RareGodzilla

Could be. But there are tons of very cheap self help channels on you tube as well.

I don't think that it's tied to any stage. But I would guess that it happens more often in red and orange. Stage blue usually has a strong religiously motivated loyalty value. And stage green doesn't like to be dishonest.

too much of a good thing can be a bad thing.

Black pegions content is interesting. It's flashy and really well presented however content wise it's pretty weak. Most of his videos seem to repeat the same talking points over and over again. A beautiful example of how flashy animaton and well thought out special effects can be used for propagating false information. Here's wonderful very long analysis if you want to waste your time. It's long but it is really well made. I think that it will help you recognize tricks that media uses for manipulation.

I had similar emberesments at one point. Preformence anxiety is a real problem so most of your trubles are in your head.

I dropped actualized.org for a while, but I'm glad I came back.

Nobody will fit your values perfectly. But if you have "must have" principles, you should uphold them.

This is both Scary and wonderfull at the same time. There is so much good that could be done, but also so much bad.

I use Kindle a lot. E-readers are worth it if you read a lot, it doesn't need to be a Kindle. Kindle is great if you are not native speaker, because it has a dictionary function. Downside is that they are a bit pricy, I bought a used one for 40€. They are really durable so getting a used one is a good idea. I also use libraries, especially if I want to read in Slovenian.

New York is a bit far sadly, but I imagine there are more guys you would be willing to date in NY than in my entire country

Nofap is a meme. But excessive masturbation can become a problem. However I highly recommend Noporn.