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Leo can you upload your own video blog posts mp3 files to podcast-addict/itunes app? You have some profound posts there that I would re-listen over and over to connect the dots. Thanks!
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inFlow replied to Kamo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Just build up your consciousness, start doing yoga asap. Every insight you get comes from consciousness, the more conscious you become the more you understand/see. Psychedelics are good, but if you don't have a good base of consciousness to start with you will get nowhere. While tripping you may feel non-duality etc. but once it wares off you are just a tiny ego with knowledge (which is not permanent) you need to build up consciousness to the point where you are in permanent non-dual awareness without any substances in the body. Key point for you - work on developing your sober state consciousness. -
inFlow replied to ROOBIO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's totally normal. I've gotten some ego backlashes as well... Three weeks of yoga led me to huge growth and boom I'm off binge smoking weed for two weeks + stopped doing yoga and fell back even lower. That's some REAL growth right here! Kryia practice is SUPER potential and SUPER strong even for beginners. I would recommend to do it every second day, and on your off days just do a simple breathing meditation. I've noticed that doing Kriya everyday does grow you A LOT, but damn you just can't handle so much change and growth so you just fall back. Just take it slow. Just notice how subtly you wanna go back to your old habits, if you can just pain yourself through, but take it easy cause you have no idea how powerful the ego actually is. -
If you dont understand what God is, don't beat yourself too hard. Focus on improving your consciousness! Consciousness is kinda infinite and it comes in low and high forms. Its not that you cant or will not understand God, the problem is that your consciousness is too low for these things. If you keep improving it you will eventualy understand it! It will click for you if you raise it to a certain level. And you can always go beyond! You can understand everything in life. What God is, what are you, what is reality, what are you doing here etc. Consciousness leads to understanding.
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inFlow replied to SriBhagwanYogi's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Guys try to be exceptionally aware when you do the practices on a full moon evening. Moons gravity pulls your kundalini up. And all sorts of interesting things can happen. Have you ever had an inner guru guiding you to do your practice in a different way?? I had it and that feels amazing. You are just sitting and feeling a force controling the body. Almost as if the force is teaching you new stuff, showing what you need. When you feel like you need to do something new, go fully into it, relax and let it guide you, just be aware and dont ressist it. It comes unnoticed and it leaves like it wasnt even there. -
inFlow replied to Finland3286's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Enlightenment doesn't banish all evil which is inside you cause you can be a little enlightened with a lot of unresolved shadow elements. So was Osho in that boat. Believe me when you have so much power and so many followers it's hard to stay humble and not to manipulate people for your deep deep ego needs like sex. -
inFlow replied to Michael Paul's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This process is full of shit, believe me. You will have to go through a lot of phases where you feel totally groundless and lost. But this is a part of the process so stay calm. I went through it myself and I'm kinda groundless a bit NOW. But I just got used to it after a while, actually feeling groundless is the best indicator that you are doing good and that will lead to growth in the future. It will bridge both worlds on it's own. Stay strong and good luck my brother. -
inFlow replied to _the_litl_prince's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Take your attention back to the thing that you are focusing on. If your mind wonders off - bring it back. And yes it will wonder off infinite times. So bring it back! Again.... Again... Again.... AND AGAIN! A few weeks of effort should be enough to see some improvement in your focus. Also your first months of meditation will also be unconsciousness cleansing process, old thoughts will arise in your awareness, you need to purge old held secrets in your deepest core. -
Woow do I have a story to share here.. Be open and read the story imagining how it interconnects with everything. Pre-story: 7-8 years ago I was with my present wife, we were together in a relationship for a few months, later we broke off. Main story: Two years ago we somehow matched each other on tinder thus beggining a bound again. On the our first meet with each other I wanted to take her to nature and see the falling stars. (This is a key point of the whole story, STARS!.) But it was raining that night so we just skipped it. The first meet we had we instantly felt a cennection with each other, it was as if we were together in past lives, we felt like being home with each other. Felt right! In that time I was a fan of the group called The Weeknd, he was my jam. And also he had a song called "STAR Boy". My wife later made me a shirt with a sign of Star Boy! Going to that year we celebrated new years eve at her place and I decorated the house with hand made accesories, I also cut out Stars from paper (I will share the pics). That night we got engaged. Moving later we arranged a marriage, our invitations had cosmos theme in it also with what? STARS! We fell in love with stars! Lol. Also on our wedding day we had STAR shapped balloons tied around our chairs. (We got married last year on this day.) Okey moving forward somehow the star theme in our family stuck like glue. Literaly I even made CNC machined stars for her from black plexiglass and sprayed it with gold dots to make it like stars also (pics comming). CONNECTING THE DOTS: On this weekend we arranged an aniversary retreat in the forest (we wanted to be together, alone and to celebrate our 1 year anniverasy. And so we go there we sit around try to contemplate our life and take everything we can from this mini-retreat. In the evening we sat around the camp fire which I made and talked alot. We smoked weed also which is our go-to spiritual tool. We talked alot and I saw her being very dettached from her ego, just enjoying being in the moment. Night came and the sky was clear. Guess whats in the sky? STARS. My wife looked up cause we saw a shooting star (its the season of falling stars) and she was just observing the infinity of the cosmos. Then she looked down at me and changed attention to the stars again. And observing that she awoke! She found out who she is, why she is here and how she created herself. And as she was speaking the insights to me I understood that she finally awaken AND the camp fire just bursted into a blazing flame which lit up our camp with light and we became conscious that its GOD sending the message that this insight was true and he was happy! Yes you could argue that in a scientific way that the timber emblazed in flames because of "that and that" YES, but you dont understand the magic behind this. That GOD made me place the timber in such a way in such a time that in that particular time in that particular moment of awakening that it would blaze up in flames so giving us a sign that he is here, that HE is behind all this and that it is you and it is helping us to always remember that he is with us. And wow was that a mindfuck for the both of us! We actually understood that we are both gods sent to be with each other to awaken ourselves to the truth. The main thing was her looking at the stars! God knew that and sent messages in our entire relationship time to look at what? Stars! This story might not reflect our experience fully, but just imagine how magical it was for the both of us to connect all the dots.
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inFlow replied to The Blind Sage's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I can fully agree that MDMA is a great tool for personal inner development. Being just on it feels like it makes your body vibrate in a healing manner. You dont ACTUALY vibrate, but you feel like its just healing you -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Just one pic cause I cant render the quality down with my phone. Maybe later on the pc I will -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ActualizedDavid hmm great advice tho. -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Lol I got it. These past few weeks were nothing but work, home and Kriya. I must be doing something way more to please the bodies internal psychological needs. Damn. -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ahmad ibdah that was a few weeks back. And for now I mean I can get hard, I can have sex and orgasm, but I just got no interest in doing so. Its as if you were be given a choice to have sex, I would choose not to have it. -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ahmad ibdah oh yes! The last awakening I had we went to bed with my spouse and we had love like never. I watched her body and "saw" sex energy everywhere in her. I never felt anything like that. The sex was seen as some kind of training, almost as a ritual where we created energy which bursted with an orgasm. I do believe the right sex is a way to enlightenment, good sex is powerful -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha Yeah I also guess that its just a stage Im going through. Eventualy it will come back. I kinda like this state, feeling free from all that craving of sex is energizing. -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Truth Addict no no no I dont judge sex as something that low consciousness people do. It is in a way if you dont control it and need to fap always. In my experience the drive is just not there, I dont intend to jump off of sex cause the spirituality needs to, no, I see sex as nothing bad about the whole thing, actualy my awakening process revieled that you can have sex with anyone and its totaly ok -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@flume exactly what you wrote to truth addict. No, I'm happy with everything, its just the drive thats lost which bothers me a bit, especially when I think that my spouse is not there and gets triggered with me not being so driven with sex than I used to be. @Truth Addict oh wow did you tie yourself in some knots of the mind. What you said is not what is true for me. -
inFlow replied to inFlow's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Non-dual sex is awesome though. But the thing is that bothers is that I don't want sex. I just choose not to have it for some reasons. If I can I always ignore it. -
inFlow replied to Angelite's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There was/is Teotl. It created itself and it wanted to explore itself, so it took a part of itself and made more of itself into being. This being is you. You are Teotl. It is looking at itself, living through itself, experiencing itself. Teotl - God/Consciousness/Infinity/Jesus/Allah/Brahman/Krishna All is one. The one is all. You are It (the one). -
inFlow replied to Dylan Page's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Dylan Page You do need a mystical experience to see how much love did you create. All creation is just love. Everything is made with love and out of love. Once you know how you created yourself you will understand the infinite love component of reality. And wow does it blow your socks off -
inFlow replied to Cody_Atzori's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Cody_Atzori use pillows around your legs, make yourself comfortable as possible. You don't need to sit in a full lotus pose for meditation. I would recommend buying a moon shaped zafu which helps a lot -
inFlow replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
How I got into it: Randomly found Leo's video on hot to make a girl fall in love with you. After a while I somehow found his mp3 uploaded Podcast channel, started to listen there and so today. Why I chose this path: Life was a shit-hole, had absolutely nothing to lose. Went in, lost myself Biggest challenge: Staying on track everyday. -
inFlow replied to The Blind Sage's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Why would else you need an initiation. It's a kind of help to get you started on your journey. -
@Bojan It's a model not a territory. I studied the model a lot for myself. And in the end you just gotta let go of it, cause reality is so wast that the model itself limits you. Don't think you just can slap a label on a country or a person and say that it's either blue, orange or green. It's just a mix of everything.