Hello, my name is Rashad this is my first time posting on this forum. I Have been following Leos work for a few years now and my growth as a human being has skyrocketed. I see the world in a very different way now. I have not tried psychedelics but I do not fear them. I can see myself merging with the world around me. For example, I have a tremendous compassion and connection to animals now. furthermore, I used to fear bees and hornets I now have a connection to them that transcends words. My growth as a spiritual being is very much underway but My career is quite stagnant. I can't seem to get reasonable work (when I say reasonable I mean lucrative, safe and worthy of my abilities). I consider my self a humble person so I have taken meager work and often do very poorly. A large part of my issue is my development as a spiritual being creates a powerful presence that shifts the environment around me. People start to change and that change is not always desired. For example, people start to look at their dreams and feel that they are more obtainable because of my encouragement. I can see creating a great deal of change in the world with what I have become. But I have a huge hurdle in the fact that I continue to have issues gaining work. I even took a shot at starting my own business and had serious difficulties. I wanted to gain insight from others doing the work that I do on a spiritual level to see how I should move forward.
P.S. thank you so much for reading through all of that.
