purerogue

I have grown allot, it is true that some paths can bring more suffering then others and that switching them can bring you down, which is normal if you think about it, switching life perspectives is rather huge change for personality, but I have come to enjoy it to some degree it help not to fall in one delusion, I am exploring different paths and check what benefits each of them have on my life, logic is very useful tool if used right at right moments, sometimes you have to throw it out , but you can come back to it to sum up what you learned from your experience, maybe keep some notes, do what feel right for you, I am just exploring and I am not even sure where I will get with it, or where exactly I want to get, because it is really irrelevant anyway.

Surrender to nothing, time, ideas where you want to get, even that moment, forget that that moment exists , just complete nothing, no goal , no nothing.

Why would you want to do it, yes you can , but difficult people need proper way of handling, you will have to go out of your way just to make them respect you , I would not do it, it would be just manipulating and pretending to be someone you are not just to get them like you.

No it is one huge mindfuck for me, because I want to find escape from it , but every time I get glimpse of it, it all goes back to it being delusion, everyone is wrong, but it is also wrong for me to think that everyone is wrong, as it all goes back to this delusion, look at it this way , you get truth , but even your truth is delusion.

There is reason to believe that having everything provided to you will not take away suffering, will only increase it, but then again it is just speculation , because it depends on what changes will come together with it, suffering decreases from attaching to less and making you able to appreciate simplest things, not having everything and feeling empty inside because you can not appreciate anything , when you have everything. Then again it is simplified , it is way more complicated.

I am no doctor and I would suggest you to visit one, question is when it started, it seriously could be your diet, or some kind of irritation from something at your house that cause allergy, maybe you drink to much carbonated drinks, there can be many reasons , so you can check yourself if any of these are the reason for your problem , others will need doctor help.

You clearly had some kind of idea that came into your mind and made you depressed, would be nice if you share it with us , so we know how to help you better, any extra information would be helpful.

Very good video.

Thanks for tips , will do next time , they are really good inquires, it was rather awkward to watch how I talk with people, so I did not pay much attention to that. Also my work requires constant actions , so it was already difficult enough to keep this state and not get thrown of and make errors at work, will try another time to observe better.

K , I think I got where he is going to with all of this , no -thing is still soup, that is just change in delusion , I actually though that it is some place in between Everything and Nothing, but it is only skewed understanding of what Everything is.

It is everything really , life is made way to easy, way to many things that people are used to depend on, hard to get of attachment , when you have so many things nowadays to get attached to , kids are already depressed and do not see point of living in early age, when I grew up I did not have much , but just getting out of house and having fun with neighbors was enough, also so much information to get lost into, or simply to much information which makes people passionless to actually do any of this stuff when they have already seen it all and loads of other problems, but ofc there are some good things and some good things that might happen in long run if action is made to change things.

Sure, that is why so many great minds existed in times that would seem insane to manage for us now, take my country for example, every time I am visiting it I fell depression , negativity all around me, but it is farm from having rape, violence problems, just looking at how my grandparents were makes us look pathetic and crybabies, they were strong minded people, who did what they had to do, it is as if no matter how far we get, we will always find something to cry about, because problem is within us , not surroundings.

It is very complicated matter, take your time and research, just because you like something does not mean that job will let you do what you want and you will feel soulless by doing same thing over and over again, on other hand you might like it and do not get to attached in emotions when you research,because career might look fun on surface, but might be far from that when you actually get in to it, especially if it is job advertising video, maybe get some part time jobs, to see what it is actually to work.

Maybe, maybe not, people get used to surroundings and can strive in it, vikings were not afraid of death , or violence, it was their way of life, put people from nowadays in such situation and they would go insane, but we still cry about smallest things.

Yes , being humble and understanding that you do not know much and it might be another delusion is good way to go at it, does not mean that you should not give advice if you have some experience with problems people are facing. Explaining is not the hard part, people will not understand it anyway, as you can look at one thing in million different ways.

I feel you , I was thinking about this today too , about how allot of people talk so much nonsense without having actual experience and how allot of information is just beliefs, I can only stick to what I know is working and take only what is actual, it is not bad to have some debates, but there are so much misinformation by people who throw teaching without having grasped them them self, I do it myself, have to be careful not to get trapped in my own delusion.

I saw dream that humans will no longer exist , but planet will be still here., stay positive!

Interesting, but how can you be sure that it is still not the soup, well , if you get there come back to tell us!

Ofc there are , spiral dynamic has nothing to do with how happy you are.

Understand, seeing things as they are and being negative about it are 2 completely different things, you do not have to become delusional idiot to see if person has certain traits, it is more of how you perceive it on yourself, does it make you negative, or no, you do not have to change perspective of what is actual, that is if you are not delusional to begin with by assigning traits that are not there.

What the hell are you talking about , none is talking about not facing problems, but about being calm minded while you do, worrying gives you nothing good, tell me 1 thing that it gives that can help you any way? Maybe step out of your own LaLaLa land and start using brain.

It was very important for them to find this answer , was it not, sounds like ignorance to tell other not to look for it, but it is true that it is nothing special.

I see beliefs in both sides, well it is up to him to decide what to do, but if you want you can try to convince him by giving him reasons of why he will harm himself more in long run by doing nothing, then doing something and that people lives depend on someone doing something.

No , I did it while working, it takes taking control of certain part of your brain, I suppose and effect you gets depends depending on how good are you controlling it.

Well it is both, you do nothing and you are watching the watcher and you are aware that it acts on its own and that his feelings, sensations of touch are not your sensations, but it really depends how deep into this you can go, I only experimented few times, not sure how far you can get with this.