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And as soon as that's established you are finally ready to PLAY.

That's because your morals are human and you try to judge God by them. Also our morals are always changing, what was moral and immoral 500 years ago may now be the complete opposite in many cases. It's not unmoral, it's amoral, it transcends your morality.

What is possible? An event that ends all suffering and after which nothing matters anymore? Define suffering, define mattering. I define it like that: Suffering is the unacceptance of that which is - however subtle. But this can be extremely misunderstood as trying to stop to do and therfore change anything in the relative – a kind of toxic acceptance of every circumstance, often accompanied by a suppression of anger. When it's really understood and actualized it leads to your blossoming and catharsis. With mattering in this context I mean caring about yourself and others. It's correct that nothing ultimately matters, but this can be extremely misunderstood and lead to indifference and inaction. When it's really understood and actualized it leads to true acts of Selfless Love. I'm completely aware of that. He's exactly in the right spot at the right time to give me perfect opportunities to AWAKEN more deeply. As is this whole discussion. Therefore I love every last bit of it

Yeah I had that too when I discovered Eternity many years ago. It passed eventually, today I’m most thankful for it. Socialize, maybe get drunk, play videogames, etc. — but don’t overdo it to the point of addiction. But also don’t forget to revisit that door you’ve opened in between that, very slowly. What solved it for me at the end (a few years later, but the first weeks and months were the hardest) was laying down and going consciously back to that state while staying awake — essentially meditating while focusing on that fear. Eventually it will pass through you, as soon as you‘re able to no longer resist it. After that you’ll feel like reborn and your appreciation for life will increase greatly.

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haha sure thing I'll take it as a compliment that you don't have the impression that I'm completely insane Sanity is a human concept, that also changes all the time. GOD is insane because it will never fit into any human concept or idea of it. But it FEELS like going insane, because you're inevitably inside those human paradigm, if you want to or not. It can only be transcended by literally going INSANE

That's different than what you said before. 1. Because God wants to get to know every aspect of itself experientally 2. It is possible to gain a deeper and deeper understanding of Reality 3. The ego is not an obstacle to overcome, because trying that creates more ego. One thing that is inherent to the ego is a deep wishing for death of itself. That's the opposite of what LOVE is But sneakily all it really does is to prevent its death because it fears nothing more – and thus also fears Life itself. It's got it all completely backwards. LOVE transcends the ego by loving it to death. That's true DEATH which is equal to LIFE. But that's only possible through the ego, not by overcoming it

I at least got the balls to be completely insane.

I'm open to the possibility that I'm completely deluded, but I'm sure that you all don't got it either. What you talk about is way too sane to be true. I'll put everything I say to the test, then we'll see. If I'm wrong I adapt. This is what science really should be about.

It's about ASCENSION. Selfless Love opens up a portal to something way higher than our current reality on this planet. This will completely shatter any dogma and be the beginning of a new age of humanity. But first we must burn through all the shadows of our past, because those are what holds us down. This is not just a concept I came up with, it is based on actual direct experience.

That's just dogma. Consciousness is able to dream up whatever it wants to. It kinda is. GOD can't be not GOD, that's the only limitation. But GOD is also LOVE. "Enlightenment" is all about cessation of something, that's not what this is about, because that's based on fear of LOVE. Realizing absolute Infinity is surely great. That's certainly on my bucket list. But that's not gonna "solve" this experience here. We got so much advancement to make here, so much ignorance to shatter. That's not irrelevant, that's what this is about. It's about true acts of selfless Love – and that's the greatest pleasure, too. It's the greatest challenge of all. I had a lot of these insights before Leo had them. But he got way deeper at some point. I'll get there too.

When I said I'm omnipotent I didn't talk about my human self. More accurately WE are omnipotent, but ultimately there's no difference. My point was: I choose to be this character and that will be that way for the rest of this life. I don't need to try to drop it, it's pointless. It suffices to realize that it's just a mask I wear for a limited time. But for this experience right here right now it's exactly what's needed.

I've had many "enlightenments" and awakenings. What I reject is the idea that there is an event that ends all suffering and after which nothing matters anymore. I don't try to get rid of suffering anymore and that makes me be at peace with it in a way. That's why I say I'm done with it. The word "enlightenment" just doesn't fit anymore for my further journey. It's incredibly difficult to talk about these things. You can say one thing and the exact opposite and they're both true from a certain perspective. Of course nothing ultimately matters, what I mean would be more accurately described as "indifference", this idea that nothing touches you anymore. If your enlightenment doesn't make you MORE passionate there's something wrong. Again: I don't claim to be fully awake.

Exactly. BUT there's much that needs broken through. It's the principle of Shiva, the Wrath of God. Anger is not bad but needs to be used to cut through ignorance. I don't compare who is farther on their journey, you misunderstood me there. I know that everyone is perfectly at the point on their path that gives them the ideal opportunities to grow. Life is my greatest teacher and you're all part of it

I’m doing the work, I’m gonna awaken much more deeply in the future. All I’m saying is that nobody else is done, either

I certainly don’t know everything, I’m not nearly finished There are just certain things I became conscious of that go against everything that’s taught

This feels all so sneaky. There’s this hidden assumption that all it’s about is to know who you are. But LOVE is here, right now, in the fleeting moment. Only here real beauty is created, not in the absolute undefined potential of Infinity. Nothing happens in infinity if it doesn’t happen here. This planet, this humanity is what’s really important. All Infinity means nothing in contrast.

You know what? I already got that going on lol i will experience this infinity stuff and report back — but what if you don’t need to have had that specific awakening ?

Ah and to add: It is still an experience. There is no ultimate experience except this one. And infinity is not all there's to it...

LOL I am God and I will experience that sometime. But I'm in absolutely no hurry to return. It will happen anyway when it's time.

Yeah I get the idea. But then what? (do the dishes I know lol) I just have this strong feeling (and knowing in some moments) that that is not where the party is at so to speak. I don't deny that you can have that experience of absolute infinity, I just don't think that's the whole point.

Well I'm aware that I'm ultimately arguing with myself. I don't claim to be fully awake or something like that, I just claim that enlightenment in that sense doesn't exist – the sense being that it's some kind of ultimate end and that's it then, you're done. *sigh* My consciousness fluctuates a lot, that's just my nature. Well I'll gonna have to dive deeper into it myself.

NO. I discard the WHOLE THING. There IS not an enlightenment in that sense, it DOESN'T EXIST The only enlightenment that exists is the realization that there CAN NOT BE an enlightenment. What it's about is AWAKENING, that's something completely different and you definitely can't go back. What about your experience? Well, it's just that, an experience. Subject or not. It's still relative – or Absolute because the relative is the Absolute but that DIDN'T CHANGE

There's absolutely nothing to drop except what I CHOOSE to be. I AM OMNIPOTENT AND I CHOOSE THAT LOL THIS is it! There's NOTHING to achieve. You STILL are in the relative don't you see that!? FULL AWAKENING IS IMPOSSIBLE AS A HUMAN

Did you experience that? What you describe is like the TV-screen metaphor Rupert Spira often used. But the error with that in my view is that it discards the program. The plot-twist is that it's NOT about the TV, that is completely uninteresting, it's about the program. And.. the program IS the TV-Screen. That metaphor breaks down there. You all discard the relative, that's the problem with that thinking – but the RELATIVE IS THE ABSOLUTE. Literally. There are no different experiences, there is JUST THIS ONE. Everything else is your imagination.