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There are courses on astral projection. I bought one for 10$ which was on a sale for the weekend, but I didn't experiment with it or practice it even once, hadn't had the time to do so, but would really want to try and see what that is like, to see the possibilities of the other dimensions

Welcome back buddy. You forgot only because your parents raised you with an illusion that you are their child.

Weed is a powerful tool. But it needs a lot of time to perfect the practice. Also it makes you wanna enjoy shit cause it makes everything amazing (movies, music, sex etc.) After some time you get more and more insights while being high, they just auto jump into your consciousness. I can tell from my experience weed helped me see all the shit I did all my life. Also I became aware of the truth with the help of cannabis. Learn how to use it for spiritual purposes. It's like psychedelics, you need to learn how to use them. Many people don't like weed cause they can't resist the urge to jump into entertainment. Also it can give you paranoia, which is worked out after some time. Pro tip: always meditate or do yoga before you smoke weed. Or better yet, meditate while you are high. Cannabis can activate your kundalini energies quite well. Also shut off everything, all entertainment and be with yourself all alone, think, contemplate, observe and just wait. Also don't smoke everyday, take working days off of weed and enjoy it on a Saturday evening. I vaporize my herb, some friend told me it makes more of a mental weed trip. I can definitely agree with that.

Couldn't agree more with the rest of us. Enjoy your youth. It's a stage you have to have and you will go past it in the end. Definitely do meditation/Kriya yoga, be smart and observe yourself in which phase you are and where you need to go. Spiral dynamics helps a bunch, but I have to ward you - later it just limits you.

I think floating is a good exercise for spiritual purposes. I haven't been in one, but I have a coupon for two and will be going next week to try for the first time with my wife. Would be awesome if someone here could share some experiences with floating.

God is not a he or a she its a It. There is no self, there is just god. And you are IT. We are it. Woow the mindblows

@SriBhagwanYogi the practice mainly was kriya+mindfulness everywhere, the past few weeks started going to the gym and doing exercises with closed eyes for maximum mindfulnes. Also weed and the wife played a huge role leading to this. Seeing myself/or seeing the nonduality in my wife led me to awaken myself then to help awaken her. This morning I just woke up - but as god.

Its so great to live.

@theking00 God inside of a human. As if you are god seeing and speaking through a human, but you are not doing it. Become aware of that.

@Inliytened1 I believe this is a great mystical experience. I had been getting insight after insight the past few days like crazy, I even thought "am I going insane?" But I couldn't doubt my insights, because they were the truth.

It's as if you no longer have your lower-self left, hes gone.

Become aware that you are even your own thoughts. (The mental chatter)

Doing Kriya yoga is enough to obtain all of that.

Looking back at "Spiral dynamics" series. Leo, being kinda geeky with a Yellow aproach, explained it with such passion, with such energy, excitement and drive. When I re-listened to the episodes I was so inspired by his dedication and his insights on the models that he was studying. Now it feels like hes tired from all of his work and insights. Torquoise destroyed all of his work. I kinda feel the same from time to time. All of the work seems to be empty no matter what you do. Whats your opinion on the future of actualized.org? Will Leo just close this with time without emptying all of his ideas?

Its a tricky thing to tap into it. I remember the evening when I became conscious of it, damn man what a mind fuck that was. Cant explain it with words. But when you do tap into it, you will see everything being created by some kind of mind, it is imagining your suroundings and yourself, and the amount of intelligence needed to imagine all of this into being is just JAW DROPING. You realise the magnitude of the intelligence and thats just wow, I remember just saying omg omg omg... you wont understand it by reading about it or thinking, you need to have a mystical experience into infinite intelligence.

The "ego" which everyone is talking about is a personality, a YOU which the mind creates. The mind itself is the whole ego (you will need a direct self-deception experience to understand the separation between the ego and the mind, then you understand which is what).

@SirVladimir Hello

Im just curious of what are the actual signs that you have permanently awaken?

Little do they know they are actually giving out answers

@Hellspeed @universe deeply in love with reality!! you are acurate with that description

@Inliytened1 Good point. When you know, you know.

@Leo Gura god lied to god that it is not it.

@Preetom thank you!

@Leo Gura but why did we forgot we are it?

During my yoga the past week I went into a deep meditation state. Doing Ujjayi Pranayama starts it, in the 7-8 breath it makes the body really calm and I can do the exercise very slowly and precise. Then I just feel my body just freezing in the asana pose, it just sits there with no effort with an erect spine. Then the body just feels VERY HEAVY. And I just become this pure awareness. The awareness feels like it goes deep into the body. Not like it feels when you close your eyes that the outside is just your eyelid length away. You feel like the awareness is about 20-30 centimeter deep inside your body. In that state I can sense the body (heart beating, breathing) and the mind (random thoughts), but I can't say that that's me, there are just thoughts and body functions. And the body sensation of feeling really heavy just awes me. What state of meditation is that? It happened last Saturday and yesterday. I've been practicing yoga really hard the past month.