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Bro haha I took 300ug one time and I just completely lost control of my bodily movements. I could just about steer my body like a large boat as it paced around and around in circles looking for something. I've never been so confused in my entire life hahaha. I thought It was my clothes getting in the way so I took them all of all while still going in circles. I have no idea what the fuck I was thinking. Lol. Eventually I put my clothes back on, gathering them piece by piece each circuit I done and went for a run. Lol things got better.

Btw man. If your actually going fully into this you miiiiight want to review Leo's cult psychology series just for good measure to completely inoculate you against accidentally starting a cult lol

Ok good beard. Ok I just subbed. I'm in.

The beard is on point.

Damn. Sorry to hear that bro. Sounds super difficult. Connect with high quality people on the forum for support. Chemo is highly effective and depending on your cancer type, you could get cured and look back on this experience in 20 years and think "this experience was the single most vital experience to my lifes fulfilment." Don't let the mind jump to extreme conclusions. My granda got cured of cancer. He didn't even use chemo. If your strong enough you could even use this experience to face certain possible eventualities head on. But this would require strength and be careful not to overestimate your own strength here. Let me just say this, what we imagine certain experiences to be are extremely inaccurate and what society has called the deepest and worst possible events...are actually not. God is your ultimate friend and ultimate protector. And man, if we're going to be honest...there really is nothing to fear. Your story has just dramatically changed, you could be an incredibly powerful force for helping others in despair. They will respect you 1000x more. You could change lives even just by posting on this forum.

Lucid dream (check out giz Edwards on YouTube), sensory deprivation float tanks, holotropic breath work. Also having an intense sexual experience can be transcendental.

Leo = actual top G

@Buck Edwards y is your profile pic a different image of an attractive girl every time I see you haha

The boss has spoken

absolute gangster. Oh boy this gets me pumped for my own first deep awakening

People from the blue light drug harm reduction site have info on mixing Molly and NN and even mixing Molly with 5meo. With the m+5 combo you need to take a lot of care as there is possible harm that can happen, but minimal if you lower both doses. But m+NN is extremely good, removes all fear. If I went back I would never have done a single NN trip without m. Although m is addictive and neurotoxic so max once every 3 months or so. Fear on NN is very difficult for most, m conveniently removes all the fear and guarantees a good trip lol, handy. Also if your trying mushies or lysergic invest in some trip killers. It's handy to have a button you can press to just end a trip if it's going in a bad direction.

Firstly his name was yeshua which is actually closer to Joshua than the westernised "Jesus." So the canonical scriptures say that Joshua was unattractive (Isaiah 53:2), that he was did self improvement (Luke 2:52), he hung out with low quality people (Luke 7:34) and seriously pissed off religious people when addressing fact that he knew he was god. I do believe that this manifestation of the absolute can serve quite nicely when the ego requires some tenderness and something it can relate to. From an all out enlightenment perspective is probably not useful but we aren't all there yet. Josh was actually quite a nice sounding guy. An interesting specimen. I think he would have fit in in this community lol. Check out what he said here: Matthew 11:28-30 “Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”

It's so fucking hilarious because the entire picture of Jesus challenging the prevalent religion at the time (Judaism) *is* the whole message. It's so unfortunate that religion can get it so so wrong. But Its also quite obvious to me that the vibration of God has maintained under currents of truth through religious developments. Like the verse "God is love". Like kinda fucking similar. There are points of overlap and interest but trying to get anywhere with religion alone is very futile. Quite dangerous actually cuz you could easily fall into a 40 year long Buddhist trap. Like that's a serious possibility. Jesus wasnt quite oppositional to religion as he did condone faith (the essence of religion) but he was very mystical too. He pissed off the religious people so much that they literally executed him. Or so the story goes. Baked into the story of Jesus I find elements of fractured truth. Lots of people say the historical likelihood of his existence is quite strong given the records and such. And religion itself is of course very central in stage blue... As such it is a major part of collective evolution. But it is extremely limited and not powerful in certain ways. But a better alternative to being a drug addict or directionless homeless person.

It's kinda funny cuz by definition, the one and only sign of enlightenment is, itself