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@Breakingthewall But does the voice stop? I do my Kriya for some time now, and it feels it's getting worse.

I can confirm that I've had these moments where even the voice in the mind just talks such nonsense. Begins with something and goes off anywhere, it's like WTF is happening.

@Arthogaan What he said.

@Danioover9000 In my own experience that is the case.

@StarStruck oooh that's a nice tip about the push-ups. Thanks, gonna try it and see how it works.

Recently I noticed that my focusing was out of touch. Reading books is a nightmare, I have to re-read the sentences over and over again, because I cannot "grok" what is being written and my minds creates stories about what is being written making me distracted from the actual book. I do my meditation practices, workout 6 days/week with cardio in the morning and evening and my diet is clean. But it seems my mind has started to run somewhere on it's own and I cannot maintain focus. Some days are are very bad. And now all this week when I lay down in bed in the evening and try to read books it's just impossible, sometimes it's just so bad that I wanna cry. What can I do to battle this distraction?

@StarStruck just brute force and some great info on what is happening in the mind. Understanding dopamine release system was very key for me. "Andrew Huberman" talks a lot about that. And also just brute forcing myself to change my habits. It has stuck with me very well. But I'm still having quite a hard time quiting p0rn. That is the hardest challenge I've ever faced.

@Ulax I actually don't know if I have any at the moment. I actually changed my life quite drastically in the past month. So I don't have problems as I'm concerned.

https://www.reddit.com/r/AnimalsBeingJerks/comments/xyz99l/was_told_to_put_this_here/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button Observe survival

@Vladimir my perspective is that you lack understanding some aspects of reality. But don't be sad. Same goes for me.

@Vladimir wrong

@Harman Congrats of seeing Truth. Truth always calms.

@Vladimir There ONE reason for reality to be/come into being, what is that reason?

@pablo_aka_god I wanna add that on a Daily basis when you have some time bring those insights from your trip to mind and contemplate about them, it will help you integrate them faster. After my trips a couple of week after I still get insights when I think about my trip and what I saw. That's integration! After you have build up some of those insights then do more. But give yourself atleast 2-4 weeks between trips.

@pablo_aka_god Always notice and think about why there is that space in that trip, later you can contemplate it and integrate the experience in sober every day life. You need to understand that those experiences can be integrated and it feels so wonderful to live life filled with Love that you practiced for so long. You saw what you need to do, now do it, build up and later take more.

@Adodd Just don't fap for a couple of weeks, then unload it and see how you feel.

@Illusory Self Do you work out? Like on a daily basis are you fit? I have the same problem, finishing too early. I also had a "Tantric" course about sex from a great guy and he teach me a great technique for just that thing, it doesn't take much time to do like 5~minutes daily and it works after a couple of weeks of doing it. But you gotta do it for it to take effect. Contact me personally for more information.

NOPE

Depends on the person. I just sit in bed and see what the trip will offer me. Long lasting psychedelics often aren't done with you before you are with them. Proper preparation. Eat clean that week, look at what moon phase it is now. Meditate well for concentration to not get lost in thoughts during the trip. Work out, make your body happy. Don't masturbate for a week before the trip. Keep your energies high. You no longer question your insights. If you do then they are not complete. I had numerous times where the insight wasn't complete, later I got them, but it took some time where you re-question yourself over and over until there are no questions, just a insight. You might be wrong for some insights as they are not the "Highest Level" you might grasp some Truth, but that may not be complete.

Never thought that I would ever find the meaning behind reality, but yet Love is the only reason for EVERYTHING. Beautiful trip report. Gratz on discovering Love!

Holy cow. ? Just yesterday Started to contemplate "what is Love?" wow does it go deep.

@axiom And yes, resistance in itself is love taking the form of resistance omg

Wait, it's LOVE. Reality is LOVE.

@bambi You are doing the same mistake I was making, thinking logically, wanting a easy understandable 1, 2, 3 answer. God does not work in those ways.

Aye aye captain.