take spacial finitude for example...and ask the question, "when you come to the edge of your finite spacial existence, whatever is beyond that must be infinite." What would happen if you crossed that barrier. Or what would that barrier look like. Either the universe is limited or unlimited, both are impossible.

In my experience people usually can't face reality because they deem it too painful or difficult to work with. It is of course directly tied to survival as identity. Also a lot of the time people just aren't self aware enough to realise that they just blindly believe things and fool themselves lol. It's emotional as well and a basic lack of authenticity with themselves

Ok so admittedly, I did hit a bong like 5 to 10 minutes prior. But I've hit 100 bongs before. This was just a tiny one for old times sake with a friend. And I was fine... But roughly 10 minutes afterwards, I had to go. So I said my goodbyes and stood up to leave and as I walked towards the outside exit...WAM...this absolutely huge wave of confusion and what felt like delerium hit me. Felt like I was tripping hardcore for 30 seconds. I somehow got through the door and walked away a little bit but couldnt walk in a straight line and fell right on my ass. I'm never like this, I can usually always stay on my feet. This was soooo strong. Also having loads of fear of death. Doing well in standing in fearlessness as much as possible. --- I'm developed enough to recognise these things as signs of growth. But it's really fkin intense man. Phew. Difficulty being motivated to meditate consistently, but when I do...it's much deeper than usual. - I'm finding this intuitive guidance in what feels like the eye of a storm. Wisdom growing significantly. More and more of a desire to push through with 5meo. It feels like like de-ja-vo. Feels familiar...like I've been here before. And also like I'm not controling anything and that everything is happening perfectly. Life is changing. I can instinctively tell that it will be rewarding to push through with 5meo...but just taking it easy for now. I'm hitting my weight loss goals, eating healthier, using vitamins, friendships and relationships are better than ever. I'm noticing improved focus and improved efficiently. It's like I can see things clearer. I'm also ironically noticing my certain still present negative habits begining to decrease naturally. In conclusion: Feeling good, my body can tell it's getting closer to awakening and I'm learning to submit. To not be afraid. I trust in God. It's led me this far, it will continue to lead.