vibv

That also means I'm done with psychedelics for good. I value those experiences, but I needed to take the plunge someday, else I'd continue to get lost somewhere along the way. What I will do now is this: Awareness, Grounding, Breathing consciously, Eating consciously (and not too much), no drugs whatsoever anymore, living human life as conscious of other beings and how my actions affect them as possible. Remember that everything here is addictive. Even personal projects.

I don't know how we ended up here but it is what I suddenly recognized and everything fell into place, no more contradiction. I've never felt more alone and scared than in that moment. Nowhere to hide, nowhere to escape. All alone in this twisted diabolical dream by myself. It's a pretty unique kind of duality. The first half seems completely innocent and all the pleasures are open to you. In the second half it turns completely around and you are the one being devoured now. But it is dependent on what you did in the first half, everything comes around so to speak. It has happened many many times already and here we are again. It's unclear if or when it will be different, maybe never. That means at least we can live a life pretty much like a saint. Because it always goes deeper. That way it can be OK at least. Not directed at you personally, but: Beware of your foolishness. Speaking from experience. My whole life's work and everything I fantasized about goes out the window in one single day. I'd say for the better.

It's a spider's trap. First it makes sure you identify with the fake dream-pain-body, then it lures you in with pleasures. And then it will devour everything—but only after you have given it everything of you yourself by trying to live in some kind of happy-go-lucky fantasy that it is trying to sell you. @Ishanga The surprise is that nothing is free and you can't just live like nothing matters because that will backfire in ways you couldn't imagine. The whole world is under the influence of this and it shows by straying away further and further from god.

I AM BECOME DEATH DESTROYER OF WORLDS

@vibv By suffering it once you can drop it for good.

I agree with every single point here. You don't know what I saw.

@Davino Even staying awake when fear cuts like knifes through our heart. After feeling it through completely it drops like a ripe fruit.

Of course. Thanks for delivering the death blow. Has been a pleasure.

To what? Seriously interested. Awakenings happen all the time, some smoother others not so. But that's no news. If you wanna keep me on edge don't answer

@Leo Gura You created that for yourself. No judgement.

By opening up to the greater mind that encompasses it.

Yeah, I see. That's the nature of this forum in a way. You only see the language that is produced in here, not what is felt and seen.

By the way, I think I have something to tell you

That's the spirit

⭐️ ✨Only stars

"It's definitely like this and most definitely not like that!!" says the mind that has been created by trying to avoid contradictions.

A Divine Instrument created to act&feel in this world. But prove to me that there is more than one body.

You got 3 hours

Geez, this is the issue when talking about this stuff. Language just gives up at some point. Nothing matters. Everything matters infinitely. We create our own meaning. All those statements are part of Truth. But that we do create the meaning on this planet is the most significant. Nothing matters, yeah, but so what. Let's not stop there and go beyond. My point begin: We have to go beyond it not mattering and MAKE IT MATTER.

It's indistinguishable, aren't you ever content?

Your whole perception is literally a creative process that is happening right now.

Meaning is created and it is Absolute Creation. Choices are meaningful and God is a Huge Chooser. He chooses only HIMSELF EVERY SINGLE TIME AND LETS THE REST BURN TO PIECES 🔥

It is dynamically meaningful. A Dymeano?

It is infinitely meaningful. That’s what LOVE is.

Define matter. Of course it’s not MATTER, but it’s MEANINGFUL.