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@Ninja_pig My only one concern with psychedelics is that it just blasts you off to Consciousness at the level of an Enlightened being who has done the work for decades. And as you can see your psyche and the level of development that you have is not ready to accept Truth. That's why DOING THE WORK is so crucial. Don't just play around with these substances, take them seriously with huge respect.

@Rishabh R Don't share it with people that you are watching it, it's your business not theirs. The less you speak about it, the better your life will be.

@Emerald I know all the niuanses you just mentioned. I just wanted to speak about one aspect and that's it, why flood this thread with things that everybody already know. Re-read my quote.

@r0ckyreed There are plenty of pros to having children and those will be said by other people here who comment, but I only want to say that you don't Love her ENOUGH believe me, when you reach the highest levels of Love for a woman it overflows into the need to have children with her. I have a phrase that goes like "I Love you so much that I want to give you children". When a woman is SO in Love with her man, she wants to somehow materialize that Love. When you asked your Mom and Dad where did you come from they almost always say "Daddy Loved Mommy, and Mommy Loved daddy and then you came into being" they weren't lying, that the ACTUAL formula for you! It's LOVE! If you want to be a good philosopher then actually experience what's it like to be SO in Love with a woman that you WANT to have children with her

@Schizophonia For a EGO mind - yes.

@The Blade How do you want me to explain my Direct Experience of how I see reality? You can't. When a business person walks through the city, he can see money everywhere. Same goes for me, everywhere I can see Love, God. I wish I could just give you the glasses of consciousness which I perceive reality with, but I can't. It's not possible. If it's a waste of time for you, that's just your opinion. It's nor bad nor good. You choose how you want to live your life. If you have interest in these things then sit down, meditate, there are techniques given by people who attained Enlightenment/Awakening. Give a couple of years and you will reach it and then you could argue if it's worth your time.

ADHD right here. Reading every sentence in your post just reaps with ADHD. I feel compassion for you my friend. I've been stuck, and am stuck to a degree the same as you. Just live life not in a perfect manner. Shit happens. Observe stupid people and how happy they are not thinking about how bad they are. Learn to do mistakes and not judging yourself too much, this will kick start your journey. As I understand you are successful, have everything you need. But I see that you lack the capability to not think in this "negative" manner. Learn to live and think differently.

You are just tired to play this game of illusion. That means playing your Ego role in society, being something that you have no interest to do. Also this takes energy out of you when you no longer have the need to be somebody in front of someone. It's totally fine, I'm also like that. Being alone, on a day off, not doing anything, for me is a great joy in life. Don't feel bad about it, just learn to live with it and EMBRACE it. Of course don't lock yourself out of everything, but you probably know this and live a well balanced life.

Of course. That's tantra. Inner energy work.

HAHA - what a typical distraction of the Mind. *distract myself The mind is still wanting to Ground itself in illusion. The ego is still not dead. You are lost in meaning. That is a crucial epistemological thing in this work. Contemplate what is meaning deeply. Contemplate what is Love, start with "human" love, like kisses, hugs, etc. and go down to the point where you could see that your chair is Love. A story that you created

@Breakingthewall thank you.

Today, while doing my Kriya, I went deep and realized that awareness is what the body does, it's a part of the body. And after that realization a gap between the body + mind + awareness opened up and I detached from all of that and, for a short period, went to this deep Nothingness Void. It's like pure Being, IS'ness without any substance sort to say. That experience was very disturbing for the mind. Like super disturbing to realize what am I. So my question is - Is this the final "I" or does it go deeper?

God doesn't want to know Truth. It will break all of it's hard work creating the illusion.

@axiom Haha... Wow... In the recent months I no longer saw myself as the body so I thought Who can "attaining" this Enlightenment? If I'am not the body, so who can get Enlightened? The Soul? How can it get Enlightened. That melted away fast and I no longer even thought about reaching it or even the possibility that there is a thing as Enlightenment.

@axiom Thus it keep another deception going. The Mastermind God with his illusions of meanings. A-haa....

@axiom Hmm.. Sounds true.. I might be stuck in thought. The "Me" right now seems to be a kind of paradox. You search for yourself, but it seems there is nothing to search/find that you are "That". The "Me" in deeper levels kind of doesn't point to anything. Yet the inquiry keep going.

@Leo Gura Is there more? I definetely experienced God-Realization fairly often. Nothingness Void was a first. In my experience it was way harder and trickier to break through the Nothingness than God-Realization.

@Leo Gura So God-Realization is seeing, with your own direct experience, that God imagines everything into being using his infinite intelligence?

@zazen A simple yes or no would have been greatly apreciated.

Bumping my thread. Still haven't found any info. This spinning sensation again happened to me today.

I've started to occasionally feel this sensation of spinning while in concentration practice at the end of my Kriya. It's peaceful and not getting me dizzy. Maybe somebody has any info on what is going on at that particular time of the spinning? Thank you.

@tuku747 That which Is.

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@Fandango Everything that seems to be smart or smarter than you always look Godly. Back in 2000~ years reading was seen as having magical powers. How can you read something that is been carved in something? Surely one who reads must be a God sent. Be aware of this mechanics of our psyche. If an alien would come to this planet and read your mind you would look at it like a God, because it's superior compared to you, but the alien is just an alien and he knows it's limits and could say that he is not "God" (well, he is, but you get the point). If dogs would think like humans surely they would see us as Gods, because we are superior to them having different bodies, being able to grab things with our hands/fingers. Now going to ChatGPT or AI, there's no way that talking to a code is like talking to a God. It may seem so, because its "knowledge" is superior to yours.

I smell bullshit right from the start. It has some good points, but a lot of nonsense also. The problem with spiritual articles is that you have to deeply read them and nit-pick every word. Also without any prior spiritual experience you can deceive yourself even more. This article is full of false claims. One should be very careful in reading these things, because the message that is created to give some clarity can deceive a person as much as guide him.