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By final episode you mean the The End of Evangelion movie right? If so, yes I would agree, it gets all sorts of weird and powerful.

Up the doses, I also have high tolerance to psychedelics and have to take 3x to experience what others do at 1x

in a way the true self (god) lives and dies in all life and manifestations, everywhere, simultaneously, infinitely but I dont think my ego-mind will "reincarnate" somewhere, my wishes, my passions, my memories and my emotions will die along with this earthly body

Questioning everything.

It made me more chill and made me love myself a lot more, still have anxiety and depression but not as much as before.

So movement is real? Can this "movement" be undone or go backwards?

Sadhguru is the Neil deGrasse Tyson of spirituality

What will happen is a fragment of reality will wake up from the dream that it was acting as AlwaysJoggin and will join back into the infinite canvas of consciousness.

Whenever you see the word god in this forum, just imagine they are actually saying "truth", "reality" or "consciousness", that way your preconceptions wont get in the way of what people are actually meaning here.

Can you link to said lecture or video?

3:14 More interesting and exiting development! Teal Swan just released this video, at 3:14 she also suggests that enlightenment is not binary as Frank says.

what a fascinating video, a part of me hates that guy because he gives a very douchy vibe, but hes words are right

millions of cells die each day in your body, but you keep living millions of humans die each year, but mankind keeps living I dont think "it" ever ends, as it is endless, a cell cannot grasp our awareness anymore than we can grasp infinity (so to speak)

There are thousands of other great youtubers that can motivate you, let Leo handle the heavy machinery I recommend you Teal Swan, also goes balls deep into the big questions but also has content for everyday stuff

I really wish I could rewind time and witness how life really started on earth. It lays a heavy burden on me, the fear of dying without these answers. Did organic life come from a meteor? Or did earth just happen to manifest itself with the right ingredients? Did aliens plant the seed of life here?

The flat tire could be interpreted by another suicidal person as a sign that god is further mocking him. "Oh you thought you were having a nice ride somewhere? Think again!". He could also think "if god wanted me to stop he would have sent someone, instead of giving my broke ass another bill I cant pay." Thats the thing with reasons and meanings, they can mean a million things.

if nothing is true, then everything is a lie

What afterlife? You only got one. This is not a videogame, your progress doesn't carry into your next attempt.

You can truncate that saying to "everything is". Reasons and meanings are misleading words, at its core everything is at a chain reaction with everything, so of course if I push my plate it will fall and break, what is the reason and meaning of that? The answer would piggy back to the beginning of everything, if there is such a thing.

Some cringe answers here, but we can ultimately salvage three conclusions: 1- Supernatural powers are as real as Hogwarts or Aladdin's genie. They are manifestations of god, just like we. Real or fake holds little distinction from this perspective, and rightfully so. Now.. 2- Does anyone have one and are able to prove it live in a room with renown scientists and physicists? No. And anyone believing so is just being deluded. 3- Can you have an experience of it? Yes, and most likely in altered sates of consciousness. But Point 2 cannot be refuted no matter how hard anyone wants it.

Yes, he does. In the same J.K Rowling is fond of her meanest characters, she wrote them that way for a higher purpose. Our stories feel way too personal for us, which is why its hard for us to grasp this truth without feeling angry at god for all the "evil" in the world.

I think it have an good ear for mind-bending spiritual music, and often think music recommended in this forum is cringe and embarrassing, so I am curious, what music or bands would you consider god level?

Colors, like numbers, are infinite.

A book author cares about all of his characters, even those he wrote tragic stories for