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@purerogue I meant to say in the present moment. the now.

So there is only "peace-being-consciousness beyond time and space" . We are that but couldn't realize it at the moment?.......

If people didn't realize that , will they be in eternal suffering? To infinity? Or will there be a definitive end when everyone will realize it? I am thinking through the perspective of physical death. Let's say, if people are unconscious of these, till whenever, will we be stuck in physical reality?(you call it illusions~) ,or if we died in this physical reality, will the suffering continues in the form of life after death? As in hell and heaven, depending on the Ego's life...... or, will there be a definitive point where everyone will realize it regardless of not achieving that Awareness?

@winterknight okay

How do you define 'the you that is actually quite blindingly obvious'? Is it normal physical state with peace and presence? Or is it non-physical?

@winterknight How does the act of mindfulness bring someone to Enlightenment? How does the process work?

@Jack River I don't understand everything else that you talk about. What is movement? What is division of observer and the observed? Haha I don't get it.

@lmfao I come to this conclusion after watching the video. It's a good one, thanks. I'm just curious..to know what it's like.. @MiracleMan Playing God is a sin in my religion. We cannot compare God to anything.....(but there's attributes of God reflected in all of God's Creations). *But no, I was wrong, you can't compare God to it's Creations.....I am unreliable~I don't know....(this is precisely why I wanna learn more with the guru that i went to last few weeks, but i have university commitment.........) Does it mean we need to have both then? To have a holistic view?

Okay so a complete surrender to God and be in the moment & not worry about anything else, in other word, complete trust and faith to God, or if it's in decision making, it should be from God's consciousness? But what if........there is an action that I know for sure is gonna work, should I refrain myself? For example, if I saw a dog should I run or should I just let it be? Leave it to God~ Or should I not care about anything and just be spontaneous and do whatever feels right? or, if I have faith, nothing gonna hurt me unless He Wills it........ or........free will is relative to our faith.........? *okay i'll stop asking now* If I think it through, can I realize non-duality? (Conceptually speaking, it all comes from God, the One that is eternal~). I'll think it through. *okay that's considered chasing~~

@non_nothing okay sorry if it's wrong, these are just thoughts that make sense to me. I bluntly wrote it as it make sense to me, so don't take it as true as I could be wrong. Can you explain what is this separation that you talk about? I haven't experience non-duality, so I really don't know. What i mean by that is, i believe everything is the Creation of God, even the Ego/evils are God's creations. And it's true that without the enlightened prophet, i wouldn't know how to pray. In other words, I wouldn't know the existence of God. What makes u uncomfortable, my view of separation between God and Creation? What is your non-dual views of my current view? It is dualistic ? To make sure that it is One? Oneness...non-dual? If it's those that makes you worry ,a few people had explained it to me. And I think, for it to be fully grasped in it's real magnitude, I need to experience it myself to understand it. *Okay i won't talk about things I didn't know from now on. .....but can you explain it to me either way? Seems like it bothers you, must be something important that i should realize. Or maybe I should ask God about it.

Haha okay i had think about this deeper..... Without the gurus, without the prophets, without everything else that ever existed in our human experience(including the bad and the good with no exception), without the perceptions and this so called "illusions" , we wouldn't know God/Truth. We will still be unconscious. Forever. Even the prayers/meditations that we did everyday to connect to God, or to even know the existence of God, is through others......through everything else. Without the prophets & the gurus, I wouldn't even know the existence of God. We learned all these from the previous generations, and the knowledge continues from generation to generation. That's one example. Another example is, haha it is everything that's around us , without these human experiences, we wouldn't know God. All the books that we've read, the authors, the community from different stages in spiral dynamics, the villains and the sages, those are all pointers towards Truth if you really look at it. It's God's Mercy everywhere to make Himself known to it's Creations. God's Love & Mercy(&wisdom). Even being confused & going through the seeking phase, is one of the infinite ways of getting to know God aka the Absolute Truth. Is this what it means when they say, "wherever you'll look, you'll see God" ? / Everything = God / Manifestations of God in Everything? *another example : without 5MeO-DMT Leo wouldn't know of his true nature~ hence we wouldn't know of all the important insights & wisdom that is Actualized.org~ &It goes full circle, if there is no illusion, there will be no barriers that separate us with God. But that's not how things are. Because we are already in this illusion. It's unavoidable. So we have to turn it back to normal inside out with all these inquiries. (Haha i don't know tho I haven't experience Oneness so don't believe what I say it could be wrong). It's fine to be in this "Ego" as long as you keep going, at your own pace. It's not like you can skip a stage or something. And God wouldn't mind it either as long as you keep going, nearer to Truth~ Never stop learning till you get to be in that Truth eternally~ *Contemplation is not a distraction if it brings you closer to Truth*

@non_nothing why haven't you watched that video? It's a good one.

@non_nothing why? in case if i'd be scared when facing the Truth? But there will be no fears left when you had surrendered yourself completely to the Truth. Whatever that may be, It's a journey into the unknown btw, might as well give yourself completely to the infinite intelligence, than to be attached to impermanent/groundless 'thing'. Because whenever i had this mindset, it's more effortless, the answers will comes at me through everything else without me having to work hard to find it. From my experience, it will be effortless. What is the possible danger that you talk about? Do you mean the 'attachment' aspect of it? Or the God = Everything part of it? Or the nothingness?

I had think about this for quite a while, and come to this realization just now. The trick is, you can't ask questions. To anyone. The more you ask , the more you'll get into the loopholes of suffering and it will be never ending circles till you stop asking. Haha. And surrendered yourself completely to the One. When you depend on no others but Him. When you turn to no others but Him. Whenever you're confused, or stuck, or get into troubles or falls into the never ending loopholes, you only return to Him, the One and only God. Only then you'll be fine. Completely free from any forms of sufferings. When you look up to no others but the One, He will guide you. But better yet if you've come to a point where you no longer feels the desire to ask questions, even to God, as you have surrendered yourself completely to God and are at ease with that. The One and the Absolute *Don't get me wrong, you shouldn't stop asking if there's still desire. Fixed whatever that makes you unable to surrender yourself completely to God. 100%. But again, this is only the beginning. The journey will still be further. But now you're in the guidance of God. and you'll be fine. Wherever He leads you to be.. I think this is manners 1.0 in serving God. In 'finding' God. In getting to know God. The more you talk about it with other than God, or discuss about it, or even tryin to convey the messages, the more you'll fall into the trap. Hence all the sufferings.The discussion will be never ending. You won't ever come to a conclusion/realization, when you're still ascribing something to God. Whatever that is that you returned to other than Him. That's it. This is just mannerism tho. There's still a lot of other aspect in this journey. Ps: This will be my last. For real. I'm afraid that i might be assigning something to other than God. The One and the Absolute. Silence is key as it is indescribable. But Leo is still good at making others understand the concept. And all the masters as well~

Nooo~ Don't say that or else it will become a reality. But okay Nicely said. @kieranperez hey i thought you're a runner? that's the best & most fun way to release all that's suppressing internally. When i'm tired of life & get stuck with my creativity, I'll stop everything and go running/skating like crazy & it works almost instantaneously every single time(runners high haha). Maybe after that you can think more clearly on how to go about your plans? Whether you want to settle things with your father directly, or if that's currently not possible then don't think of those that makes you angry. Instead, focus on your goals and personal development. Avoid those toxic environment as much as you can. Don't take the little things in life for granted...... you have a home to sleep in tonight, you're healthy, you're still young, you live in a beautiful country......someone out there barely able to fight for their life, living in fear of getting killed...... It's okay to worry about the future& how to go about your financial plans/self actualization etc, but don't be too serious that you're not able to feel peace in the current moment, For both are equally important..... @VioletFlame That's beautiful. To embrace the little you who have been through a lot

I had found my answer in this wisdom recently, and i think you can relate too, from Ibn Ata Allah Al-Iskandari , (p31) 192 When you are confused about two matters, follow the one harder for the lower self. For only the rightful duty seems hard for it. Finish the basic first. If it feels hard, that means there's something that you haven't learn , and you need to go through it first. And grow from it, you can't simply skip it or else there will be a missing piece in your development. And it will affect your life forever until you finally learn it. haha it's unavoidable. Start from the hardest thing in your current moment,one thing at a time. Then it will get easier. Have faith in God. & God will guide you with His Mercy.

At first,I don't wanna advice you because i am myself not really a good muslim nor wise, at all. Haha if I were to do that, I'm going to tell you yo, why play victim? Why can't you stay true to yourself regardless of everything else? Why need other's approval. You're only tryin to convince yourself. When i was 14 blah blah~~ But, I am currently reading through this and it reminds me of your concern. From Ibn Ata Allah Al-Iskandari. 195 He knew that [most of] His slaves are not self-motivated in seeking Him; so, He obligated for them obedience to Him. He pushed them towards Him with the chains of obligation. Your Lord is amused by a people Who are pushed to Paradise in chains. 196 He has obligated you to serve Him but in doing so He has only obligated you to enter His Paradise. I think this wisdom is for muslims who are practicing but couldn't see the logic/understanding/wisdom behind every obligation in islamic rulings. Just so you know that God loves you, and there's a reason & wisdom behind every Islamic rulings. It will benefit you if you follow sincerely & with knowledge.(and you can always find it's wisdom if you were to think about it, just think about it, or look for it online). But remember, you need to learn the right version of islam that comes from the prophet Muhammad saw: Quran & hadeeth. But first, you need to purify yourself from judgement & attachment. Only then you can differentiate which one is true and which one is skewed. Don't be bias, be smart. And learn a lot while you're still young. You can learn everything that you've mentioned above. 14 years old is not a kid anymore. You can have your own mind while still being respectful to your parents. You don't have to prove anything to anyone(if you are really being truthful to yourself). But be smart, or else you're gonna missed something really valuable, be it from your parents, or from anyone else. It works for me back then, it might not work for you so don't follow my advice. Do as you wishes. Being rebellious is fine. But remember, be smart about it. Don't do something that you'll regret later in your life. Make sure you're free from biases. One more thing, you can always learn from other's experiences. And it's good too, to learn things the hard way to have a confirmation and a peace of mind on things that you don't believe when others tell you something. When I was 14, there are things which i'd rather learn it the hard way than having to do something that doesn't make sense to me haha. Next year will be your most fun year, my advice is, be smart about it. Don't put yourself into unnecessary troubles. Goodluck. *don't turn this into something bad either* be good to your parents. But be smart too.. don't put the blame on anyone. Do as you wishes, and bear the consequences of your own action. Have fun exploring. Be smart tho..

Not for 'self' or 'others' but Being. The One and the Absolute.

Non-dual love. https://www.spiritualexcellence.com/blog/love-and-marriage-in-islam/

I wish men chivalry would be the new cool in today's society. Men should respect the honor of a women, & everyone regardless of their consciousness level( it should go vice versa too). And women should have self-respect and self-love too it's hard to find such qualities nowadays.There is, but only few~

@lmfao That's what happened when chivalry is no longer practiced~~

what reward? Just curious

Haha. Goodluck . I will look into it too, that sounds interesting.

@Gligorije Follow your heart. Without attachment or judgement. But be smart tho in your analysis. As long as you're sincere, you'll be fine. You've got nothing to lose either~