Jack River

Oh yeah. Language is a b..Fear of change fuels the walking dead.

I knew what you meant dude. so what do you do about your issue?

This is action of the dead. The dead being the old or past. So when we project this deadness really that means we are the living dead. To me living means no fear. No fear, no projection. Kinda goes with Buddha and his life is change quote. But fear resist change. Then we project.

You want to be dead? I think get it dude..they have an idea of what you are and that idea is bs. It brothers you. I don’t know if you notice this but persons hold ideas about you out of fear. And I doubt persons really love always having to control how they see someone else to feel more secure. It seems to be how the self works man. It is built to be defensive. I do understand what you are saying. We all should. I have this same thing with my parents. I talked about deep with facless. It is two images fighting with eachother. Two illusions looking to each other to make each other happy or satisfied. What i mean by I was dead for 37 years was I was caught in this conditioned relationship my entire life. This is what I consider being dead. Always being caught in the past. Do you get what I mean by that?

I don’t get what you are saying? Anybody else?

Yep. So tricky.

What is concentrating? What wants to become?

Oh yeah! It’s so subtle dude

I mean I have been a dead for 37 years. I don’t really know what is meant by enlightenment. Seems weird to say I have become an idea. I can say there is no more feeding fear.

Running away from the fact to the idea. Chasing enlightenment the idea, instead of observing what is the fact. Always running from what is actual to what we want instead. Resisting fear makes fear stronger.

Nice thread..This is powerful stuff. I have been putting all energy towards this for the last few weeks now. Best thing I have ever done.

Right. Divided movement of thought.

@MarkusSweden One thing noticed from 37 years of not living, psychological time is not understood. We seem to try and become something and we are not aware of it. There is no attention to this inner movement of fear. We gather all kinds of information not seeing that it strengthens fear and holds us back. There is no attention to what prevents freedom.

Nice dude

Understand what feeds “the me”.

@MarkusSweden have you decided this because you see that seeking a map leads to more depending on the map? To keep doing this is feeding the illusion. Crazy huh man?

The veil that blankets BE-ING Are we aware that “the i” is a veil of conceptualizations, or the accumulated(experience, knowledge, memory), that responds to the now with that content-movement of the past?? That being one and the same movement as “the i”, or “the knower-known”, that seeks security in time, which prevents actual timeless be-ing. All this being a movement of fear with the agenda of self preservation. To evade the fact to the abstraction in order to capture and maintain a sense of psychological security-psychological permanence. Do we see that as long as there is this neurotic compulsion to adhere, and project, that which has been accumulated through the movement of thought, (experience, knowledge, memory), that in so doing, we are preventing actual present moment be-ing?? Do we see that we meet the dynamic happening of “the now”, with that accumulation of the past,(thought as the i)?? The alive and dynamic action of be-ing, is then blanketed with all that movement of the i, (memory), which projects itself in place of “what is” in accordance to its own static content of what should be. In this movement of time as the i, there is then an interpretation of that static content, which influences the projection, which then follows an action in accordance to that projected image. Again, that action is the response of an interpreted-projection, which is the response of memory, registering, recollecting from the past-thought. We then apply that finite veil of experience to meet the challenge of the infinite -active dynamic now. In the actual “action of be-ing”, there is no choosing between the opposites. Actual be-ing implies the absence of choice as the chooser, who chooses between two opposing concepts, or any content-movement from the past whatsoever...Choosing, or deciding between, is one and the same movement as the past that acts according to the false notion, that ‘the chooser’ is different from that which it chooses. This is an example of the dualistic nature of thinking, when “the thinker”, thinks, it is separate from that which it thinks. Even, “present movement be-ing”, can be the product of conceptualization if this accumulated movement-contents, as the i, which is the past, meets the present active and elusive now. In that, the active happening of now is then deduced by the deadness of the past, (memory), and (thought as the i), then becomes projected again as a future barrier to “the be-ingness of now” Here I have utilized thought, (a conceptual expression), that points to a fact that is common to the conditioned consciousness of human kind. Pointing to the actuality that the psychological accumulation of “the i” distorts, and makes for this (deduction), that diminishes the beauty, joy, and creativity of the dynamic, aliveness, of now. When we can observe without the observer, which is void of (experience, knowledge, memory), or time as the i, only then is there a timeless dynamic/stillness of be-ing. This is what I have been exploring over the last four months or so. How to explain this “ending of experience”, more efficiently....What it boils down to is the ending of experience in and of itself. Freedom to me, implies the absence of experience, or(measure), acting as a veil to that which is immeasurable. Experience has its place in practical affairs, but psychologically it has none. When all psychological experience as the i ceases to be carried over onto the living movement of now, only then that which is mysterious, (THE SACRED), is actualized. This is what I would refer to as BE-ING, or consciousness empty of its conditioned movement-content of time as the i. Or what I refer to as headlessness. As I have said before, to me, this is the most creative movement that can take place. This movement is not found within the realm of time. Nor is this the invention of thought, but an actualized emptiness void of the conditioned nature of thought, consciousness empty of its contents-movement so that there can be communion with WHAT IS. BY FACELESS

Who who !!

I’m wondering if you understand what was said?

Awsome dudes!

You understand what is being said dude?

One thing I learned is how all this accumulation of knowledge or map making can be fear trying to escape itself. I now see that the map and the me are really the same. By understanding disguised fear there is an awareness of this. Its so subtle we totally miss it dudes.

Yep

@yawning_ welcome

Yeah he means experience as in the experience one accumulates over time. I have had this before about two months ago. Atleast from how he explains it it seems very similar. It is hella strange dude.