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@Maximus I can totally relate to you. My best friend just links me wikipedia links with descriptions of some kind of "syndromes" that I somehow have.

@Pacific Sage Because it's You giving signs to the self.

@Nahm It's all just mind stuff.

@Nahm And it's working simultaneously with everyone on this planet!! It's all part of the God's game plan.

@wesyasz That's the problem that the Ego faces, he doesn't understand what are these signs so by being confused he dismisses it

@Maximus It's just a model for materialistic minded people. But they still dismiss this.

IMO Gaia is great for people who accept stage Green. It has some turquoise in it, but not that much, mainly Green material.

@Butters It's a part of the process. Don't block emotions, feel them for what they are, they are pointing you to something. Investigate deeper why they come up, what shadow elements you still have subconsciously. Feeling bad from time to time is a good sign of growth, later you will understand this.

Same here. I started to live the life from no-self. At first it can be scary for the same reason your loved ones not understanding you, seeing you as "weird". It's normal. Live your OWN life, not theirs, be authentic and be proud the way you are. Don't be something else just to please others. BE YOU! Don't close the throat chakra, speak what you really want to speak, but understand that people need to be met at their own consciousness level, so just accept they are not in-line with your understanding and your world view. If they don't accept you it's only their problem, not yours.

When I smoke weed I always shake as hell. To the point where I just can't control it. As some sort of cold sensation.

@Fede83 One of the most important benefits that psychedelics brings is the speed that you can change your habits. Once you take a good dose, for a while it erases the default mode network in your brain, thus forming new habits is way easier. But it comes with a price, you might not like the actual trip

@OBEler hmm I should invest some time in researching this theme, should write a topic on it, atleast the written "facts"

@OBEler so repeating the process by charging it again the negative energy is sort of "destroyed"?

I practice reiki and one friend of mine gave me a stone of some kind, idk what it is exactly, but it's one of those 'spiritual stones', and once I meditate with it, I can sense subtle energy going from it by holding my hands above it, but that might be cause I'm charging it with Reiki energy. And the deal is that you can charge anything with Reiki, food, water etc., but my given stone feels stronger energy comming to it that any other item, it's almost as giving reiki to any other human being. I can't actualy confirm that it works or doesn't, but I can feel something though. Also I can't say that it has any benefits or not. I will probably read some books on these stones in the future for sure.

@John Iverson I'm not saying that it's impossible to cure ADHD, but weed doesn't cure it thats for sure. Kriya Yoga works like magic, a few weeks is enough to see results

@Chives99 Thank you

@John Iverson You won't cure ADHD for sure. I'm smoking for the last 4 years, it only worsens ADHD. Yeah I can agree just smoke on the weekends, never do daily smokes it not only worsens your focusing abilities, but the insights won't come that often. My go to route is just do Yoga and other consciousness work and then once every second weekend I smoke and just contemplate everything I know. You can reach great depth by doing this, but in the end you will see that weed slows down your progress and you wont wanna smoke. Don't get addicted though, you will be playing with highly addictive substance

The main concern is that many of the people who are here are not in stage yellow (Spiral Dynamics). I see people with great insights, but most of them still they lack that yellow'ish outside the box thinking. Over-all this forum is great. Lots of people helping what they can. Tons of love also.

@wesyasz I can relate to your story. In the evenings, if I'am not tired, I can be super conscious compared to morning. I found out that the mind still sleeps in the morning for a while until some time passes and you can feel your mind working normally. My tip would be do some consciousness work in the morning, maybe meditate or do Kriya yoga. But still it not might work wonders, but it will definitely improve your awareness in the morning. Also morning cardio is great, it gets the blood pumping and the mind sharpens quicker.

If this is true this being won't sleep for probably a week.

You are experiencing what is called "The dark night of the soul" Your ego is rejecting God that's why you are suffering. It doesn't want to know the truth. This is the half-way to this work. Please continue and brake through, joy will come.

@Identity What kind of work do you do? I had the same issue in the middle of my back near the right side. I actually found out that it's my job that's causing this - repetitive movement with my hands.

@TheSomeBody Get silicone ones, on ebay or aliexpress. Works like the wax ones but its built for longevity

@Dlavjr smoke mindfully, be conscious of every inhale of the smoke and you will quit within a few packs. Inhale, feel the taste of the smoke, feel what it does to your throat, to your lungs, how it affects your heart, then exhale feeling all the smoke come out. You will notice that you are just poisoning yourself with actual burnt smoke. DO IT MINDFULLY

@lmfao he actually noted that if you wanna go somewhere in this work you must avoid some things. Like ice-cold water and other things that you mentioned. Sometime ago I deleted all gluten products from my diet and wow how sharp I was.