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@Leo Gura Waiting for your retreat insight video on the blog.

@Leo Gura When are you posting a new video of your retreat insights?

So I already had awakened that I'am everything, but yesterday this insight was so deep that I could actually "see" myself in everything. And that shit shook me so much. But that's Truth. The hardest thing is to accept it, but it's quite difficult since I have been living in this illusion quite a while now. It's hard to go back "home". The biggest thing led to realizing this was imagining some item in just outer space. Then I realized that the object and the place it is in is One. There is no separation. And to awaken to it and see it for the first time with you own eyes. Not just to get the insight of Oneness is absolutely radical. I guess this goes way way deeper.

@Eren Eeager All mind is ego. Done.

Now you can become aware of immortality/eternal life. You cannot die. Ever. Nice insights though, hope you will appreciate this work more deeply.

@Identity Crystals do work. One can benefit from them a lot. Search about "Rudraksha" it's a powerful bead. I wear it and wow do I feel it's energy. Be sure to READ a lot about it. It's mostly for people who live alone. If you wear it when you have a relationship it might end it. Be careful about it. My recommended crystals: Pyrite (very powerful for making decisions), clear quartz (amplifies other crystals), rose quartz (for heart/love/compassion/letting go), malachite (absorbs bad energy from the body), black tourmaline (a powerful shield from bad energy, mostly used on neck, very useful when engaging other people).

@korbes Recognize yourself where you are in the spiral (Spiral dynamics) then you can work from there way up. You are probably a mix of Orange/Green/Yellow more to less. Solid Yellow is the place where you wanna be, Turquoise is very radical. If you still have some material needs as in money, good looking cars, yourself looking good, getting hot girls in bed then focus on that. You can't skip ahead without achieving those things. Some can but it's a bit difficult.

@Ya know Knowing a thing is way different from thinking about how it is or should be. Spirituality is the most worth while thing to seek. But that's just my opinion. The implications of spirituality is just amazing. Once you awaken quite enough you just flow with life.

@EternalForest Best of luck!

@EternalForest The thing with you is that you are is still stuck in the ego-self. You still see a duality between you and your mind-imagined God. First of all delete the name God, it will help you a lot. Teotl was the best description for me. Please read Leo's blog post about Teotl. God is a word filled with dogma and fantasies. Btw you still need to work on your consciousness, more meditation practices will help you with it. It just takes time.

@WHO IS Because of duality.

@Justine Leo probably will make a video on Karma in the future, because understanding Karma is very important in this work. It's not what people assume karma is. It's different, you actually need a mystical experience (awakening) to understand what Karma is. Karma is locked inside your body as energy, the more you have it, the worse your health will be. Clearing it will heal you instantly.

Yellow+Turquoise. He thinks in systems, he wants to make an impact in this world for sure. But I noticed that he hold a lot of Truths, he doesn't speak about a lot of things, which I understand you need to be quiet in front of a lot of people that are following you. He kinda simplifies his teachings to the masses and that's OK. He is the middle man here, Wise to a point. Later you need to transcend him. But he is worth watching. His insights actually helped me to awaken quicker, filled the gaps that was missing.

Yesterday I realized that God is the Devil. God only becomes the devil because he dis-identifies himself. When God is not aware that he is God, he becomes the Devil. That's why God kills a lot of people, causes suffering etc.

@SoonHei God is the canvas and the paintings all at once and more.

My awakening process has been going quite well now, god consciousness is present at most times. Now I noticed that the body doesn't crave sex anymore. It's as if I killed it somehow, detached from it, or the consciousness grew so much that I can control my body cravings for sex. And it started to bother me a bit, cause my spouse is still in the ego-self craving for sex and acceptance and to me it's as if I don't need anything to be happy, I get something - it's OK, if I don't get anything - it's also OK. I can choose to have sex, but the craving is just gone. I don't find it bad or something, but it's as if my consciousness has over-powered the body. My question would be to all the other beings who have gone through this. Do you get used to it? I do wanna let go of sex for some YET unknown reasons, it feels like sex is low consciousness business.

I still can't understand this. There is fear, but who or what is getting feared? Would like to get a spiritual answer. Thank you.

@Serotoninluv can you transcend fear? Does fear grow smaller with consciousness growth?

@Joker_Theory @SOUL thank you <3

@Serotoninluv well I didnt panic and react to the fear a lot, but yet there was fear, so I just thought why is there fear, I can feel it but why IS it? And what is so being feared? Actually I observed that I was in fear and it kinda made me think how can I overcome it. Or is fear just the same as happyness? Just the different meaning my mind projects thus getting different cause/effect?

@Waken Yes there is nobody, but still there is fear somehow. Terrible fear of death and not being "here" with everyone else. I had a psychedelic trip recently where I talked with myself and I understood how much of a devil I was, and it felt like the self was confessing how much it was a devil to God. I confessed every shit and suffering that I made to others, that I was no angel and I had to go through a lot. And when I said that I have done so much shit to everyone else then It felt like I had an insight that all my karma was inside my body somewhere locked up. This conversation with myself shook my body so much, I started to shake very rapidly and I felt that heat was being generated with that shaking, and that shaking was so deep, like to the bone. Even my heart rate went up to like 130 BMP instantly (not so much that it would mean death) but that was frightening and the only thing I thought about was death. And IDK if my survival mechanism kicked in or what but I just wanted to stay alive. And as I was in fear I thought about why am I in fear, what is being feared. That totally interrupted my trip...

@sunny33 Ahh the ego awakening. Good job, that devil is very slippery to catch.

@Schahin Have you awaken to what is infinite intelligence? Have you seen that material is mind? If not, you won't understand why you are creating everything. Stop thinking that YOU are creating it with YOUR own mind. It's not how it works. God is creating everything with his infinite intelligence. Go see the video of "Infinite intelligence" to make some things clear. This is a very deep deep awakening that not a lot of people have awoken to. I see a lot of people are misunderstanding this.

So I've been looking at Ozen Rajneesh lately just to see whats going on and I've came across this video. Whats going on here? Is he channeling something to them? Are they on some substances? It looks like people are opening them selves to an experience. If someone understands whats going on please I would like you to elaborate more. Thanks

@remember So this is one of those deeper meditation dances?