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I've gotten the same one as last time (~3 months ago) INTP PERSONALITY (“THE LOGICIAN”)

I don't know if you're self sabotaging or not. If you're not used to being happy then it's probably attempts at self sabotage. You're not used to feeling this way. You need the courage to brace through it and to cut these negative thoughts. You will adapt soon enough.

How fast do you read? Can you increase your normal reading speed without losing comprehension?

Whenever I lucid dream it's always hard to move, hard to jump. I don't know why this happens it feels suffocating. I don't feel fear but I feel my self pushing pretty hard and unable to do so. I just had one a couple hours ago. I also have ones that I can control stuff but I think whenever it gets to "speed" I seem to slow down. I can feel my hands on the floor very vividly.

I've had my awareness expanded as well. I didn't realize until I started looking back a month later. I didn't know what was happening. I just intuitively knew I wasn't wasting my time by watching these longs videos one at a time. It's like there is a before and after. I don't know who else I would be without that impact. I believe there is nothing as valuable as expanding a persons awareness and making him aware of the choices he can make. Even if Leo were to be gone right now I would be in an empowered place to make my decisions from. PS: don't go

@shouldnt lol I wanna know as well

@Samuel I do definitely find it hard to explain. As some stuff are not clear to you but you have an intuition that it's worthwhile to explore. If you're worried about feeling eccentric I would make the argument that you're getting that either way. I tell my friends I'm reading/learning about fitness and nutrition as well and sometimes lie . I tried to explain it once to a friend and I gave this impression people get when they hear some body is going to therapy. It is true that is is about getting rid of your problems, but I don't think I communicated it well. I would personally suggest mulling over it more and thinking things through but you can't go wrong by telling them. I don't know how much of this is true, but I think that the first impression you give to them about this is going to affect their receptiveness.

What's the difference between this and The Work?

@Samuel I mean what is the self-actualizing consisting of? Meditation/visualization/affirmations? Reading?

@Leo Gura wow that sounds very interesting. I find myself mostly concerned about retention and review methods. Got any tips on that?

@Samuel Just curious, what is it that you do?

I feel like I'm doing what Leo calls "mental masturbation" when I'm watching her videos. At the end of the video I usually don't know what I just watched. That's my take on it for now.

I postponed the course as well. I don't know if it's genuine skepticism or defense mechanism towards the value assessment. I have come up with my value list but I'm so uncertain about them. I think what I concluded is that I have a problem listening to my intuition. It's making me approach the next part of the course with a weak attitude. I don't know if I'm getting it right or wrong. I don't know if I'm overthinking things or not.

You realize you don't do it because you HAVE to? You do it because it's effective, because it's a lot easier with it. You're almost treating it the other way around. It's not the struggle you have to go through to achieve your goals. It is the help you get to go through your struggles.

Imperturbability and the wisest most thorough eyes that understands all there is talk about egoist

The negative implications aside, I feel anger towards people who don't admit this. Specially extremely religious people (because of where I live). It kind of has this bitter sweet to it. I'd rather this be admitted. Again this is a selfish need because I'm inspired by truth and I want it.

KIKO - Panda Eyes Does it need lyrics?

Realizing how it's petty to hold on to hate. It detracts me from what I should be doing and takes my focus away from taking responsibility. I choose another type of behavior towards others. I would choose to not make them a part of my life without any ill will.

I didn't understand this

Make sure you're hitting your daily intake caloric needs and protein. Also, you need to be in a good body building program. Track your progress so you know what works and what doesn't. I would recommend Jason Blaha's Ice Cream Fitness program. I'm thinking of personally trying it myself.

I'm quite skeptical about zone of genius. The fact that it is miles away from zone of excellence I'm not really sure.