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Take your money situation into your own hands. For now this spiritual path is just a distraction. You could argue that you don't give a shit about work or money, but I can guarantee that you have fears about changing your profession, learning new skills getting a better job etc. If you have enough money in your pocket you could easily just fly off to India once a year for a few weeks and continue your spiritual growth. Don't be a poor man that fears dedication on work, whats the point being enlightened when you have money problems, believe me you wont be able to let go fully when you have money problems in your mind (it's not like you are broke, but you understand me). Yes pursue the path to enlightenment, but once you complete it you go full-circle which ends up right where you begun. Spend your youth years figuring out how to improve your life financially. Go back to the basics like Maslow's triangle model, you can't jump ahead, you will suffer in the end and YOU KNOW IT.

Way too often. Read rollsafe.org , the safe way is going once every 3 months. And yes I do feel some negative effects after the MDMA trip that's why I don't fuck with it, every person that I talk to who has tried said the same - It's not that healthy for your body/mind.

@ElvisN lol I've seen this one, I assumed it was gonna be a great explanation, but yet it wasn't.

I did MDMA with my wife and it helped a lot in our relationship. Also I could use it alone and just heal myself to the fullest with love that MDMA brings. Hell of a tool, but needs the right setting, being at home, all alone or with a really good friend who wont burst into dancing and distracting your ass

In this work ego is great. The bigger or the worst it is, the better the letting-go of it will be. The better the transformation, more tears and joy. And after that you will still use ego elements in the daily life. But there's a catch to this. You might not get enlightened in one swoop, it may take you dozen of years and in those dozen of years you will get so many ego backlashes that it will make you sick of all of the enlightenment work. Also I read that you can get deep insights and yet still not lose the ego that you are attached, that can be horrific experiences. You will want to lose it, but the ego resists. All in all you have to have something in order to lose it. Have a big ego so it could impact you more. Have you ever seen criminals going spiritual? That's a big transformation

@jj40 I have it too, some fear just pops up out of nowhere. It's like I'm doing yoga and an idea hits me "Is my wife okey? Did I lock the door? The oven might be burning now" etc. Do not move an inch when you get scared. Stay in it. Also move when you are really in danger like you smell smoke or someone is breaking in your house. But if the fear is internal just surrender, if you gonna die now - die. Surrender to your death.

All of your chakras are open. If some of them would be fully closed you would be dead.

@Raptorsin7 When you strive for "peak experience" you never obtain it.

It's a process, you have to be willing to die over and over again.

@petar8p You are literally God, you just haven't realized it yet. You still keep "thinking" that you are this human (well you are a "human", but this human is a mini version of a God, God in limited form (you will realize this when you awake). After my several awakenings to God consciousness I can say that you can be conscious as a God, you just haven't reached that level yet. Often times when I end my yoga session when I open my eyes it feels as if God was looking, not my fake ego identity. It comes and goes, my over-all consciousness is not that high to continue to be in that God consciousness state 24/7. Brief moments are enough for now, helps not to forget and not to fall down the rabbit hole of illusions of a self.

@The Don "Depression" is just a sign that MAYBE you are not in-line with your lifes purpose. Maybe you are slacking off with something that distracts you from your true goal in this life. Deep down you know whats causing this, maybe you just need some time off from everything, maybe you are tired, maybe your MANLY core values are not met. Only YOU can know whats wrong.

It's scary for the ego, not for your true self. If you are scared and resisting the experience that means you are in the ego mind.

@Yannik If shit goes down, remember - everything is gonna be all right.

Patreon is a collective donation support, when you see other people supporting it encourages others to be more generous, loving and pay some amount of money to their creators, single donations are shit, I always hated them. When it's a mob of conscious people supporting it feels way way different, it feels like you are giving back, even if it's 5 dollars.

Your consciousness might be low. Having higher consciousness and overall awareness (body, emotions, etc.) will make you feel really subtle effects to any substances. Example - When I smoked weed I always wanted to get super high, so I smoked a lot. Once I started to meditate and do Yoga I started to get super high from very low amounts of weed, which made me realize that I have a more subtle awareness when I'm on substances. I feel it way way more, I'm not that numb anymore. If that's the case for you - take in 200 and have a friend who can spot you. A GOOD friend who knows what hes doing. Also - surrender fully.

@CreamCat That's what you get when the ego tries to KNOW everything.

God is doing you right now, he is creating/imagining you right now at this very moment, but you need to become conscious of what "infinite intelligence" is. Then you will understand what matter is. It's all imagined into existence - into matter - into YOU.

@Mezanti The slower you breathe the less the mind is active. Try it yourself, breathe as slow as you can that it's comfortable for you. The mind responds to breathing, the faster you breathe the more anxious the mind becomes and vice-versa. When doing my Kriya I can inhale about 2-3 times a minute, which shuts down the mind drastically. There is still some chatter, but it's way better than it was.

@The Don At this time of the year I also feel some depression symptoms which came out of nowhere, also my wife feels it. Wait for winter (which is far away from now, lol) and things will be better believe me. Just go through it, you are not alone in this one <3

@Swagala Go deeper. There are dozens of enlightenment experiences, there is no SINGLE one, there are many. Infinity, love, nothing, God etc. Everything comes one by one in no particular order. Never seek them, just continue your consciousness practice and these insights will come when they come.

@phoenix666 please do that!

@RobinOntwikkeljezelf I did it for some time and wow what a deal breaker this technique is actually when you understand WHY it mus be done. The deal with this technique is just to observe what ever comes up. You free up some time and let the mind and body relax. Then you just sit and wait, for 20 minutes. Thoughts will come up like usual, but you just observe what ever comes up. The main thing is just to purge your inner stuff. You might remember something you had to do for this evening, or the up-coming weekend, maybe a birthday party or something. If a thought like this comes up, you observe it, think about it, resolve it and let go. And another thing will come up, resolve that, let go and wait for something more. Believe me you will be blown away for what kind of stuff you will be able to remember or resolve, past traumas, past shit what haunts you today. This is the kind of purging meditation.

@IndigoGeminiWolf You become pure awareness. Awareness catches itself. The awareness becomes aware that the true self is the awareness. It's as if awareness see's itself in the mirror for the first time.

I've been interested in Reiki also. Would be really cool to hear some of your stories who have some experience with it. Also how it feels and does it actually heal?

@JonasVE12 It's super hard to even explain this stuff to people, I've tried it myself and failed 99% of the time. This requires a person to already have enough consciousness to even begin with. So I might not bother to even talk about it. It's also abstract as fuck. I would have to teach it to people for like 3 months straight to even get them even started on the theory, but then again they have their lives, their problems, their interests etc. You can't make people awoke, they have to awake on their own. My tip would be just concentrate on your own inner work, and if they come - they come.