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I just found out about Dhūl-Nūn al-Misry. An Egyptian Sufi. The opposite of love is fear. In between the two is knowledge. Love without fear, is Pure Devilry. (I think I should post it by now..but I got a feeling that someone might turn it into a devilry..devils) Being stuck in the middle may not be so bad ayy~ wuuuuu^.^ ,found someone who think the same✨✨

Nature = in flow Unnatural = not in flow You can feel when something is natural or unnatural. Your soul will recognize it. PureBless

But you can't fake it. Or else it will be blind.

I just had a 10days retreat with a guru last week. He teached me a lot. I travelled to a different city to meet him.

@StarStruck sorry it's random. But something comes to mind when it comes to road trips & travel. You don't get attached to the places you went to. It's a fleeting moments. You can only keep it in your memories in the end. And you keep travelling to new places and the ones you left simply remains in your memories. You will have a problems if you get attached to any places. You can revisit whenever you wan't but it will never be the same. Everything is different. It becomes something new. These days when I travel, I will enjoy each places to the fullest. As if it were my last. But don't get attached to any.

@Leo Gura the key is : No attachement Or FULLY attached to EVERYTHING . Everything. It's like when you're filming. You can focus on details or you can go broad and defocus everything and flow. Am I right? It's good to be living in both world though. To be a pro at both.

@winterknight okay I had understand it It is not contradictory. The Relative and the Absolute.

@zeroISinfinity haha sometimes God do speak to me through other people. but..... I don't trust you! Haha

Aha! now I remember something. Everytime you sleep at night, you actually die partially. If you are meant to die physically, then your soul won't return back to your body. It is God who control whether or not you return to your body, or to make it the end for you. I've wrote this verse in my sketchbook back in April : 39:42 It is Allah that takes the souls(of men) at death; and those that die not (He takes) during their sleep: those on whom He has passed the decree of death, He keeps back(from returning to life), but the rest He sends (to their body) for a term appointed. Verily in this are Signs for those who reflect. **Goodluck reflecting for those who have experience I think this explains astral projection.

My guru once told me that you can die before you die. He said you can go to different places. But I never know how to do it nor do I feel like doing it either. I think if it were to happen then it will happen.

No space.. Direct experience as in right now? or would it be different than what I see now(?) No awareness. Just "heart space" ? Become something you described as "God-like".. A dot? ....... I certainly never been there(that). Okay nevermind~ **Or is it just you living life through the heart space?

Did your soul went to other places? I have no idea what "to die before you die" really means.. Ego death is understandable to me. I think it's easy to kill your ego. Easy. I mean, conceptual ego~

Is it really painful? That sensations?

That's asking for a bad, bad bad karma~ Since your "Consciousness" won't die, you won't escape that karma by killing yourself~

There is a reason why you are here, in this particular lifetime, as you.

Have you heard of people who won't be attacked by wild animals because their energy/aura is more dominant than those animals? I think animals will only attack you when you're scared of them. Or when you messed up with them. When they felt danger coming from you. Or when both felt danger coming from each other. Hence the survival reaction of both.

@kieranperez it exist on my level now. My current awareness. Reason, cause & effects may not exist for you, who knows what you mean by that. You mean like, okay i'm breathing now, no thoughts, nothing~ ? ...... **those two verses are referring to the christians &jews in the arab world back then. I don't think christianity now are similar to that. Maybe out of ignorance & not knowing. If you are sincere, you'll be fine.

I know God...for some reasons. That's simply it. There's reason there....you know what I mean?

No it's related to what Ralston was saying in the video. Verse 30 It's about blind faith where they simply imitate their previous generations without actual knowledge. Hence Allah curse them saying they are deluded away from Truth. Verse 31 Is about worshipping their priest/religious leaders and not the One God. Not actually practicing real christianity as what Jesus Christ preach. And they take their prophets as God when you can't associate God with anything else. Oneness of God. ^these days when people worship their religious leaders, they become detached from truth, the actual God, and religion becomes corrupted. (Not all though) I'm not familiar with Ralston's teaching. I'm judging based on that video alone.

Something relevant to Ralston video : Sūrah Al-Tawbah (Repentance) 9:30 The Jews call 'Uzayr a son of God, and the Christians call Christ the son of God. That is saying from their mouth; (in this) they but imitate what the Unbelievers of old used to say. Allah's curse be on them: how they are deluded away from the Truth! 9:31 They take their priests and their anchorites to be their lords in derogation of Allah, and(they take as their Lord) Christ the son of Mary; yet they were commanded to worship but one God: there is no God but He. Praise and glory to Him: (far is He) from having the partners they associate (with Him).

I don't know with you guys experience with religion but in my experience, it's all good. Growing up with christians and muslims. I think i'm blessed. To know God early in life. Maybe because our religion has not become corrupted. .... I think those who don't believe in God must've never experience a miracle in their life. Or never got their prayers answered.

@winterknight Middle of everything. When you've come to a point where everything becomes equal... Negative = positive pros = cons But i'm stuck in the middle. I stand on the equal, the ' = ' What would you do? For me I become silence. (When it's way too balanced) ...... **in the middle of telling and not telling** I think i'll just stay in this mode till I no longer feel like it.

It's a very shallow understanding of religion I would say... It's true in some perspectives. But still a shallow one. There's truth in what he say about christianity. But that's on the surface level. Very shallow. Only if you understand each one of those religion, you'll see the roots of everything. Perfect clarity and peace. How many people are actually a practicing christians & jews & muslims & hindus etc. these days? I'd say many.

@winterknight what if i'm stuck in the middle? I think that's where knowledge and wisdom comes in. When knowledge becomes useful and wisdom becomes applicable.

Unbias judgement.. and playing with dualities X opposites...