Mafortu

So there is the dream state (the illusory world we all experience right now) and there is the REAL reality, god, or truth, which is hidden from our senses. Being awakened means you are directly conscious of that REAL reality, as far as some teachers suggest. If so, can you be 100% certain, than at the moment you die, that REAL reality will continue exactly as you are directly conscious of right now? In other words, are you experiencing death simultaneously with the dream?

I dont think there will be a "you" to look for another life to be conscious of. If a videogame character dies, the game keeps going, if the game closes the computer keeps running, so on and so forth... and we are biological programs afterall.

Don't be that guy in the gym that finds it "funny" when he sees a fat guy at the walk machine. The truth being "hidden" is a popular interpretation by many teachers. If its obvious to you, congrats.

Sorry I forgot the word "if" there, just edited the post, it should make more sense now.

I just repeated in slightly different words what every non-dual teacher tells us, not sure why you laughed at this. There is the awakened state and the dream state, unless you are new to these concepts this shouldn't surprise you.

I am aware of this, I am asking for those that are directly conscious of nonduality if they perceive themselves as both dead and alive at the same time. (formlessness, and formed)

By final episode you mean the The End of Evangelion movie right? If so, yes I would agree, it gets all sorts of weird and powerful.

Up the doses, I also have high tolerance to psychedelics and have to take 3x to experience what others do at 1x

in a way the true self (god) lives and dies in all life and manifestations, everywhere, simultaneously, infinitely but I dont think my ego-mind will "reincarnate" somewhere, my wishes, my passions, my memories and my emotions will die along with this earthly body

Questioning everything.

It made me more chill and made me love myself a lot more, still have anxiety and depression but not as much as before.

So movement is real? Can this "movement" be undone or go backwards?

Sadhguru is the Neil deGrasse Tyson of spirituality

What will happen is a fragment of reality will wake up from the dream that it was acting as AlwaysJoggin and will join back into the infinite canvas of consciousness.

Whenever you see the word god in this forum, just imagine they are actually saying "truth", "reality" or "consciousness", that way your preconceptions wont get in the way of what people are actually meaning here.

Can you link to said lecture or video?

3:14 More interesting and exiting development! Teal Swan just released this video, at 3:14 she also suggests that enlightenment is not binary as Frank says.

what a fascinating video, a part of me hates that guy because he gives a very douchy vibe, but hes words are right

millions of cells die each day in your body, but you keep living millions of humans die each year, but mankind keeps living I dont think "it" ever ends, as it is endless, a cell cannot grasp our awareness anymore than we can grasp infinity (so to speak)

There are thousands of other great youtubers that can motivate you, let Leo handle the heavy machinery I recommend you Teal Swan, also goes balls deep into the big questions but also has content for everyday stuff

I really wish I could rewind time and witness how life really started on earth. It lays a heavy burden on me, the fear of dying without these answers. Did organic life come from a meteor? Or did earth just happen to manifest itself with the right ingredients? Did aliens plant the seed of life here?

The flat tire could be interpreted by another suicidal person as a sign that god is further mocking him. "Oh you thought you were having a nice ride somewhere? Think again!". He could also think "if god wanted me to stop he would have sent someone, instead of giving my broke ass another bill I cant pay." Thats the thing with reasons and meanings, they can mean a million things.

if nothing is true, then everything is a lie

What afterlife? You only got one. This is not a videogame, your progress doesn't carry into your next attempt.