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@Leo Gura Im interested in an update too.

Does anyone have any idea why this is being ignored?

@Leo Gura

im curious too

Hi, I saw Leos blog post from when he had recently finished water fast and was a lil ways into the carnivore diet. That was months ago ya? Just looking for an update...

if I stare at something it does not take very long for it to move, but its like im becoming ungrounded. not like the impression i get when reading that the statue began moving to him, that to me implies that it like walked over..... i dont know what I am dealing with.... i hit my head when younger, got lyme disease, inhaled something I shouldnt have, was in a couple crashes, grew up with psychological abuse, grew up with migraines, soo idk.... Im going to be trying neuroptimal and will be seeing a neuro-opthalmology neurologist (lotta neuro-op people dont have a very deep neuro background). if I observe what is like this constant sort of frequency in my mind/vision it can make for an interesting meditation at least. take my descriptions with a grain of salt tho...ya.... when going over qeeg results with Peter from brain-trainer.com he said it's like my brain's balancing on a knifes edge or trying to (forget which). good description, but knifes edge isnt 100% accurate....

if your intelligence is infinite then wouldnt you have already single handedly like eliminated all suffering on the planet and done things which I cant even imagine?

In Leo's video where he makes a healthy meal (the salad with eggs), he says not to really worry about calories. Is there a particular book where Leo learned about calories?

Interesting. Were your pointer finger/thumb in a loop? I feel like the only real way for people to know if the loop serves a purpose is if they actually get to a high enough level of meditation to realize whether or not it does. My purpose for it does not go beyond the social aspect of people noticing me/the loop, but maybe in the future it will (idk). Also, I feel like one would have to be at a very high level to figure out the loop thing. Such a high level that I wouldnt really be worried about them seeing me lol. Anyways, I think the look of someone in that position definitely symbolizes perfection(in a way) and peace, ya know? There could actually be something to it.......

@silene The whole reaction thing is why it would be hard for me to do this. I doubt I would get an actual reaction but it would still be quite hard for me to forget about reactions that might be going on inside peoples heads. I have actually done this before lol. Its different now that Ive crossed it off the list, probs harder... @everythingisnothing My body awareness goes up even if im not meditating. ... ... Hard for me to really let go around most people, but whatevs. Either of you two(or anyone else) think lotus in public would help to positively impact/influence people?

Hello, I am sure yall know of the meditation position w/ the pointer fingers/thumbs connecting to form loops.... Ok well, I was thinking about going to a public park and sitting like that under a tree because for some reason it would be hard for me. ... .... .... Anyone think its a good idea? Bad idea? Any other thoughts? Seems interesting for some reason. Anyways, theres definitely more I could have said, but im keeping this simple. <3

@Roy I realized that it is impossible for me to make a real promise because I cannot predict the future. Interesting comment btw. I'm going to have to read it over again.

Just reread through most of these comments. I have typos and a couple potential errors.... Anyways, I want to say I am not sure yall understood the point I was trying to make in the original post and it also doesnt seem like many if you understand why insulting is wrong, even if the one insulting runs this forum. Well, I am very capable of knowing if I was full of shit. If you can make sense of these words then I am probably not full of shit. IF, THEN.... Make sense?

@TheAvatarState You didnt get it.

@Roy stop treating it as meaningful? Dont have to read everything below lol.... About the specific situations: There are two and it is the second one which is bothersome to me because the first happened when I was young and didn't know a whole lot better. With that being said though, if I tell myself that a promise is a promise no matter what level of maturity then it would reach into my childhood more. The current bothersome promise has to do with cigarettes, but I never used a whole lot, not like your typical addict. I dont really think they are the problem here. I would never purposely break a promise. When I make a promise to not use for X amount of time, I would try really hard to create a workaround or to find loopholes..ect...I am smart. I have a powerful mind. That mind which so strongly strives to honor the "sacredness" of a promise is also the same mind that tries so hard to come up with any creative fkin alternative pathway or something.... A really simple example would be using a Game cigar from a gas station instead of a cigarette, and then adding no Game cigars to the list of rules.... Ok well the whole thing becomes extremely complicated. I have generated some very crazy thoughts throughout this game. Off the top of my head I can come up with: Coming from the Game cigar example I could then add that exceptions/loopholes are a thing and from there I could then look at this as a sort of loophole. Like this now. What even is this loophole? It's crazy. Mb it's just part of the previous exception/loophole, idk. This becomes like a battle to defeat the current list of promise rules with my max mind thought strength or whatever lol, but I'm really just like fighting myself. Kinda just realizing that now. This whole thing is more of a game than an addiction. Like I said, I would never purposely break a promise. What ends up happening is that as I get closer and closer to figuring something out I get more excited....well I dont know if I jump the gun or what, but sometimes afterwards I'll start second guessing myself. The magic goes away and I start getting worried about whether or not I successfully scored without breaking my promise.... I remember coming up with this one loophole that was like a loophole which was so good that it like leveled any potential false score in the past. I have spent hours on end coming up with things while driving for Uber Eats.