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This book is nice if you want to get in to business where you will meet all kind of unconscious people who are driven solely by their animal instinct and desire to rise in the hierarchy of apes(corporate ladder). Robert greene is decent person who is no evil but worked with alot of highly unconscious people who will any conscious person feel nauseous and dizzy due to their highly negative vibes and constant menace. I advise it but be careful as it will change many of your perspectives and you may treat everyone the same because that's what the ego does. Read it to increase your sympathy and love and understanding not as tool to look at others as horrible animals.

@Shin God enjoys irrationality and confusion. He loves puzzles and so he made everything puzzles and matrices and traps. God is so good and loving to the point of demonic devilry. His love is his anger and his anger is his love. He gave us the ego so that he enjoys tormenting us, but he wants us back so he set a specific point where we go back to it. In life god still left the key to the door open for union with it while alive. God is essentially enjoying tormenting itself and healing.

If you rebel against the herd is general thing. Look at it from spiral dynamics and east vs west perspective If you rebel against stage purple, you are 100% killed and you threat to the tribe integrity and well being If you rebel against stage red You 1000000000% crushed and killed If you rebel against blue stage, you will be called apostate, treasonous, excommunicate, infidel, defector,sinner, demon,traitor, dissident and you will mostly likely be hanged or shot or killed If you rebel against orange stage, you will be most likely shamed, called fa***** or slut, irrational or moron or anti-science, anti-freedom or terrorist or marxist or liberal and you face smear campaign against you or mostly likely be defamed and or beaten or worse killed If you rebel against green stage, you will most likely be called homophobic, xenophobic, anti-nature, hater, misogynistic, anti-women, anti-minorities, nazi, fascist, KKK, backwarded and have southern poverty law and other human rights group label you as racist or hater on their websites and post your address and everything about you publicly and you may get Far-right groups come after you and beat the shit of you in name of peace, love and keep it green.

Only care for yourself. Do not join any cause as its not worth it. Meditate and stay away from social media for a while. These toxic websites of both sides of the groups are very toxic and conditioning, which can be harder to get rid of once conditioning input itself into You. This is why MGTOW movement exist because they can use few incident of women who are mentally unstable and capitalize on them to scare other guys off dating and marriage. MEDIA always exaggerates stuff and they can make it as scary as possible with dark ambient music and font and emotional display and plead for help and demonization to gain viewers and make more money. Websites like Alt-right and PUA can make feel less manly and thereby become misognystic always have your mind nagging you to prove your masculinity and thus you become very aggressive with others especially females.

Leo, can you do video on archetypes and shadow work. What a are we supposed to do regarding our shadows. what are shadows and examples and How to deal with it, how do we incorporate them or discard them or however your past experience knowledge of these.

Don't just leave him, do not listen to anyone else here. You have baby here and dad is important and you are not the future baby, the baby is, You are the now. The problem is that your ego has changed and developed and grown and so your perspective, the way you look at life and your core values . He is the same guy that you dated him, he has not changed but you did. You have to accept him and love him unconditionally. Life is not made for you to be with purpose, life as sadhguru the indian mystic said is devoid of meaning and passion and only crazy people have ambitions. Painters and artist were crazy, people like hitler was an artist, and killer. .etc. You are here to live and explore your body and being entirely, having ambitions is just part of what the ego to feel wanted and loved and recognized and validated and appreciated among others and have spotlight and that's not bad thing, its just how everyone of us is wired like that. You can change him by changing yourself, by physically becoming sexier and even your gestures and the way you speak, and attract him but be aloof with him and sexually hard to get unless he does what you say. Use indirect jealousy to pinch him, like when you go out look at other men and say OH what a man, if only I have man like that, sadly I wish my manly nough to take care of me. Just constantly pinch him until he changes. Trust me, Your boyfriend can man up and he is the only man you will ever need, you just need to become far more sexier by going to gym, working on yourself and distancing yourself and he will feel as if you are going to get out of his life and this can make him become the man of your dreams. he will work on himself. Most people are just like your boyfriend and us spiritual self-actualizes are negligible in numbers compared to masses. Just continue to tell him that you would leave him and force him to pay the child support if he does man up and become one some great with goals and ambitions, you are simply not going to settle with less than a man, who is going to make her life better. Just tell him to meditate and look into the power of now, tell him how you fantasize a mascular man, a real man and that will hurt his current false sense image and his ego will make him work. Trust me

You can make meaning in everything but life itself is devoid of meaning. Life happens spontaneously and you are brought here to live and explore it. If it was given meaning then some of the fixed meanings might not appeal to everyone as meaningful is different from person to person. Someone might become soldier and wants to go invade others and find meaning in killing enemies of his country, someone might want to become a politician so that he can rape and do whatever he wants and make connections to save him from conviction because that meaningful to him to make his needs come first. Do all personality tests. Zodiac, MBTI, ennegram, signature strength,big five. make mind map of your weakness and strengths. Find your best and strongest traits and link them together. Secondly, do you find nature meaningful?, social events meaningful, do you find love meaningful? do you find care giving meaningful, do you find any of the sensory inputs like colors and sounds meaningful? Do you like big spaces or small spaces? Do you like work with your hands or from computer or pen or brush or however?

You want to be more specific. for example, I chose to be creator not competitivr and and thats broad, for example. My strongest signature strength is curiosity and my zodiac is vigo so I am perfectionist, I am enfj on MBTI. so I love colors, animals, nature and people and I am doing engineering. So I mashed all those things together and when you mash them together you become very creative of what you want to do. I came up with what everyone of these personality tests and traits and colors and searched best fields out there corresponds to each of these and decided that I want to work in a small environment due to my strong introversion but also I am extrovert, i like it to be colorful, modern with beautiful colorful lights and beautiful garden where I can make it place like an ashram where people come to heal and become more loving. I will even hope to add coffee shop and animals like bunnies and goats in that green beautiful space. So I picked interior designing and decoration along with designing magazine covers and photography. I find nature to be inspire for my general color matching and designing. I believe if we decorate more spaces and make them beautiful and greener, people will become nicer and capable of loving and even turn spiritual and become classy. if you leave the landscape to look worse, people will also perceive the environment as hostile. I can use photography to uplift people's self esteem. low self esteem is the cause of most people suffering because those egos feel under appreciated. I hope this can help you draw clear pic vivid as it helped me of what i want to have in future.

Do not dabble. Just create a ficitional overall picture using mind map or any flow chart software like Microsoft visio or www.draw.io. For example, link all maths together in a fun way. For example make it fun like this, since physics world is made of time and space. There is objects in the space and augmented World. There is matter dimension, energy dimension, vibration dimension Assume everything is conserved and you are god conserving it. Your way to handle matter is through the use of Algebra. Your way of handling time is through calculus and differential equations Your way of handling space is through giometry and trigonometry and vectors and matrices Your way of handling vibrations is through Laplace transforms and advanced trigonometry You can convert matter to energy start playing with math and design a mathmatical fun world where you are the god. How do you maintain equilibrium and start connecting all the dots in one big picture. Play with space using matrices and tensors and deltas and differential geometry and link it to the fictional physical and play along and be in state of flow like you are a god and feel like one and extract the genius in you, i swear its sooo much fun. Play with mathematical equations and mash them together and come with stupid equations and try to solve them whatever it take. Use fourier transform and solve sinosoidal. If you have playstation play city design and then learn forces. Just make it fun and push your final year.

How about you take time off from media and internet and focus solely on being present in the moment so that your mind doesn't full flag horny whenever an attractive person appears on the screen.

My heart was pounding hard, vision started to blurr and breathing heavier, my belly hurts and my spine was pinching, I couldn't sleep, I believe this is a good thing because I am aware of symptoms preceding enlightenment glimpse or experience. sadly, i resisted. I will push through

You are right nobody is interested in her per se, they are interested maybe to make a time killing gossip with others about her maybe. Her physical problems should be dealt with on physical level of maintaining her physical body through exercise and the right type of food and amount necessary for maintenance.

I believe, you should relax and continue talking the way you do and you will learn with time. I was in your shoes, I stayed at home most of my life under house arrest because my parents had weird constant nightmares and dreams of me getting killed or raped and so they become extra protective which I hated. When I got out to college and made friends and I embarrassed myself so much due inconsistency of my topics and constantly jumping and shuffling and repeating details from one topics to another and nothing made sense. So much people decided not to be my friends because of my talkative, childish, inconsistent, repetitive nature. I even tended to talk about the same stuff but within a year of constant embarrassment and bold moves and crazy situations and annoying people, I learned how to talk. Watching Leos videos also helped me a lot.

I am Muslim. I have been watching the alt-right and guess what? the Alt-righters have exactly the same mentality and all values of radical Muslims who also hate lefties, feminists, LGBT, socialists and communists but different labels. The values that made Europeans kill each other in Millions. Imagine if those millions of beautiful people were alive? I am so ashamed of what some of deeply blue stage Muslims doing in Sweden. Not all of us Muslims are accepting of what they do. More Muslims like me are connecting with other humans like You. We notice that we have the same inner issues, same fears, worries, we are almost as if we from the exact same mother and father. In future, more Muslims are going to be nationalistic swedes and integrate in society and let their kids be who they want to be and you may have Muslim wife. In fact Sweden is greatly and positively represented in Muslim world.

When you socialize with people, you lose your being. You become part of the herd. When You are alone, you are being. People have natural tendency to want to socialize, just go on social media and internet fasting and just repeat mantras of love and good being and tell us the result. It might be because of the internet. People are less social due to smart phones and the internet

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@aurum That's quite awesome response. I envision the torqouise stage of humanity where fundamental basic of primate relationship forming and bonding shouldn't be looked at as gross and ugly. I believe people should engage sexually freely and take pregnancy pills. There is no such thing as cuckoo or any bullshit labeling. We are all the of same species and females and males love each other so much that their primary fun is essentially to constantly to seek to go out to the places or venues where so many people of opposite sexes congregate where they display their bodies and attempt sexual encounter just like all apes. This happens constantly and people go on vacation to countries and places that facilitate this all the time. We just act smart with our divided languages and we call it tourism to hide the deep sexual appeal of the trip. That tells you about nature our beings. Our only hindrance is mental constructions such as religion and political ideologies that prevail this day. Spirituality must prevail and return to original state of being.

Try seeing maybe you have inflammation response in the body, maybe from the food you eat. Do You eat some much sweet or spicy foods? Do you eat sugar and carbs and gluten and diary and peanut and or caffeine or artificial color containing food products on daily basis? Usually acne is due to hormonal imbalances caused by inappropriate and incompatible food intake that cause internal stress. Try water strict fasting for few days for body cleanse and go to dermatologist to determine the type of skin you have and recommended moisturizers or other facial cream. I had clear skin by simplying eat more veggies and doing 3 day water fast every week. Try being mindful of what you put inside your body.

A group of herbs known to reduce stress hormones and inflammation response in the body. They essentially make you very relaxed, calm, sexually active, full of energy to jump around, ease your worries. Google list of adaptogens herbs and their benefits

Sadhguru video on Yogic diet and food and how to extend your life and sleep-less than normal western standard of 8 hours. Sadhguru talks about Pranic Foods which are Foods that communicate life or induce life' He first mentions that people enjoy restfulness not sleep Restfulness is basis of all human activities and if humans are not rested they won't be able to perform any kind of activities Sleep and rest are different The difference between death and life: Life is dynamic energy Death is inertial energy and sleep resembles death in energy. The more you sleep, the more you invite death. If you sleep 8 hours, you are inviting death 20 or 30 years earlier than when its supposed to come. If you eat positive pranic(life giving) food it gives energy to your life If You eat negative pranic(Life giving) food it takes away energy from your life If you eat zero pranic it brings lethargy. Pranic means something that imparts life, it is derived from the root word Pra which means Life Types of negative Pranic foods: intoxicants and nervous stimulants 1.Garlic is very powerful as medicine but not suitable for daily food intake list is listed in the table Dogs and other animals are more intelligent in sense of selection of food they intake Daily intake of negative pranic food, it can blind you from experiencing life or feeling life energy of everything, and that's why people lost touch, sensitivity and respect with nature. Eat every meal by choice and mindfulness and not that I will eat and this I wont eat. Some substances increase lethargy and dullness and sleep What kind of foods are designed for the individual What is the nature You shouldn't consume a mammal because its close to you in evolutionary scale and has same emotions and neurological system and same complex genetic structure as you and you will feel its suffering, rage, hate, dislike, like due to hormones and proteins and parts that will find expression in you. You should consume the farthest thing from your evolutionary family and carries most simple genetic code like plants, fish. and This link to complete science of pranic food and how to stop lifestyle induced suffering and ailments Final verdict: anything that digest quickly inside your body is good to eat and anything that takes so much to digest is bad for you. https://steemit.com/food/@bsameep/5eyzyt-headquarters-of-our-ailments-are-in-our-stomach

Sadhguru notes on memory, consciousness, coma: Yogic Mind Definition: Mind is collection of memory and intelligence Yogic Memory Definition: Conscious work we can remember or Illusory boundary that is filled with consciousness volume and plays role in separating people from one another, Sadhguru adds that It governs your entire life, behavior, emotions. Example of memory role in your life: The way you sit, stand, perceive, talk, understand, comprehend, judge, even way you eat, your sleep, your beliefs, your dislikes, likes Your accumulation of memory content is not You, without memory there is no past, present or future, no space, no distance, no time or possibilities. Yogic Thought definition: insignificant part of the recycled old data permutations and combinations Example: everything we gather as information that is analyzed and expressed and used in many ways is needless because in future machines will be doing these type of stuff. Sadhguru advice: To stop gathering data and information and intellectual oriented and explore different kind of higher type of intelligence better than intellect or rationalizations. The state of ones emotions and chemistry is more profound because it more authentic you respond to emotions and chemicals from others much more accurately Types of memories: Evolutionary memory, Atomic memory, Karmic memory, articulate and inarticulate Body memory: DNA and cells remember evolution and all dangers since humans first begin Dimensions of Consciousness in Yoga according to sadhguru: 1.First dimension is wakefulness Normal boring action type of state where you have 2.Second dimension is dream state People love it because it’s like cinema and it’s only illusory dimension of light and sound and it runs wild uncontrollable 3.Third dimension is the dreamless state: There is no pictures, no video, there is no sound but you are very conscious and it’s very powerful state for manifesting anything you want in life 4. Fourth dimension is pure consciousness without any type of memory and that’s enlightened dimension. People are truly different only in degree of consciousness Humans are superior only in amount of consciousness we able to capture to other creatures. Humans are only intelligent in form of dominance, intellect than other animals. Sadhguru on pain: Pain is so useful to preserve the body and can save your physical life Pain is protective mechanism Sadhguru on Time and space: Time only goes because of cycle movements (Earth around the sun, moon around earth, sun around the galaxy) Sadhguru advice: to transcend the cycle movement and time Science focuses on space and time Yogic science focus on time: physics come from time and not the opposite If you disengage with your physical body, you lose sense of time. Death, expiration, beginning and end of physical things exist with time, outside time these things don’t exist Your body is accumulation of different time of memories that interact with its own reality by acquiring more memory and hence stays alive People are suffering because of the memory and imagination and not their life. People when they lose their capability to memorize and imagine they become better and at deep rest Example: Old lady with memory loss that greats sadhguru repeatedly with joy and smile. Our greatest features is also our greatest curse There is no difference between sanity and insanity and there is no line because it’s lie. You subjectively draw your imaginary lines. Sanity according to sadhguru” sanity is subjective to one social reality but different in other social reality”. Types of Meditative states: 1. ”Dhyanna or regular meditation” is only practice of awareness of whats you and not you. Types of intellect in yoga; Bodhi or intellect is survival type of intelligence Hankara or identity is type of intelligence My identity is cosmic Going beyond memory will unite us all. There is no difference between us and others and objects and subjects

I am sorry I am not Tamil,But I am willing to learn Hindi/Urdu because Its wonderful and somewhat easy language of India and Pakistan, the language mix of Arabic,Persian,Turkish,English,South, central and North Indian languages vocabularies includes Tamil. It can give you basic intro to Indian subcontinent languages as foreigner of any culture. Thanks for asking

I believe in future, it may be possible. Now it feels like adam and eve getting together to make replicate the experience of the original sin. I believe its because of religion, feminism reacting to religion which is another form of religion carrying the original suppression of religion. I believe when sexual harassment and rape laws become defined and non-restrictive or extremely punishing, shaming is transcended, and people are taught forgiveness as the most necessary thing, I believe male and female become buddies and even engage in some sort of sexual encounter without the guilt or disgust or shame or the sin attached to it and become so normal. No one has to regret anything, no one has to feel left out, everyone is nurtured like OSHO said. OSHO movement is successful in this manner of allowing sexual encounters of all members with everyone as long as they don't have stds. Who cares about fake lineage, fake identity, illusion of shame and sin. Everyone takes care of everyone's children because everyone shares 99.999 percent of their DNA. Early farming culture patriarchy and dependency on muscle is gone. The future is machines and machines can give so much freedom to thrive. Everyone taught spiritual enlightenment and everyone takes the no pregnancy pills. I believe that to be stage turquoise.

Time to stop contemplating and using your mind and mental analysis that will drive you crazy and enter into the Chechen and Arab tribal spiritual dances. Be fully present, aware and timeless and vibrate like these guys. This will inspire you to love the present moment

Sadhguru on sexual energy and masturbation and seminal retention at JNU youth and truth seminar: Semen is an extraodinary level of potency and can create a whole new life Sperm cells and egg cells rank higher in order In Yogic culture: Virya or vajura: stability or one of the most potent thing and depends on how you use it because its very potent Sadhguru added that, anything in your physical body can be transformed to anything. Sadhguru makes analogy of soup making, that if he give each and everyone of us a soup ingredient to make soups independently, there will be so much variety in soups made by individuals, and the same for humans. Humans are made of the same ingredients yet they are different. How much you use or expenditure your ingredients, the level of energy invest will follow it. If it ranks higher then level of energy will be higher. You have to explore to find out.