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Its been over 2 months and I can see the results, I have developed a overall nice control over my Mind, I can now feel myself diverting my mind from compulsive thinking easily,,,, Currently On: ACTIVE DETACHMENT meditation stage..... feels Good,,,, I am doing great with my studies, Trying to Study Like I did 2 years back with full potential..... Will start studying Psychiatry from next 2 weeks.....

@ajasatya yep right

I was thinking about some stuff which drains consciousness so might be looking for if ...Does Maturbation drains our consciousness??

@Jack River gotta go..... Discussions means a lot.... you learn a lot about stuffs....

I get irritated easily over small things.... does observing seems to make my situation more worst.

@Jack River YES.... i can see.... will have to contemplate it by myself

If I am not seperate from fear, if I say IM the fear.......isnt I identifying myself with fear....which causes more suffering ?????

@Jack River WHat you say?

Im having some problem grasping it,,,, THe observer is me but the thing im observing is not the true thing or it is moving in my field,,,so cant we say that it is different? ??? what you say?

@Jack River I didnt get it can you explain it! sorry

THen what did you do next !

@Jack River ITs me observing, IM aware and that what makes me feel more bad about how and why im irritated

???wise line

@now is forever yes first be aware and then we can ?‍?

@YaMayka yep sure thanks

@now is forever ??

@Jack River I can see ?? where u from

@Jack River ????? see that... you explain pretty Good... thank you ...

@Jack River its OK

What. Does eto stands for? ?

@now is forever no not chinese.. @Jack River

@Jack River Getting out of my head... ??? Im not getting... Awareness itself causes suffering you means to say this?? Dont you... and what we need to do is pay attention to the Awareness itself !!! That ends the Loop right????

@Jack River means IM not fully aware yet !!! im continuing the loop of fragments !!! ??

?? awareness is free... I told you im aware.. idk whats happening then ! ?

@Jack River yes It is constant... but isn’t it weird, that awareness & suffering are going together...how could?