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@Someone here That's how awake people talk, they just can't communicate in a normal ego fashion, well they can, but they just don't do it because it's not in their level of consciousness. Put this short they feel stupid doing it. I've been in such states that I just don't seem normal anymore compared to regular people, I needed to hear everything precise and accurately so that I can answer the question correctly. The problem is when newbies come to this forum they ask for help and they get an answer from Nahm or any other awoke being they just get alienated right away. They read and like "How is this suppose to help me" I've noticed this happening a lot.

Im not sure but he is probably Stage Blue SD. Hard to judge a person w/o knowing him actually.

@Florian oh and the mystical insight was that in the middle of that experience I observed and thought about it, thus hearing the voice inside the head as they say. And the insight was that I'am also the thoughts that I was observing. That took non-duality way deeper for me.

@Florian take this experience seriously. This was not just a random thing. Good luck

In my experience I woke up in the middle of the night, but I wasn't fully awake, it was a 50/50 sleep/waking state, but very mysterious. And I woke up just because my whole body was shaking, I couldn't stand up or control anything that time, as it was a sleep/wake state of some sort. And the shaking or trembling got gradually stronger and I thought if I die now so let it be, and just let go and went into the experience. Then the shaking continued for a little bit and stopped. I got a mystical insight after everything ended and just fell back to sleep. Woke up in the morning and thought WTF was that. So I read about my experience a lot and found that it's a kundalini awakening.

https://www.whenkundaliniawakens.com/kundalini-awakening-symptoms Read more about it, maybe you can find some info about your symptoms

@Florian It's probably your kundalini waking up inside you. I had a similar experience what you described. Stress is also a sign of the kundalini awakening. And it happens when you are kinda half asleep half awake state. Have you gotten any insights during this trembling and letting go process?

@Kingston It's how the mind works, it's a very abstract topic, but you also are closed minded by some aspects of life. So am I. Observe closed mindedness and how it affects people, how it forces them to paradigm-lock. Spiral dynamics plays a huge roll in this theme.

Thinking in terms of vibration and energy you are making your own vibration close to 432hz which will calm you down eventually. Try and listening to POP music in the morning, you might feel energetic, but in a sense it's killing you slowly because the frequencies are random. Test it for yourself, try on heavy metal and observe your inner state, what you will feel, what emotions rise up, then try calm meditation music and observe yourself, and compare the both.

@SamueLSD Meditation and contemplation is a tool to set you up for a BANG. To set you up little by little to get that awakening. Also by doing nothing you are detaching from everything which is good for this work and is SUPER essential, IMO it's probably one of the most important aspects, but everything matters, meditation, contemplation and letting go. But by doing nothing you rob yourself from all the creative sides that you have. Think wise what you actually want in life.

@Florian It's probably a kundalini awakening, I need more info regarding the "trembling" and in a what kind of sleep state you were in.

That's a totally normal thing. This "seeing" is just him raising his awareness and he just saw it for the first time, thus he claimed that it's a power of somewhat. That's a ego trap that he will eventually have to break out of, you have to understand that it is NORMAL, everybody can see the "soul", but they are not yet at the level of awareness to do so.

It's consciousness. The substance which everything is made. A super powerful infinite intelligence imagining everything into existence, this imagination creates "matter" which is not material, but it's mind matter. You have not yet realized what "infinite intelligence" is, when you do you will understand what is being said. Keep working, it's very hard to stumble upon such realizations, but these ones are the most life changing, material understanding shattering insights.

@bazera I've worked with this substance for a while now and have the concentration to not get pulled into stupid behavior such as watching videos, listening to music. The setting must be perfect. Though not every time I can tap into the mystical. But I've noticed that if I work hard for the given week (do consciousness work) the experience is so profound, the intention must be also put in check. Anyway it must be used ONLY from time to time, because it can get into addicting behavior, which it probably will. But it's a wonderful contemplation tool for me. Too bad it has side effects which is why in the future I will have to drop this habit.

Yesterday I vaped weed for 10minutes and just observed the high getting stronger sitting in silence. I tried to let go of everything, detaching from social stuff and ego things I had, cravings, purpose etc. I sat a bit and everything started to get a bit psychedelic, the walls were as I was on LSD, super 3D. I was in non-duality at that moment, I touched everything and spoke to myself as I spoke with the walls and wood which were decorated and I looked up in the sky and was again in non-duality. I felt such a massive blissful state, as like an Enlightenment state, but I noticed that NOBODY got enlightened meaning my ego was not in the picture, there was just a super blissful state being observed. What is this?

@Nahm Good pointing, but Im yet not on ur level of awareness, but thank you for writing, I will contemplate these words.

@Nahm Can you describe this "Astral Being"?

@ivankiss ah I see now. Thank you

@ivankiss please elaborate.

@SamueLSD the thing is that I noticed that I wasnt screaming inside like oooh Iam going somewhere, but there was just observing going on, experience of the bliss, but without the ego-I. My deepest awakenings were on weed, psychs hit me too hard. But I dont poo poo them, it is a very powerful tool, but probably not for me.

These awakenings will get deeper and deeper. You will understand these facets way more. That's the dangerous stage when you can actually see yourself as everything with you own eyes, not just getting an insight. Then you will see inner ego resistance with accepting yourself as the entire universe. Thank you for sharing this amazing insightful trip report.

@Spence94 It sucks going through the phase of "the dark night of the soul", but once you go through it bliss comes

@Leo Gura Waiting for your retreat insight video on the blog.

@Leo Gura When are you posting a new video of your retreat insights?

So I already had awakened that I'am everything, but yesterday this insight was so deep that I could actually "see" myself in everything. And that shit shook me so much. But that's Truth. The hardest thing is to accept it, but it's quite difficult since I have been living in this illusion quite a while now. It's hard to go back "home". The biggest thing led to realizing this was imagining some item in just outer space. Then I realized that the object and the place it is in is One. There is no separation. And to awaken to it and see it for the first time with you own eyes. Not just to get the insight of Oneness is absolutely radical. I guess this goes way way deeper.