purerogue

You get used to things you do often , if setting is right for you , also you feel more safe , relaxed and it is place you know well.

I think problem is the fact that even though you are everything, you are still only one part you are experiencing, so you have to break that concept anyway to realize full you.

Because you use rational thinking way to much , it strains your brain.

But Leo , you have 4 stages here.

Well , the problem is that Consciousness is everything, how do you Enlighten tree.

Only thing I can say about it is that you woke up because you were in deep sleep and as soon as your body feels to much threat it wakes up, it is rather difficult to maintain deep sleep because of it, that is why it is better if you want to try dream approach to be in semi dream state where it is easier to control it and you can experience things with less resistance.

Have you hear about concept that Consciousness fragmented itself and purpose of life is so everyone in this reality and all other realities reach Enlightenment? Do you think it is even possible goal to achieve?

Can you be truly Enlightened, if everyone is not Enlightened? Any thoughts?

Hey , but it is not so bad , it does not mean that consciousness does not expand and you have no saying on it's changes, you already know that you are everything, this is just bit deeper everything,question is should I fell sorry for myself, or should I only care about myself and hope I am not this one unlucky part who gets all the suffering.

This song is not how I came to conclusion , but it sums it up, Wont change who I am , to find who we are , I could be anything, I am emotion, I am ego, I am everything, I could be everything, but I am only one thing at the same time and everything at the same time

Idk how to fell about this, but how can I be observer of observer , there is nothing really paradoxical about it if you think, you believe that everyone is one and you are Leo, so what changes from idea that every you is you.

I just thought about how fucking complex consciousness is , It is everywhere and always, it is in you when you are enlightened and when you are not, when you are separated from ego and not, it does not matter that you get enlightened, body ego still experienced by consciousness, so you can never run away from ego state , because consciousness will be always experiencing everything. You can only make you believe that you made shift to other perspective, state of consciousness, because consciousness is always experiencing everything.

There is no you , how can incarnated you, when you are everything, there is no one person to be incarnated, there are only life to be lived.

Time and space is illusion, everything happens at the same time , or rather there is no time at all , it is just one moment, but from your viewpoint it does look like there is time indeed.

If time does not exist and everything is present, then I can not see how it can be until everyone realizes and there is none to realize to begin with.

I don't think that it was even panic attack, when feelings reach very high states, they might seem as panic attack, but she should know better, if she says she had plenty of panic attack in her life and it was different, then it probably was not panic attack.

No need to congratulate , was nothing special, most interesting part was after that experience, got to see clearly my ego things I know exist , but are buried quite deep, but after it they are shown to you clearly, after it came flow, then some problems to adjust after flow was wearing away.

No, don't do it, if you are in depressed state, or feel that you might get in such if you do not do something about it, then take few months off , or just until you are sure that you are alright to return to your daily life, but do not go of to some area where you have none around you, you need some accommodation where you are not bothered while you deal with this, but you also need some human interaction when you want to, or else it can throw you back as soon as you return.

I think humor depends on many factors, people find different things funny, what for one is funny for another might be not funny at all. For example you could find funny when someone you do not like gets hurt, but not funny when it is someone dear to you. Some people enjoy watching people making mistakes, getting hurt, because it makes them feel better about them self.

I have been in that state only once and it was right before my severe depression, or maybe twice, actually second experience was bit different, anyway what he is talking about is true observer, not what you use at beginner, trough intermediate states, you completely dissociate with body and ego and in my case with everyone around me and my memory about it is bit foggy now, but I remember feeling of that state, what I can't remember if I took any part in my actions whatsoever.

By improving yourself constantly , so your perception of things around you change all the time, my guess.

I think I had one yesterday, seeing, feeling that there is no time , everything happens at present , every moment is present and that I am part of all of it, but I always have this second option of me being retard, have experienced to much, I will just wait till I am 100% Enlightened, some uncernety can be bothersome, but I have nothing better to do anyway.

I am already doing allot of physical stuff daily. Thank you all for your input will try to figure this one out.

Would love to hear your advises how to deal with sleeplessness, the more I do spiritual stuff, more energy, sleeplessness problems I have, it is not a huge issue , but I am not sure how to approach it better, it is not even that my thoughts do not let me sleep , you just can't sleep, or wake up after 1h - 30 min of sleep, you feel alright, but it still has its effect on longer run of the day, anyway , any insights?

K I guess I did not made it clear enough , what to do with sleep problems that occur because of spirituality, when you have to much energy and you just can't sleep for to long, or it is only my problem.