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@Lynnel Thanks! There will be a retreat in October. Same place, same organization. You can ask me a contacts in private. Idk about Octavio’s schedule, you can find his page in the Facebook and yeah, he has a webpage

@MrDmitriiV Cool! Now I'm reading Don Beck's "Spiral Dynamics" and becoming more familiar with the whole spiral. But your clues are very clear! Thank you!)

@Martin123 But how you think will be better to do if she experiencing emotional struggle while I’am actcing like I used to. But I’m also didn’t enjoy by acting like she’s want. Do you mean I should put aside my own likes and dislikes?

I have the same problem with GF, but she not on the antidepressants. But she struggle a lot with shame and self-esteem, we 1,5 year together and never even went oral. What you think can help to solve it? I've written more about it, can you please check it out and share your thoughts on it

@Empty Thank you!) See you in Barcelona in the next year?)

@Outer You can't even imagine how much satisfaction I get from your words! Finally I've made something really really true, authentic and meaningful for my higher self, which is become beneficial for someone else!) Thank you!

@peanutspathtotruth Thank you for warm words, bro!

@Leo Gura Of course, last year you going so hard and deep. I really feel that I need to work hard simply for understanding your content! ? Episodes like “What is God” and “Leo Hits Rock Bottom” are very inspiring. Based on text, do you have any thoughts or advice?

@Lynnel just asked him on his Instagram to help with understanding of some issues.

@Maycol my pleasure. What your thoughts about it?

Insights I'm am the God Peter Ralston author of these metaphor, which I heard from Leo. It perfectly fits in: Imagine a cube of sand, in which each side expands into all dimensions indefinitely. Inside this cube of sand, there are potentially all kinds of shapes that you can imagine at the same time. And I'm that cube, and besides me there's nothing. And all that is is the potential figures in the cube that exist simultaneously. God is all that exists. There is no past, no present. Truth is fucking scary When you inhale the medicine and all the reality before you turns into spheres of energy stretched to infinity, and the noise of cicadas turns out to be you and turns into an echo that sounds endlessly ... When you feel that your body is split into this energy and you breathe yourself into yourself, feeling no more body or lungs ... This is an insanity, a great revelation, which is very difficult to accept for the small hologram "Arsen". I felt fear and felt the inability to understand all this with my mind, I was torn by the greatness of Truth. But I know that God is not terrible, I believe that God is Love and Peace, I'm afraid only because I'm too attached to myself and this "reality", my body and mind were not ready for experience, and past injuries and the feeling of fear prevented seeing the Truth entirely and without fear. But everything is perfect and goes on as usual. There was so much pain inside I remember how regularly I felt the heaviness in the heart in my past. I remember how my friend psychologist, while he was on MDMA, told me that I carry a lot of pain inside. I remember how some traditional facilitator told me that I hold a claim inside myself either to my mother or to the world. When I first inhaled Bufo's smoke, I plunged into a state that I can not remember. But I remember exactly what I felt when I shouted to the top of my lungs: my body freed itself from all the anger, hatred, resentment and bitterness that I had accumulated in my whole life. It was a pain that began right at the time of birth, once stuck energy created a "jam" in the harmonious circulation of the entire flow. I screamed as much as I could. I breathed a cry, I released freedom of pain and confusion, dislike and hatred. They came out of me with a liberating, sincere and piercing cry. P.s. Listen with opened mind this song from 10:25 till at least 11:40 and you can really feel what I felt: There is no death Whatever you or I think, it is not important. There is only God and he is everything. Death is an inaccurate name for the change that occurs with energy. Yes, Arsen will die, but what created Arsen, then what it consists of and what remains after it - God. He is forever. He was not and will not be, because He is all that exists. And He is all this at the same time. He is a father and mother, a murderer and a victim, love and hate, an angel and a demon. He is an infinite perfection, which is so great that a little man who thinks that he is a separate piece in all this, as it seems to him, is a mess, is scared to the death. I'm not a body, I'm not a spirit, I'm not thinking, I AM AN INFINITE ABSOLUTE EVERYTHING. Feel your body The body is the vessel of God. It exists to be and to manifest through itself playfulness, happiness, creativity, love and all that is possible. The body is a suit that needs to be worn with love and pleasure. You can not participate in the race of Formula 1 on the wrecked car with the wheels down. If you want to experience a deep states and pass through a high flow of energy, you will have to prepare the body for this - to practice Kriya, Meditation, Sports, Dancing and other relaxing and liberating practices. All we need is Love (and Trust) Love and trust are what makes us better and closer to our true nature. This is the basis of a happy and easy life. Love is a compass that indicates that you are moving in the right direction. The more love - the better life. Trust is the basis of growth and love. Without trust and vulnerability, one can not discover the highest truth and feel good and happiness. The more confidence in yourself, the world, people, the more love, and therefore happiness. The Purpose of Live is to Be The Great and the Unnamed exists forever now. There is nothing except him and it is always there, manifesting itself in all possible forms. Perhaps because it can. Perhaps because it's fun. Life lives by itself and enjoys the tales that it tells. To be is the only thing that is true. The rest comes up with the mind, but it is not forbidden. If you love what you thought up and are happy pursuing it - then please, enjoy it! Nothing is important and everything is possible. 5-meo-dmt is not a magic pill Octavio used Bufo throughout the year to clear himself of all that shit he had accumulated over the years of ignorant life, full of toxic drugs and unhealthy behavior. Bufo can show you the truth, can help pull it out and free you from the stagnant energy that prevents you from living and being happy, but you will have to work hard and hard. Bufo is a very effective tool, but more important than that is the desire to be happy and live according to the truth, whatever it is. Being authentic is very pleasant I really enjoyed that moment of becoming a sexual frivolous macho, who was suppressed for so long. Imagine - I'm tall, naturally muscular guy with southern roots, big dick and much love to dirty intimate sex with beautiful girls, but the most of my life I behave like a not very confident funny smart guy, which never express his true energy. Being "good" for everybody is not about happiness. You can't recognize God, you can only be Him It's kinda obvious. God - is every form that can exist, He is the source of them, so if you are trying to understand God it equals to attempts to put Him in some form. Hide-and-seek - God's favorite game God plays hide and seek with himself, each of us is him, but is in the illusion that this is not so. This is not so, God is everything, but we are experiencing only one of endless illusions. Quite interesting is the fact that children from the smallest age like to play hide-and-seek and find it very funny and cheerful. Surprisingly, you do not need to explain them rules, they understand those intuitively. It's happening because it's fun Why does all this happen? I don't know. But, perhaps, because it gives pleasure to God. It can be fun and exciting. We are used to complicate things and change our minds about obvious things, but maybe everything is really that simple. Just For Fun. Stories - why we love it so much? God is the basis of everything, the source and substance. Pay attention to how important spirals and fractals are in life. Fractals can be found in plants, animals, sky and water, earth and minerals, space and eyes, music and children of their parents. What is peculiar to God becomes characteristic of his creations. And now pay attention to how much people love stories: people watch films, serials, read books, gossip, tell each other news, retell the children's tales and play video games. God is all that exists, and so no one dies, no one suffers, and no one is happy except him. It's all just an endless number of movies, which He enjoys with great pleasure. Perhaps, because of this, we, in His image and likeness, like to watch good movies so much? If the story becomes a mess - God remembers himself What happens if a person dies? Let's suppose that consciousness will wake up and remember: "Oh yes! It's not me, I am Everything! ". Why does consciousness awaken after death? Because it has nothing more to associate with and it comes back to himself. But can it be done so that the consciousness awakens from the illusion and the body remains alive? I guess, the answer is "Yes"! First, if I get it correctly, 5-meo-dmt does this. It's like if you were very passionate about playing a video game. With such zeal and immersion that for some time forgot that you are John Smith and you need to do some things for today. You play, you go through the mission, you worry that you can not get through the level, etc. You look at the screen, but you feel inside the game world. Suddenly the electricity in the house turns off and you like the flash of light "return to yourself." You're not even surprised to be very keen. Just get up and go to check electricity to play more or go do something else. Secondly, you can begin to disassemble the world in which you are on the detail, so meticulously and so deeply that at some point it will be impossible to deny the true nature of what is happening. Big Picture Understanding. I went through Universal Initiation process from boy to Warrior The tradition of initiation from a young man to a man (warrior) exists almost as long ago as the man himself. In South America and Africa, in some tribes today natural plants are used to make the youth experience transcendental states and understand the deep nature of all existence. After this happened to a boy, he understands: "My body is the machine of God. Life is eternity. God is everything. The meaning of life is to live." After that, he returns to the "real" world and lives, survives, struggles for existence and realizes himself.