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Me vs My Stage Orange/Green clients

@Leo Gura Oh, please, don’t forget to pre-pay your website before you’ll decide to transcend everything! When you’ll return to making more videos, please post the second part about the understanding and abstract thinking! ❤️ Does your God-realization relative to Spiral Dynamics Stage Turquoise? Or do you consider that God-realization is different from these model? Do you have any intuitions about the next stage of Ego/Spiral Dynamics/Maslow Pyramid Development?

Have you experienced that? Do you actually went through the process? If it’s true, it’s mean that you have to lean on faith and be open-minded to everything what will unfold. And the aid from not freaking out is graduate increasing of substances.

It’s complicated to explain, but possible to understand? Can you share me some clues? I’m really interested in understanding of psychedelics influence. If: • Reality and I is imagination. • Awakening — is realization that you are God, God is Love, Love is everything. How should I make a leap from the Ego to the God? By which process I will pitch up my consciousness from the illusion of the Ego to the God?

Hello ? I have a problem in relationships with my beloved and really want to know how to solve it the Stage Yellow style, where everybody will benefit from it - She, Me and Everything Else. My girlfriend have a problems with self-esteem and often experiencing neediness in recognition and interest from others. And unfortunately, I’m hurting her because of my lack of interest in her Life Purpose. Not in the purpose itself, but in the subject. It’s really twisted, because I’m the one who has helped her to do the Life Purpose course, trying to inspire her to the work and moving forward. But that doesn’t mean for her, that I’m interested in her interests. And, to be honest, she’s quite right. At that moment I’ve dedicated myself to early stages of self-actualization work: • Working as a concierge in a 5-star hotel, practicing sales, English language and working personal with clients • Working on my Life Purpose - learning and practicing self-development, doing consulting sessions with my closest friends • Trying to eat clean, doing sports, earn enough money, budgeting Therefore I’m really busy doing all that things and it’s hard to balance it with the relationships, I have a schedule, books to read, plans to be realized and it’s hard to have a genuine interest to anything, which is not about my vision and goals. For me stakes are high and time is running. I don’t want to move my Life Purpose because of relationships, but I’m not trying to be victim and able to understand how situation seems from her perspective. I just really want to find a solution, where everybody will feel themselves satisfied — I’ll feel that I’m moving forward and not spending my time on things which are not about my values and goals and she’ll feel that her interests and subject are recognized and she’s admired. We have some other problems, which can secretly affect that topic: • Problems with intimate and authentic sex (lack of maturity and sex practice, education from my side / control, physical problem and trauma from the past on her) • Neediness (Her - lack of self-esteem/lack of appreciation/control and comfort vs. my money/sex/self-actualization) • My top flaws are: Modesty and Humility / Industry Diligence and Perseverance / Self-control and Self-regulation / Citizenship, Teamwork, Loyalty / Сaution and Providence How you think is possible in that situation to win this game for both of us? I don’t want to give away my values and goals for the sake of relationships. She doesn’t want to give up her values, because of my ego-centrism. @Nahm It’s seems like you are quite experienced in the theme of relationships, I’ll be truly thankful if you’ll share your wisdom here ?

I have mine, she’s now doing her and we’ll do one for our couple) But I’ve read your latest post about your beautiful relationships in family and I was really inspired by that! She’s now doing her own vision board and I think we’ll do one for both of us!) Have you been in similar situation where Purpose and Women are completing which each other for your attention?

@Leo Gura At the moment I’m working on my early stages of self-actualization: Practicing English language, sales and b2c as a concierge in the 5-star hotel and at the same time consulting my friends on the topic of the self-development and life purpose, because ultimately I want to become a Stage Turquoise development consultant who will be able to use substances in work with clients. Right now I’m often struggling on the basic stuff like relationships, work ethic, healthy sleep and constancy; trying to lock on good habits like consciousness work, budgeting, sports and zone of genius practice. My question and concern is next: My Life Chapter right now is dedicated to down to earth stuff and I’m aware that my Spirit needs quality and long-term cleaning + I don’t have time right now to dedicate myself to spirituality as much as it requires. Of course, maybe it’s my self-bias. But I really want to experience Absolute Love and I’m thinking that it will charge and inspire my Self to do the work and resist the resistance. it’ll infuse my vision. I’m anxious about taking a breakthrough dose and that itself becoming a problem during the trip. How am I able to reach that state of consciousness via psychedelics and not to overload myself or freak out too much? I’m afraid to have a Terror experience, to be honest. If psychedelics would incarnate in front of me in form of spirit, I’d asked them to be loving and gentle on my way to the first date with the Absolute Love.

One of those trip reports after which I think “Damn, I wish we’ll be friends with this dude!” I’m joining to the words of @peanutspathtotruth — you’re really good at writing + the style and the flow of the text feels almost like the poetry. I think that can be your trump card) What was the set and setting of your trip? You at your summer holidays now? In which country you’re living?

@Leo Gura How can I understand that a technique is working effectively? It’s hard to understand it, especially in my 24, while I have building up my foundations like escaping wage slavery, sales and marketing, life purpose, success, nutrition, relationships, health and fitness. I don’t want to snooze Spiritually till I’ll become fully independent. Plus it’s hardly wired with my Life Purpose. What are the signs of the real benefits from the practices? To which “symptoms” should I pay attention the most? How can I get some glimpses at the short-run, that I’m not wasting my time but growing and will get the results while doing some of the techniques? • Shamanic Breathing • “Do nothing” meditation • Psychedelics • Journaling • Contemplation • Self-inquiry • Yoga • Solo retreat • Strong determination sitting Thanks in advance.

I'm really going through intresting challenges right now - those type of challenges when you clearly realized that your current Self won't lead you to the Holy Grail - now you conscious that Old You won't make it and New You still need to be built. So you lie somewhere in beetween. Before I'll ask some questions, I think it'll be good to present you some intresting insights on Spiral Dynamics: As I've finally read the book on Spiral Dynamics, I've become aware that I've experiencing lack of the Stage Blue virtues - Self-Control, Discipline, Responsibility etc. But why it was "missed"? Here's what I found: It was missed bacause our country (Russia/most of ex-USSR) had a history of unsuccessful attempts to integrate Stage Blue and at some point rejected the value of that stage even so most of population are red/BLUE (50%) or BLUE/orange (20%). Our country is a good example of Collective Ego putting it's own part into Shadow and then projecting and judging everybody, who doing excatly what's they are themselves doing. And you can easily find it everywhere - people judjing and rejecting that Blue lifestyle, while don't really have any alternatives. You can't become a good Orange without integrated Blue. Orange successfull businessmen working his ass off like a fucking miner or lumberjack, the biggest difference is that now he is doing it for himself, not for the Greater Good/God/Country + thinking what will be the most productive way to do the work. But how can I integrate Blue? I've asked a Spiral Dynamics expert that I know and here what he's answered to me: Easy formula - Know your Core Values + Respect Yourself, isn't it? Not for me. I've become confused by that thing because has never thought through that notion of Self Respect. What does that even mean - to repect my Self? What is Self Respect on the biggest picture level? So my questions to @Leo Gura and everybody is: What is self respect from the God POV and how to respect yourself? What is the connection between Self Respect and work ethic/responsibility/discipliine? What do you think is the best way to integrate Stage Blue?

Sorry, I don’t got the link between what you saying and my questions. You are saying about removing lies which are defining my reality and myself. But how does it’s connected with self respect or integration of Blue virtues?

This is a good point right here! But I’d prefer to change beliefs on principles. Thank you!

@Leo Gura Finally we are talking about these substance. You’ve said about correlation between purification of oneself and quality of the trip (good vs. bad). I’m a little bit worried to be traumatized but at the same time I wish I can use it to deepen my understanding of reality + heal myself. Is there a way to grow smoothly my ability to not freak out and to take bigger doses with that exact substance? It’ll be great because of it’s legality. When will you plan to open to us it’s name? Or what May affect it?

Wait wait wait wait wait, Leo! I guess you’ve made a mistake here: Perfection is Absolute, BUT... Except those situations when you want to fart, but suddenly shit in your pants. If anybody doubt about it — don’t believe me, just took 27,4 mg of 5-MeO-DMT and genuinely ask yourself about it. What you’ll know will be shocking! ?

As I’m thinking about God, formlessness and forms I’m getting more and more excited. Learning Spiral Dynamics + watching 2 part series about survival + contemplating and observing the nature, humans and animals are really helping me to understand deeper the structure of reality and that particular layer of it. Yesterday I’ve had an Epiphany that Survival “is not a bug, it’s a feature”: If I’d be a kid with unlimited powers who is really wants to participate in the adventure with his toys and not to know what will waiting them (because usually we, as a kids, have a need to invent, control and sustain everything what we’ve imagined) I would fill my heroes with a thirst for life. But as I’d grew and mature, I’ll want that my toy-friends will not only do everything from the need to survive, but also because of the love to game itself. How I’ll do that? Through structuring the story in a way, which will force toys to realize the limitations of prioritizing survival before selflessness. So, it’s seems pretty logical and understandable, that Nothingness, which has no limits, will try every possible way of “playing” from animal-like fully unconscious survival-centered behavior, through the process of conceptualization of Me and Others, to the situations which will show limitations of that and then to the point where we’ll come “back to the infinity” while the form (toy) still present. But @Leo Gura, have you understood the mechanism through which Awareness/Witnessing locked on the exact form (Arsen/Leo/Sadhguru/Trump etc.)?

That’s sounds like a challenge ?

@Leo Gura But how it’s like the MMO RPG? Have you understand how exactly awareness “Locked” on the person?

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Can you tell more about your last trip? I’ve scrolled over your posts and saw that you have a lot of sruggle with the self-doubt. I think it’s clear that you may have a problem with the self-esteem. Have you heard about Nathaniel Brandon’s book “Six pillars of the self-esteem”? Also, I know it’ll be hard, but try to vision yourself a happy future and hold it in your mind! Not the negative one, but the one which is positive and creative! There was a psychologist in the 20st century, Victor Frankl. He wrote a book “Man’s searching for meaning”. In that book he’s telling a story about the time when he was living in the concentration camp. He believes that he’s will to create a book about Meaning in Life had helped to went through all the horrors. Imagine yourself, healthy, confident, successful with girls, happy! Imagine, that you’ve figured out how to help yourself and now you’re helping others who went into same situations. You are the Hero who went into the darkest belly of the biggest whale and you will rise and become unstoppable, immortal, joyful and great! Please, don’t think “It’s too hard for me”, because it’s not. Every hero went trough the self doubt and doesn’t know, how he will kill that huge fucking dragon. But at the end, hero will rise and everything going to be okay!

@Wekz Where are you from?

@Wekz Shit, man. You situation is a real hardcore stuff and I truly sorry about that! I want to tell you a little story about my friend: He’s also in his 20’s. We’ve met each other at the Bufo Alvarius retreat. We’ve smoked substance from a frog, which produces 5-MeO-DMT and he was making me jealous about his results. When I smoked it I was screaming and yelling, rolling on the ground and he, vice versa, was happy, laughing, smiling, watching at the horizon and screaming “I LOVE YOU!!!”. He also was getting a master degree at philosophy and teaching it already to British students. He is Indian, and lived with his parents in Palestine till his 18th. Couple month after we’ve get to know each other he’s went an Ayahuasca retreat and told me about what happened with him while he’s tripping. But before I’ll tell you what he said I need to explain a little bit of he’s background: These guy was born from the women with a bipolar disorder. Till the last day of his life at the parents house his mother beat, verbally and emotionally abused him and his sister. Also there was a preacher, who regularly came to their house and when he was a young boy he was really in love to hear those interesting stories from the holy teachings. At the age of six the preacher sexually seduced a little curious boy. We won’t went into the deep waters but I guess you are like nobody else can understand what had to happen inside of the body and mind of the boy and than the young man. So, back to the Ayahuasca retreat. These liquid psychedelic is known for its Healing powers and I myself experienced it (substance got me through the forgotten scene from my childhood, where my mom fucked with her boyfriend at our one-room apartment). So he was telling me, that at the peak of the trip he was at the absolute peace in somewhere/nowhere where he repeatedly heard “I Am. I Am. I Am” and then he experienced (for him that was Real) his own birth — from the womb to the maternity ward. A Doctor, his mother and father were before his eyes and also there were a clear understanding that everybody is him itself. It was a fact, a reality. And than he asked (he felt that there was somebody to ask): “But why those people, if they are me, bring to me so much pain?” And something answered: “I made myself suffer to be able to experience a deeper compassion (to those who went through similar kind of pain)”. I don’t know how you are, but I’ve felt that this is so true and so obvious. Do you think he will ever experienced the deep awakening to Absolute Love through psychedelic retreat somewhere in Barcelona if he’ll never went through this hell? Do you think he’ll ever able to become so wise and deeply compassionate to others? So good at understanding existence and so creative (he’s playing at the guitar and singing very good)? Of course, there is a chance that he’ll get there without all that hell, but it’s very rare even for those who’s suffer. Chances of that for regular guy are very low. So, I’ve shared that with you because I truly believe that really dark things can make you an angel and you’ll become the happiest non-motherfucker in the world!!! Good luck, man! I really believe that you are hero and will deal with that. I’m also agree with @Leo Gura that psychedelics can help you went through that pain and Lear the lessons faster. I think, with your background, that even if you’ll got a bad trip (which isn’t necessary) it won’t be a big deal for ya ? Also I have an other friend, which went through similar stuff — his alcoholic mother has tried to touch his dick, while he was helping her to get out of binge at her apartment. He’s not so openminded for psychedelics, but he went to the psychotherapist and that was helping him a lot. BTW, I will ask my friend (from Ayahuasca story), maybe he will find some time to talk with you and share some real experience from his own life on how to deal with that heavy stuff. Love you, man! P.s. Check the story from the guy who has lost his legs ( timing 6:03) And also check this out - life is hard:

Hello there! I love to do post's here from time to time, they're really helping me to contemplate and observe the situation from another perspective + I love to think that it can somehow help or inspire somebody else. So... LET'S GO!!! If we will carefully observe life + connect our experience with all theories, which we can get from Leo's videos, other teachings, religions, mystical traditions, psychedelics, meditations & etc, we can notice, that every thing designed to experience something special. For example, it's obvious that cheetah has that exact character strengths to be the fastest predator in the world. Therefore we can conclude that God's Will is to feel what it's like to be that spotty cat with exact strengths and abilities, in other word, he want to know what is being nothing else but cheetah. I was laughing when heard @Leo Gura analogy that The Universal Purpose of Life is like a God experiencing himself while doing a colonoscopy to himself. BTW that feels very true . Everybody know that a photographer got to use different types of lenses on his camera for different types of shootings. If it's a wedding - it'll be one type, if it'll be shooting from space - he'll need something different. How is that useful for ME?! How my life can be better, if I've noticed that? I think, that understanding of that concept + knowing yourself can bring more confidence, clear your vision, resolve some doubts and save a lot of lifetime. Imagine a character building process in the Movie, Game, Book or TV Show. At the point of the script-writing author has gave to the Main Character special strengths and weaknesses, personal biography which will made his story more interesting (nobody likes to watch movies about all-mighty hero's without weak spots) and then threw him into the Story, both will be designed exactly for each other. It's not so often to see movies, where cancer patient fighting with evil guy, who wants to start a nuclear war, as well as it's not often to see a movie where an ex-Navy SEAL black-belt karate masculine guy trying to save his marriage and two kids, after he realised that he is gay. Of course, God is able to imagine EVERY POSSIBLE story, but still, we can find some patterns in our human history. Okay then, so what exactly God wants to experience through ME? To answer that question I should know very well about myself: Top core Values Top Strengths Top Weaknesses/Things at which I Suck Zone of Genius MBTI-type (will be helpful) Spiral-Dynamics situation (own status, family, friends, county, job & etc.) Key events Personal Traumas and Fears Biggest Struggles/Chronic Problems Good Habits Addictions What is The Best Impact, That I Want to Make What I Hate What I Love P.s. Life Purpose Course can be very useful to figure these out So let's Imagine, that I'm a script-writer who's playing a game with his friends and he's trying to figure out to which type of story the hero belongs via his personal characteristics: Basic Info: Arsen, male, 24 y.o., 183 cm height Core Values (from the top): Wisdom / Truth / Freedom / Adventure / Self-expression / Peace / Impact / Communication / Health & Energy / Leadership Top Strengths (from the top): Spirituality, Sense of Purpose & Faith / Curiosity and Interest in World / Hope, Optimism and Future-Mindedness / Humour and Playfulness / Woo (ability to "breaking the ice" while meeting new people) Top Weaknesses/Things at which I Suck (from the top): Modesty and Humility / Industry Diligence and Perseverance / Self-control and Self-regulation / Citizenship, Teamwork, Loyalty / Сaution and Providence Zone of Genius: To Understand the origin and the principles of Life MBTI-type: ENTP (Debater). "The Debater personality type is the ultimate devil’s advocate, thriving on the process of shredding arguments and beliefs and letting the ribbons drift in the wind for all to see. Debaters don’t do this because they are trying to achieve some deeper purpose or strategic goal, but for the simple reason that it’s fun." Spiral-Dynamics Situation: 15% Yellow/45% Green/30% Orange/10% Blue. Grew in the stage-blue country, with a stage-blue ambulance-worker single mother, but deeply soaked in Western Stage-Orange culture (Rap/Video-games/Movies/TV Shows/Porn/Internet), started to move into Green in the teenage years because of witnessing a lot of social injustice and searching for more or less authentic sub-culture to identify with (Bob Marley, Che Guevara, Fighting with the System & etc). After school graduation experienced existential crisis and then got started to search answers in Literature, Self-Dev, Meditation, Spirituality and Psychedelics. Lack of Orange integration, with hints of Stage-Yellow cognition. Key events: The unexpected death of a kitten I took from the mother cat who tried to kill him (at age 13) / Death of a younger sister from strangulation during childbirth / The husband of the godmother who beat her hard before they divorced while me and her son were right there / The son of godmother who beat her at the age of 10-12 when she didn't allow him something / Moving to the big city at 18 / First "serious" relationship which end up as a tragedy for me / Second relationship with depressed ex-model stage-orange/blue girl / Third relationship with the depressed stage-green/orange girl / LSD-trip with intention to figure out Life / Ayahuasca retreat with the same intention / Bufo Alvarius (5-MeO-DMT) retreat with the same intention / Vipassana retreat / Taking Life Purpose Course / Mystical experiences while dreaming / Decided to become a life-coach/psychotherapist and using psychedelics in sessions, when it'll be legal. Personal Traumas and Fears: Fear of failure because of emotionally undeveloped young mother / Fear of getting stuck and not realizing yourself / Shame and vulnerability for my personal flaws, which are very contradicting with the stage Blue/Orange values / Fear of being unworthiness Biggest Struggles/Chronic Problems: Constant Lack of Money, Financial inadequacy / Story of dysfunctional long-term relationship / Difficulties with holding a job and perform duties / Lack of discipline, Procrastination, Self-efficacy and Self-control / Lack of social intelligence (too much not-giving-a-fuck) / Lack of important skills needed for survival Good Habits: Daily meditation/concentration/visualisation/affirmation routine / Reading / Jiu-Jitsu / Clean Eating (1,5 mnth) / Contemplation / Watching Videos / Journaling Addictions: Porn / Arguing / Social-Media (Instagram and Youtube) / Stimulation with food / Procrastinating What is The Best Impact, That I Want to Make: To inspire people, to demonstrate that there is More To Life and that it's bigger and better, to help making their life richer and happier. What I Hate: Robotic duties, uninspired and meaningless life, social conditioning, unhealthy things like junk food and instagram, empty conversations, need to be someone else, hand work (except jerking) What I Love: To understand reality, self-development, make people laugh, spirituality, to help developing something, abstract thinking, sex, humour, psychedelics, spiral dynamics, to explaining something interesting, to interview, to charm new people, to figuring something out, Leo's videos And now, when we have so much information about our Hero, can we really suppose what he was created for? Definitely, we can try. Version #1: Stage Turquoise Shaman of the 21st Century Here's why: a guy who values wisdom/truth/freedom/adventure/impact/communication/health/self-expression + have a top strengths as spirituality/curiosity and interest in the world/future-mindedness + wanting to help people realise the depth, richness and beauty of life + naturally talented as an abstract thinker, highly intuitive and "beliefs decomposer" (ENTP-type) + in love with spirituality, self-development, spiral dynamics and psychology + not giving a fuck too much on what people will think about him and his Life Purpose. What God will get from it? I guess, these is really new territory at that point of human development, therefore it's something, which will bring human consciousness further to the realisation and actualisation of God-nature of Being and People, which seems to fit God's Plan. My opinion: It's seems really fascinating for me, because spirituality and self-development REALLY motivates me towards life. And this scenario is the best way to practice it constantly. There's a risk, with that type of flaws, to become a cult leader, so I'll need to understand really deep things like epistemology and cult-dynamics. Version #2: Spirituality Promoter Here's why: The culture is groans in pain and asking to be filled and reconnected with spirituality: mass shootings, depressions, meaninglessness, racism, addictions, greed and etc. are become obvious problem at these days and people need Spirituality like a glue for culture. Therefore, we need somebody charismatic and skilled as a Debator to rebuild bridges between Culture and Spirituality. Consciousness work really need some PR-agents, Stand-Up Comics, Journalists, Movie Directors, Marketologists. What God will get from it? Same point, that in the first Version My opinion: That sounds also nice, but lack of deep spiritual work, which are available in the first version. But it's seems cool for me to be Consciousness Comic. What your thoughts and feeling on that post? Do you agree on my versions or do you have other one?

@Sidra Damn, thats feel great!) Which one? Leo talking about that stuff for so long, that we already can't count. He more like Salesman here, who successfully pitched the idea, but the sense of God aren't builds only on Leo words, thank God for psychedelics, my abstract thinking and nature! LP course is super useful to become an "expert of yourself". You'll know not only your values, impact statement, zone of genius and strengths, but also weaknesses, fears, traumas and beliefs. It's the most easiest way that I know - system already structured, you only need to go on and do all the exercises. Videos, Books, Journaling, LP Course, Conversations, Psychotherapist, Girlfriends and Friends, Asking Questions, Psychedelics, Literature, Genuine intention to become fulfilled and happy. It'll be explained in LP course + watch video Understanding Meaning, Purpose, & Value Values grow and evolve as you are. As I've get it, the whole spiral dynamics are based on evolution of human values. At Tear 1 Stage-Beige is all about individual basic survival needs, at Tear 2 Stage-Yellow it's also about individual survival needs, but individuality moved from one person to all humanity and Earth, and resources for survival not food and shelter, but information and understanding. The same thing with Stage-Purple and Stage-Turquoise, but instead of primitive spirits of Forest and Wind, there's a deeper understanding like energy, quantum physics, nonduality etc. So the point of knowing your own top values is in navigating yourself toward life and decision making. Of course, values can be changed and we should remember that those are just concepts, but you always value something, question is are you aware of it or not.

@Leo Gura If we are talking about Life Purpose and Self-Actualization work, that won't be the final death of the Ego, more like peel off one onion layer, right? Is that like that situation when you've faced that you should leave you career as a Game Designer, because it's won't bring you what you want in life? At that point image "Leo Successful Game Designer" were ruined. Please, correct me, if I'm wrong: While my personal flaws are all about self-control, self-efficacy, industry, teamwork and providence, I should: 1) Deepen my understanding of that sphere of life with self-help material in that category, maybe take some courses 2) Strategize my Vision and think it through, to avoid situations in which I suck the most

@Leo Gura Thanks! Can you please help me with these couple questions: My top 5 things at which I suck/weaknesses (done Authentic Happiness test 3 times with annual break between each) are very important for my self-actualisation, LP and consciousness work: 1) What is the best strategy to work with those? I'm really confused, because there's a paradox within that theme - I'm intuitively thinking, that those things are not just flaws, it's like the reverse of the medal of my strengths, but at the same time it's feels impossible to get There without such a crucial qualities. P.s. If there's a book in the booklist, can you please DM me the name of it? 2) At the Hero's Journey what is the stage, when Hero facing that his own weaknesses are preventing him from getting the Holy Grail? Is that "supernatural patronage", "belly of the whale" or anything else? 3) The Hero feels that it's almost impossible for him to overcome that obstacle. What at that point helps him to retrieve motivation and overcome that obstacle?